famous last words

[Yumi Baker]

i sat at the edge of the window in teh astromy tower and opened the window. i took a deep breath and started to sing
"Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

How can I see, I see you lying 'Cause I see you lying next to me
How can I see, I see you lying With words I thought I'd never speak
How can I see, I see you lying Awake and unafraid
How can I see, I see you lying Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Or dead
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
Or dead
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Or dead
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
Or dead
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Or dead
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home" i sang. when i finished i looked down out of the window at the ground and smiled. "never could imagine myself getting ready to jump last year. wonder why i almost did...." i say with a biter chuckle, knowing full well why i wanted to die.
"I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Or dead
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home" i sang again then heard movement from the other side of the class room. "might as well come out." i say trying to figure out who teh person was.

[Angel Simons]

"That's one of my favourite songs," Angel smiled.

[Yumi Baker]

"me favorite song to." i say softly. "who you be?" i ask

[Angel Simons]

"Angel Si... Miller," she smiled. "You?"

[Yumi Baker]

"yumi. just yumi." i chuckle. "i've got a last name and real first name. i just don't like em." i smile

[Angel Simons]

Angel nodded. "Understandable. Now step off of the ledge and into the room!"

[Yumi Baker]

"why? i like sitting on the edge." i chuckle

[Angel Simons]

"Because you might fall and I don't want to see that happen again!" Angel said quietly.

[Yumi Baker]

"believe me i won't fall but if it bother yer i'll get off." i say and jump down and sit down on a desk. "now when yer say again...?"

[Angel Simons]

"Hm?" Angel asked.

[Yumi Baker]

"yer said that yer didn't want to see someone fall again. what do yer mean by that? have yer seen someone fall from here?" i ask

[Angel Simons]

Angel nodded quickly. "Yeah, close friend."

[Yumi Baker]

"sorry to her bout that. may i ask who it was?"

[Angel Simons]

"Onix Davidson," Angel said. "Anyway... What's your house and year? Are you new, I don't think I've seen you around before."

[Yumi Baker]

"i be a huffelpuff and i'm in seventh year. haven't got the password for the common room yet or anythin. and yeah i be new. it's not that i lived in ireland or anythin i just got around to lookin at the letter they sent me." i smile

[Angel Simons]

Angel laughed. "Nice!"

[Yumi Baker]

"why?" i ask laughing softly along with her. "what house are yer in?"

[Angel Simons]

"Hufflepuff, seventh," Angel smiled.

[Yumi Baker]

"nice." i smile. "hey before when yer told me yer name why did yer fumble with the last name? yer almost said sumthin that start with an s but changed it to miller."

[Angel Simons]

"Recent marriage," Angel smiled. "Not quite used to changing my name from Simons to Miller yet."

[Yumi Baker]

"is it even leagel for someone to get married this young?" i chuckle "but congratulations. bet he's a great guy." i smile

[Angel Simons]

Angel laughed. "You're not English! In England you're allowed to get married at the age of sixteen with permission from parents. I have no parents so it's okay. You're allowed to have sex when you're sixteen too so... Yay England!"

[Yumi Baker]

"hmm...16..i like that age." i chuckle, "and no i'm not english. got a problem with that lassie?" i ask, only joking around

[Angel Simons]

Angel laughed. "Not at all. I like sixteen too. Good memories."

[Yumi Baker]

"16...i don't remember much from that year." i chuckle. "so does that mean that it's leagel for me to have a baby?" i ask

[Angel Simons]

Angel nodded. "Yeah, perfectly legal."

[Yumi Baker]

"good cos she's already here and technically not even mine." i say with a sigh of realife

[Angel Simons]

"What the...? How does that work?" Angel asked.

[Yumi Baker]

"it works cos her father died and the mum was already dead and the dead father gave her to me before he died and now i've got her and i've got no idea what i'm doing but i've still got her."

[Angel Simons]

"Ahhh," Angel nodded. "I'll help you look after her if you want."