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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 17:34:15 GMT
"well maddie...you did tackel him...." i laugh but regret it. i cringe slight;y and hold my throat. "i'm ok." i say with a weak smile. "but how the hell cares about being a lady? i was never a bloody lady. and i never will be. i admit it." i grin
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 17:36:28 GMT
"You think I am?"I laugh passing her a glass of water,"Bloody hell have the fights you see in the halls are 'cos of me." I shurg,"It was..just something we were raised to believe, I know now it's all bull."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 17:42:49 GMT
"yeah i get what you're saying." i say taking the water "my dad was a complete and udder manwhore, as my sister calls him, and had three..maybe four kids...with three/four different women. so my dad was never in the picture and it was me and my mum. and her psyco boyfriends. i was raised that you either get through it on your own or not get through it at all...so the whole people helping me...akward."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 17:46:42 GMT
"I came from a big family, so I'm pretty use to being helped out. Don't always like it, but I'm used to it. My da had four sisters and my mum had her brother, I was taught family is very important cos when is comes right down to it, there all you got."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 17:52:30 GMT
"hate my family. as far as i'm concered you guys here are my family." i say "lin, she was a back stabbing horrid person. charly, who goes by lin now, long story, is the only one i like but she can be a bit...well..it's hard to explain. my dad just died. but i never really got to know him. then me mum...she's a bitch. let one of her random boyfriends name me cos she didn't want me." i say with a bitter chuckle. "that's why i never go by my real name anymore." i say
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 17:55:18 GMT
"Yeah, well I had seventeen cousins, all you were like my siblings, plus my friends are my family so that adds to that, my family is okay, my da's side is my mum's side can go die."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 17:58:03 GMT
"yeah...hey maddie can i ask you something? it's something i've wanted to know for a while, but didn't know anyone that i trusted enough to ask."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 18:08:27 GMT
"Shoot."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 18:18:02 GMT
"what's it like to actually have someone you love and loves you back? you and ian." i ask looking down a bit
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 18:26:32 GMT
I smile slightly,"Aw Yumi." I say putting a hand on her arm,"It's...it's hard to explain without sounding like your bragging..but I guess..when you find someone, who you love, that loves you back. It's a gift." I smile,"There's no real way to explain, words dont even come close enough."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 18:31:52 GMT
"dude the only boyfriend i had for more than month was a gay guy. guys and me don't work." i chuckle
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 18:35:00 GMT
"You've just had a little bad luck, is all."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 18:36:13 GMT
"little? maddie i haven't had a boyfriend in two years."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 18:41:17 GMT
"Guys aren't everthing." I say,"Before Ian and Sirius I had been single since 5th year."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 18:44:54 GMT
"i know that...it's just...i want someone..." i say
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 18:48:16 GMT
"Then go out there and find someone." I say,"Sitting around saying you want someone isn't going to get you anywhere."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 18:50:02 GMT
"how do i do that?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 18:53:52 GMT
"Go on, have fun. Meet new people. It's not as hard as you think."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 18:59:16 GMT
"it is to to me...guys are just...awkward..to me."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 19:01:16 GMT
"There not to me, I'll come with you." I pause to laugh slightly,"Oh Ian's gonna get a kick out of this, me going off to meet guys."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 19:07:39 GMT
i laugh softly, "yeah. bet he will." i smile, "you'll come with me though?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 19:11:58 GMT
"Yeah, course I will. Ian will be fine, he knows I love him so why not? Let's go meet some hot guys!" I laugh.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 19:14:31 GMT
"oh yeah!" i laugh, "first i gotta break out of here."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 19:17:57 GMT
"There will be no breaking out of here, you'll be better in three, four days tops."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 19:18:48 GMT
"three or four days?!"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 19:19:58 GMT
"Yumi, you almost died, it's pretty serious."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 19:21:45 GMT
"i'm fine! breathing. poke me! i'm fine!"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 19:23:16 GMT
"Your not fine." I say,"We're worried about the baby, too much stress can really hurt him Yumi."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 19:28:21 GMT
i sit there for a minute and nod. "fine. only for him. i'll only stay in this place for fay." i say, "maddie, how am i going to do bad rest though? i've got mia and brett. i can't do bed rest now."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 13, 2007 13:02:24 GMT
"That's why you have Sirius'" I joke,"Well you don't have to be on bed rest for another four months so don't worry, you'll think of something."
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