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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 14, 2007 0:14:39 GMT
i look down when she says sirius. "yeah.." i say with a forced smile, "but that bimbo said i had tio go on it now. are you telling me i don't?" i ask getting a little hopeful
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 14, 2007 0:18:23 GMT
"You don't have to now." I reasure."Not until you start to show. You're probably only a few weeks ahead of me, so I'll let you know when you have to be on bed rest."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 14, 2007 0:25:15 GMT
"yes!" i laugh, "dumb bimbo.." i mutter. "but about teh whole going out and getting me a guy..is that a bad idea?" i ask
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 14, 2007 0:27:11 GMT
"No, you want to be happy. I don't think that's a bad idea."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 14, 2007 0:32:20 GMT
"yeah..but...i mean i'm having another guys kid..but i want to be happy..but.." i say getting really confused. you should be happy you're having sirius' baby and your trying to find another guy! that's kinda whore-ish yeah but he hasn't stopped yeah but- "ugh shut up..." i mumble running a hand through my hair
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 14, 2007 15:10:09 GMT
"but nothing." I say,"Look you said your over Sirius' right? Well you shouldn't have to wait around for the bastard, and so your having his kid, okay yeah minor set-back but that doesn't mean you cant go meet some guys for when after the baby is born."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 17, 2007 1:41:09 GMT
i sit there thinking about what she said. "yeah..yeah..soon as i get out of this hell hole?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 17, 2007 1:52:22 GMT
"Yeah, as soon as you get out of this hell hole." I laugh.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 17, 2007 15:06:53 GMT
"can't believe you like working here....wait it's no longer a hell hole it's one of the eight gates to hell...or is it nine?" i laugh
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 17, 2007 18:56:19 GMT
"I have no clue, which is sad really 'cos I'm going to hell to burn there forever anyway." I laugh slightly."Been working here since I was 15, and...well to tell you the truth I don't really like this place either, I just like helping people is all."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 17, 2007 21:44:51 GMT
"well i'll be in hell with you so.." i chuckle, "and that's good that you like helping people. normally i'm the one people try to help." i shrug, "try is the keyword." i chuckle
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 17, 2007 21:48:00 GMT
I smile,"Yeah." I say softly looking around the rest of the hospital,"Just feels like a prison sometimes."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 17, 2007 21:56:43 GMT
"how do you think i feel?" i chuckle, "they got healers gaurding my door now so i won't try and escape." i say "...again." i add, "why is it a prison to you?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 18, 2007 1:31:44 GMT
"It's just...between school, and Ian and here...it's impossible..there's just no where..I just feel trapped."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 19, 2007 20:45:29 GMT
"you know you can help people other than working here maddie..."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 20:46:47 GMT
"Like where?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 19, 2007 20:52:52 GMT
"well...umm...i'm a kinda of take none-give none in the help department..." i say "well i was before i met my friends here.." i add in a mutter, "i'm just trying to...i don't know...i-" i say but stop. i put my hand on my stomach. "is it normal to feel small pains?" i ask still holding my stmach
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 21:23:57 GMT
"Yes," I say but stand up anyways,"But not this early in the pregnacy."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 19, 2007 22:01:13 GMT
"whoa you should have just left it at the yes maddie...your freaking me out now..." i say and look out into space again. i had felt another.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 22:17:46 GMT
"Well sorry, Yumi, you okay? The pains, how far apart are they?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 19, 2007 22:37:55 GMT
"well...i've had them for a few days. but it's normally only one time and they're gone...it's never happened twice...." i mutter, "it was just about a a minute or two apart.." i add
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 22:44:55 GMT
I frown slightly,"That's not good."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 19, 2007 22:54:05 GMT
"it's nothing." i say more so trying to convince myself
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 23:15:55 GMT
"But it could turn into something," I say getting up.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 19, 2007 23:27:51 GMT
"fine then fix it. fix it quick." i say almost begging. "you can fix it right? maddie..."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 23:37:05 GMT
"Course I can Yumi." I say calmly,"Don't worry, I won't let anything happen to you or Fay."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 19, 2007 23:51:18 GMT
i nod my head trying to be as calm as she was waiting to see what she was gonna do
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 20, 2007 13:16:10 GMT
"Just relax okay? Your gonna be fine."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 21, 2007 21:34:04 GMT
"i'm as realxed as i'm gonna get maddie."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 21, 2007 21:46:54 GMT
I nod,"It'll be okay."
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