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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 17, 2007 23:22:07 GMT
Yumi stood at the edge of a window. There was still fresh blood flowing down her arms, seeping through the sleeve of her shirt.
Lexi was dead.
Rowan was dead.
Cody had come back.
Maddie-...well she wasn't exactly sure what was wrong with Maddie. Nor did she want to. Yumi was in place to help anyone.
She stagged a bit as she opened the window and looked down. From all the blood she had lost, she was dizzy.
"I can do this..." She muttered and went to take a step foward.
Stop! You got a new baby! You got Mia and Brett! You got Sirius. Don't do it.
Yumi stared down at the long drop, knowing it lead to a dark abyass. She took a deep breath, readying herself but jumped backward, geting as far away from the window she could. She had tripped over a few tables a chair here and there and ended up on the ground tears falling down her face. Her chest riseing up and down as she stared at the window.
Don't do this! Just stay here...Don't move, don't do anything. Just sit here. Don't move until you can trust yourself
So that was where Yumi sat.
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 18, 2007 22:34:31 GMT
I sighed and walked up to the astronomy tower. I wanted to start a new hobby. I opened the door and saw a few tables and chairs on the floor. I looked around and saw a girl who was bleeding. Ir an over to where she was and panicked. "No your not okay, I know that much. Your still alive though right? What did you do?" I say fast and bring out my wand.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 0:07:23 GMT
Yumi sat there starring up at her, then back down at her wrists. She saw that she had reopened almost all of the scars. She was still breathing heavy but she looked back up at the girl
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 1:24:09 GMT
I saw her look at her wrist and I glanced at it. "Oh my god..." I breath out and touch my pocket. Thats what I was going to do. I lost my willingness to do it after seeing her wrists. I panicked, I didn't know what to do. I thought of a spell to stop the bleeding and waved my wand.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 1:30:33 GMT
Yumi stares down at her wrists, still staying silent watching the cuts heal slightly and the bleeding stop.
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 1:39:31 GMT
I took a deep breath and looked at her coldly. "What the fuck?" I yell slightly.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 1:42:01 GMT
"Who the fuck are you to yell at me?!" Yumi yelled back holding her arms to herself now. Yumi took a deep breath then broke down again, and brought her knees to her chest and laid her head on her knees rocking back and forth lightly trying to calm herself down and stop crying.
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 1:45:11 GMT
I sighed and looked at my wrists then back at hers. "I'm sory," I mutter.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 1:46:56 GMT
Yumi sat there still crying, not careing what she said. "I've got a baby..." She mutter through tears, "How fucking stupid can I be?"
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 1:48:07 GMT
I looked at her wide eyed. "Oh my god... Why did you do it?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 1:57:31 GMT
"I don't know!" She cried. "Everything-..Everything was....I couldn't take it anymore. I lied to many times...I couldn't take it I couldn't take life anymore..." She said softly.
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 2:00:51 GMT
I hugged her and sighed. "I hate life too. Its fucked up," I say and shove a chair, making it fall over.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 2:07:23 GMT
Yumi sat there staying silent. Yumi didn't pour her heart out to anyone, and that wasn't going to change anything. She sat there, almost as if she couldn't move anywhere else. She just kept looking at the still open window that let in a cool breeze in, almost beckoning her to it.
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 2:09:48 GMT
"Don't do it." I say and shake my head. "Like you said you have a baby and other children I'm sure. Why hurt them? Think of what they will go through if they lose you," I say quietly.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 2:15:25 GMT
"They might actually have a life..." She muttered with a pained voice.
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 2:20:04 GMT
"Just don't do it!" I say and a knot forms in my throat. Oh Sammy, come on. You remember her? This girl is just like her...
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 2:27:42 GMT
"Why the hell not?!"
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 2:28:46 GMT
"Because! Its fucking stupid taking your life away!"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 2:46:23 GMT
"What do you know anyways?"
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 2:48:19 GMT
"Apparently a hell of a lot more than you do." I say coldly. Thats right... Show more of your cold side.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 2:50:12 GMT
"You don't even bloody know anything about me!"
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 3:00:26 GMT
I ignore her and touch my pocket, remembering it was still there. Something in my head was urging me to use it. I shook my head, "Since when did I become like this?" I ask myself softly.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 3:06:49 GMT
"Become like me?" She asks with a bitter, hallow, chuckle. "That's what we all ask."
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 3:08:41 GMT
I glare at her, "No one asked you. Besides you stole my idea anyway." I state simply.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 3:32:02 GMT
"And your yelling at me for doing it."
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 3:36:47 GMT
"Yes because now that I think about it, its stupid," I nod.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 20:38:05 GMT
"Whatever."
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 19, 2007 21:48:48 GMT
"So your not going to tell me why you want to kill yourself?" I ask her and say the word kill like its a curse word.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Nov 19, 2007 22:03:34 GMT
"It's none of your bussiness..." She mutters still light headed.
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Post by Samantha Wood on Nov 20, 2007 1:45:10 GMT
"You look like your going to fall out any minute and look like a ghost," I sigh. "Come on lets go to the hospital wing now."
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