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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 20, 2007 15:33:12 GMT
I looked at Amy then back to Peter "She doesn't trust me very much" I forced a smile. "It was just different how she sent it to me" I laughed a bit "It kinda scared me to be honest" I looked back at Amy.
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 20, 2007 17:03:42 GMT
I smiled slightly. "She sent it to you?"
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 20, 2007 17:04:30 GMT
I nodded "She blames me for Charly's death" I said looking at Amy still.
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 20, 2007 17:08:57 GMT
My eyes widened slightly. "Well fuck. When Charly said that, I thought she'd be all happy or some shit, just..." I shook my head. "Fuck."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 20, 2007 17:13:32 GMT
I looked at him "When Charly said what?"
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 20, 2007 17:22:27 GMT
I looked over at Saphire. "Charly left a note for me in the shreiking shack, where she actually died. It said that Amy would know who her next mum was. Apparently, my little psychic daughter saw exactly what that meant."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 20, 2007 17:23:45 GMT
I smiled slighty. "You saying it's giong to be me" I looked back Amy then back to him. "Note?" I ask him. "What kind of note?"
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 20, 2007 17:51:59 GMT
I got up and walked over to my dresser, then pulled out a sheet of paper and handed it to her.
'My dearest Peter,
If you are reading this, then I am dead. I was able to protect this letter to you with help from your mum. Now dear, wipe that look of shock off of your face and accept it- your mum is not evil. She came to warn me of what your dad was planning on doing, and will help me to escape. She’s bringing me to the shrieking shack to hide out. She knows that I am pregnant – that is why she accepted Amy so quickly. Yes, I know about that. Why, you ask? Peter, you know how we used to joke about my being clairvoyant because I knew some things before they happened? Well, I am. I’m not a wand and spell kind of magical person like you, but I am magical. A muggle, yes, but I have a power.
This next part is killing me to write. You are asleep right here next to me, and I cannot believe that I am writing this. I love you Peter, and I know you love me. Which is why I am choosing to leave. Your mum wanted me to tell your dad about my power so he would accept me into the family, but then I saw the future. Your future. Peter, as much as I love you, I am not the woman you are meant to be with. That’s why I chose to leave. To let you live your life without me, giving you time to get over me before you meet her. I can’t tell you who she is – okay, you’re right I won’t – but you’ll know. When you find her, she’ll be the first girl you love that you won’t want to hurt. Don’t give me that look Peter; you know what I’m talking about. You purposely push the people you love away, choosing to hurt them now rather than later. By doing something stupid like cheating, like with me. But Peter, when you meet her, it’ll click. Trust me, it will. You’ll know in that instant that she’s the only one you don’t want to push away. Amy will know too, after all, she did receive some of my genes. Accept this love Peter, embrace it. Hold onto it. It will be your only bright spot on a dark future. But everything in that dark future will be for the greater good. It may not seem that way, but it’ll all turn out okay. Trust me my love, it will.
My darling, take good care of our baby girl. Amy Isabella Pettigrew – I love it. It’s perfect. Just like she will be. And her birthday is February 2nd, Imbolc. Kind of ironic, eh? Anyway my beloved, one last word or two of advice. Don’t waste your time searching for how I died. And despite what I know you’re thinking, it is a waste. Sweetheart, you need to focus on the here and now, not worrying over how I died. You’ll find out when you’re meant to, and not a moment sooner. Tell your mum thank you for all of her help. Tell Annie, Morgan and Aaron ‘hello’ and ‘I love you’ for me. Let Sora know that she has what it take to do what she has to. Tell Molly that this baby boy was not meant to have a twin. She’ll have to wait until after the next one, who will, by the way, be a bit of a prick. See sweetie, your divination skills don’t suck all that terribly. Tell Hannah that everything will turn out for the best. Let the Marauders know you love them. They need to hear it now. Give our baby girl a big hug and kiss from me, then let her move on with her new mum. You know who she is Peter. Follow your heart, not your head. Stop teaching you children swear words, if Amy’s first word is ‘fuck’ I will[/i] find a way back from the dead to kill you. And lastly Peter, sweetheart, forgive. Forgive me for leaving. I didn’t want to, but I had to, for you. Forgive yourself for not searching for me, for giving me up. Forgive yourself for everything you’ve done and everything you will do. Find your true love, my dearest, and love her with everything you’ve got. I left for a reason. Don’t let finding me stop your love with her. Know I will always be watching over you and Amy. Bill too, don’t worry. Find peace, my sweetest love, and move on.
Love forever and for always,
Your Charly'
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 20, 2007 18:13:10 GMT
"Wow" I said holding the letter. "Just wow" I looked at him.
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 20, 2007 23:50:59 GMT
I smiled slightly. "Yeah."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 20, 2007 23:53:00 GMT
"Peter" I say handing him the letter back "She seemed like an amazing person" I said with a smile.
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 21, 2007 18:41:20 GMT
I smiled. "She was."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 21, 2007 19:44:05 GMT
I smiled at him. "Well" I say sitting "What was she like?"
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 23, 2007 19:55:45 GMT
I smiled. "She was...amazing. Sweet to people she needed to be sweet to, sarcastic constantly... she was a muggle, but... so accepting of everything that came with my being a wizard. She and I had....this...connection. Like.... I dunno, like me and Annie's, only different, I don't know how to explain it."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 23, 2007 22:29:25 GMT
I smile at him. 'How can I compare to that?' I ask myself
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 24, 2007 22:23:45 GMT
I smiled at her. "Almost like ours." I said softly.
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 24, 2007 22:30:34 GMT
I look at him. "Huh?" I ask as he pulled me from my thoughts. "Oh" I say with a smile. "Almost like ours?" I ask him dumbly.
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 24, 2007 23:51:56 GMT
I smiled and blushed slightly. "Yeah. Is it stupid for me to say I feel connected to you?"
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 24, 2007 23:52:57 GMT
I smile "Not at all Peter"
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 24, 2007 23:56:03 GMT
I grinned. "Alright then. I feel connected to you Saphire."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 24, 2007 23:58:54 GMT
I look at him. "What did you mean by 'Amost'"? I ask
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 25, 2007 0:02:03 GMT
I thought for a minute. "I'm not sure. It's just...different. I mean," I sighed. "I... I knew Charly for years. We knew everything about each other. But it took us years to get that connection. With you, it's different, because the first time I saw you, I felt like I'd known you forever."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 25, 2007 0:02:45 GMT
"Ahh" I say "And how is that?" I ask with a smile.
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 25, 2007 0:04:31 GMT
I laughed slightly. "And how is what?"
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 25, 2007 0:05:10 GMT
"That you feel like that on first sight?"
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 25, 2007 0:21:23 GMT
I tilted my head to the side. "I dunno. Annie said it's love at first sight."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 25, 2007 0:23:47 GMT
"Annie?" I ask
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 25, 2007 0:28:05 GMT
I grinned. "My little sister."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 25, 2007 0:29:42 GMT
I smle "you have a sister?"
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on May 25, 2007 0:33:21 GMT
I grinned. "Yeah. Antigone Pettigrew. My parents adopted her the summer after first year."
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