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Post by James Smith on Jun 5, 2007 21:29:27 GMT
''Sorry hun.'' i said. ''I didnt mean to do that.''
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Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 5, 2007 21:33:37 GMT
"Look, I know it's hard for you right now, and I know the last thing your probably thinking about is being with someone again." I started, "I just want to know if you feel the same way I do. And if that's the only thing holding you back."
I layed on my back again. I didn't realize how painful this would have been for me.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 5, 2007 21:37:19 GMT
''I wish it was the only holding me back.'' i stated
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Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 5, 2007 21:52:54 GMT
I raise my eyebrows.
"I-Is there something else?" I stutter.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 5, 2007 21:58:01 GMT
''Well.'' i said. ''Its nothing bad, well it could be bad.'' i paused.
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Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 5, 2007 21:58:58 GMT
"Yeah..." I trail, waiting for him to continue.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 5, 2007 22:05:57 GMT
''It sucks.'' i said. ''I dont want to hurt you, but i like you, but i like another.'' i sighed
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Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 5, 2007 22:08:51 GMT
"Oh." I say, a bit taken aback, "I-I see..." My eyes wandered the ground, not daring to look at him.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 5, 2007 22:10:48 GMT
''Im sorry.'' i said bitting my lip and standing up
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Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 5, 2007 22:12:27 GMT
"No," I offer, standing up as well, "I am."
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Post by James Smith on Jun 5, 2007 22:13:24 GMT
''You have nothing to be sorry about.''
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Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 5, 2007 22:15:43 GMT
"Well, apparently I do." I reply, still staring at the ground, "And I don't know what I'm supposed to say."
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Post by James Smith on Jun 5, 2007 22:18:29 GMT
''I dont either.'' i said
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Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 5, 2007 22:19:55 GMT
"I hate how are of our conversations come to an end like this." I observe.
Well, in part, it was true. Just about every time I ran into him, I ended up opening my big mouth as usual.
"Am I doing something wrong?" I ask.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 5, 2007 22:24:22 GMT
''No.'' i shook my head. ''I am.''
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Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 5, 2007 22:29:35 GMT
I crossed my arms, "And what exactly is that supposed to mean?"
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Post by James Smith on Jun 5, 2007 22:30:54 GMT
''It means i did something wrong.'' i said
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Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 5, 2007 22:32:05 GMT
I give him a strange look. This time I really didn't comprehend what he said.
"Wait, what?"
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Post by James Smith on Jun 5, 2007 22:37:29 GMT
''I did something wrong.'' i repeated. ''I fell hard and stood up quickly, and im makeing other people do that only to have them crushed.''
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Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 5, 2007 22:41:24 GMT
"James, if this is about you not hurting me, I don't care." I scoffed.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 5, 2007 22:43:53 GMT
''Alright then.'' i said
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Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 5, 2007 22:45:41 GMT
His answer was just so easily stated, it pained me.
"Is that what your talking about?" I ask, glaring at him a bit.
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Post by James Smith on Jun 5, 2007 22:49:53 GMT
''I dont know what im talking about anymore.'' i said
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Post by Blaise Mitchells on Jun 5, 2007 22:50:17 GMT
"Join the club." I say darkly.
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