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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 3, 2008 20:58:40 GMT
I sigh softly, tucking my hair behind my ear,"It'll pass, okay?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 3, 2008 21:04:31 GMT
"Yeah, okay," I nod although it isn't.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 3, 2008 21:13:16 GMT
"Really want me to be happy?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 3, 2008 21:15:09 GMT
"More than anything."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 3, 2008 21:54:30 GMT
"Then I will be," I say softly,"As soon as you get to come home, I'll be happy."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 3, 2008 22:07:16 GMT
"What if I weren't to come home?" I mumble, "Just disappear entirely so you stop getting fucked over and Alex has a fighting chance at decency?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 3, 2008 22:11:07 GMT
"Stop it, just fucking stop it," I mutter, putting my hands to my forehead,"Just stop it."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 3, 2008 22:13:19 GMT
"I will," I say quietly, "I'll stop it."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 3, 2008 22:41:16 GMT
"Fucking stop talking like that," I mutter, eyes stinging I'm forced to look down,"That's not going to happen, it's not."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 4, 2008 19:03:03 GMT
"It's what you wanted half an hour ago," I say, unable to keep quiet about this while the idea is still in my head, "You didn't want anything to do with me. Maybe it'd be better that way."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 5, 2008 0:16:36 GMT
My head snaps up and I turn my attention back to him,"No, no, no..I don't..want that..no."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 5, 2008 14:13:54 GMT
"All I ever do is hurt you and fuck things up more for you."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 5, 2008 15:29:48 GMT
"Ian," I mutter softly, taking his hand,"Please no, you..I need you.."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 5, 2008 15:53:40 GMT
"No, you need someone better," I mutter.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 5, 2008 22:46:19 GMT
"I don't want someone better." I say, wishing my voice didn't sound so desperate."I want you. I love you."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 5, 2008 23:05:09 GMT
"Why?" I say hoarsely, voice cracking, "I just make it worse."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 5, 2008 23:07:44 GMT
"No you don't. Don't you get it?" I ask softly, not taking my hands away from his."I love you cos you made me happy, you gave me a family. I love you Ian, as in the kind of love that means I want to be with you."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 6, 2008 11:29:04 GMT
It takes all my effort not to reply, so I just drop my gaze again, but keeping her hand in mine.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 6, 2008 19:08:42 GMT
"I love you," I whisper softly, putting my forehead lightly against his,"I don't care what anyone else says, Ian."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 6, 2008 19:18:51 GMT
"I love you too," I say quietly, resting my forehead against hers.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 6, 2008 19:23:02 GMT
I smile weakly, kissing him softly,"Our blood, our bond, remember?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 6, 2008 19:31:44 GMT
I kiss her softly back, "Yeah, I remember."
Although I've probably drained all of that blood already...
Stop it.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 6, 2008 19:37:53 GMT
"It's you and me," I mumble softly.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 6, 2008 19:50:31 GMT
I nod, "Yeah, you and me."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 6, 2008 19:55:26 GMT
"Alex needs us,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 6, 2008 20:09:14 GMT
"Yeah, I know," I manage, although I think the guilt's shrunk my throat right down.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 7, 2008 0:06:09 GMT
I gently brush his hair back off his forehead,"You can fall apart later, maybe when Alex starts school,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 7, 2008 11:13:26 GMT
I laugh weakly, "I'll bear that in mind."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jan 8, 2008 0:20:31 GMT
"Fall apart if he gets into Slytherin,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jan 8, 2008 18:40:01 GMT
"Oh, I will."
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