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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 12:17:13 GMT
i sat on the moving staircase. just sitting there. looking around as it moved me around.
i can do this.
i can do this.
the stiarcase stopped moving and i stared at the first years walking up. they were so small and probably missed their parents.
i can do this.
i can d-
wait one minute. one of the small girls had a small doll in her bag and it was sticking out. it was a baby doll. who carries around a baby doll at that age?
i can't do this.
i felt my eyes widen and my heart rate picked up.
i can't do this.
"i can't do this....." i mutter
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 12:19:46 GMT
"What can't you do?" Angel asked, walking up to Yumi.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 12:21:34 GMT
i was still looking at the baby in the girls bag. "i can't do this angel..." i mutter "i can't have a kid..."
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 12:23:29 GMT
"You're going to have a kid?" Angel asked, eyes wide. Think Angel, Yumi... Alone in a house... With Sirius Black... Manwhore of Hogwarts... "You're pregnant with Sirius' baby!" She whispered.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 12:30:13 GMT
i lunge myself at her puting my hands over ehr mouth. "shut up!" i whisper. "i don't know if he wants people to know just yet. as soon as he tells his friends and says it's ok for me to tell people i will." i mutter "now when i move my hands your gonna keep your mouth shut, ok?"
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 12:30:55 GMT
Angel nodded and licked her hand, trying to make her let go.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 12:32:10 GMT
"eww!!" i grimace wiping my hand off. "why'd you do that?"
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 12:32:49 GMT
"To make you get off," Angel laughed. "Worked, didn't it?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 12:33:50 GMT
"yeah and it's gross." i chuckle "ewww.....kids do that....mia and brett already do that..."
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 12:35:41 GMT
Angel laughed. "Is it a boy or a girl, your one I mean?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 12:39:51 GMT
"i don't know. i found out that i was pregnant, freaked out, tried to run away to ireland then sirius found me in the leaky culdron." i say, "and it's probably to early to find out what it is anyway"
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 12:42:38 GMT
"Have you been to the hospital wing about it?" Angel asked softly.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 12:44:05 GMT
"no. angel i don't want find anything about it yet. i'm terrified."
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 12:45:18 GMT
"Want me to come with you when you do feel ready?" Angel offered.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 12:48:23 GMT
"i don't know." i sigh, "i don't know how i'll react when i find out and i'm just really terrified at the moment." i sigh
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 12:51:30 GMT
"It can't be that bad, can it?" Angel asked.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 12:54:21 GMT
"my fear? yes. it's worse than you think." i say, "i can't do this. i'm terrified. if i could think of a word that meant that i was the most terrified girl in the world i would say it."
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 12:56:10 GMT
"What are you terrified about?" Angel asked.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 13:01:17 GMT
"everything. i didn't want a baby. no matter how much i already love it i never wanted to have a kid. i'm afriad of the pain i'm afriad of what might happen to it with this dang war. and all the other crap and i'm just terrified. can't we leave it at that?"
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 13:02:10 GMT
"Yes, subject change," Angel nodded.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 13:07:00 GMT
"so how you been doing?" i ask, my voice still cracking a bit. i was still terrified, but i wasn't gonna talk about it
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 13:45:48 GMT
"Been better, been worse," Angel shrugged. "You?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:02:42 GMT
i look over at her and give her the 'do you even have to ask?' look.
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 14:04:36 GMT
"Fair enough," Angel said, looking down slightly.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:11:49 GMT
"i'm sorry, but i kinda just told you how i was." i chuckle, "so what about you and your husband? or something."
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 14:20:29 GMT
Angel laughed. "He's disappeared off the face of the planet after cheating on me twice."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:22:08 GMT
"hmm.....want me to beat him up if i see him?"
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 14:23:09 GMT
"That would be nice," Angel smiled.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:35:56 GMT
"alrighty. i've got a good punch." i smile
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Post by Angel Simons on Jul 31, 2007 14:38:42 GMT
"Thank you," Angel nodded. "Mind if I help?"
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