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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 10, 2007 21:01:59 GMT
"tv is great." i chuckle, "and yeah that's cool. first few. gues i'll just have to deal wit the rest.." i say, "And well the thing is i was talking to ian today," i say, "he came by here looking for you." i lie to cover up why he was really there, "and we got to talking nd he said sirius called me his girlfriend. which is really getting me confused, cos he made it loud and clear that he didn't feel that way. i mean i know he still loves you." i say
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 10, 2007 21:05:39 GMT
I stop."What?" I couldn't have heard her right."What did you say?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 10, 2007 21:08:54 GMT
"oh shit.." i mutter, "umm..sirius called me his girfriend." i say "which is really getting me confused, cos he made it loud and clear that he didn't feel that way. i mean i know he doesn't love me." i say hoping she'd take that
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 10, 2007 21:14:37 GMT
I shake it off,"Um.. well did he tell you he didn't love you?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 10, 2007 21:17:28 GMT
"kinda." i say "see i acn read minds. normally i can block it out but seeing as i'm really emotional now it's harder then i heard this fight he had with andy after him and i..yeah. and he kinda shouted at her 'i don't love her!' so yeah..."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 10, 2007 21:20:16 GMT
"Well...um..Padfoot..he's..he's got a hard time telling people what he feels..he keeps his emotions to himself alot. How long ago was that cos Sirius changes his mind as often as I change clothes."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 10, 2007 21:25:36 GMT
"well he said that to andy right when we found out i was preggers, but he called me his girlfriend yesterday." i say, "i hate liking him..." i mutter and lean my head back but that streachs my throat. i wince and put my neck up straight again.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 10, 2007 21:31:50 GMT
"Why do you hate liking him? He's a good guy...for the most part." I see her wince a take a small green bottle off the shelf.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 10, 2007 21:37:27 GMT
"it's the fact that he doesn't feel that way about me maddie. that's why i hate it." i say "what's that?" i ask seeing her get a green bottle. "and i know he's a good guy. i mean he didn't have to stay around and help me. i gave him the option of staying or leaving and he stayed. and when we joke around, i just get all happy. and it's really weird cos when i se him happy, i get really happy. like when he found out we were having a boy.. i say smileing at the memory. "and how he does with mia and brett. and..a lot of other things." i say still with a small smile
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 10, 2007 21:40:11 GMT
"Okay well that's a pretty good reason, cod-liver oil, it'll help your throat." I smile as she tells me about Padfoot's reaction,"He was pretty happy huh? Most dads do want a son, and he loves Mia, she's Fay's course he loves her and Brett's like his own son too, same for Kim reminds him of Gid and all the great times."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 10, 2007 21:46:28 GMT
"yeah," i say, "wish i could have met them and got to know fay better." i say, "and he was more than happy maddie. he stood there grinning like a moron and it got to the point to where brett was asking me if he had gone mad." i chuckle and take the liquid. "do i drink it or..?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 10, 2007 22:05:54 GMT
"Sirius loved Fay so much he was like a brother, and he and Gideon loved to joke around." I grin,"Grining like a moron? That must have been priceless yes Yumi you drink it. I warn you it's got a nasty after taste."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 10, 2007 22:08:55 GMT
"yeah?" i ask, "and yeh i honestly thought i was going to see that grin for hours." i chuckle and drink it quickly without thinking. "eeewwwwwwwwwwww......." i groan
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 10, 2007 22:14:22 GMT
"Warned you." I chuckle,"Fay and Gid basically took Sirius in. He loved them both so much. I did too. They were there for me when I lost my mum and da. I couldn't have done it without them. Boy, the grin was that big huh?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 10, 2007 22:17:10 GMT
"they sound like great men." i smile, "and yeah it was that big. sirius likes quidditch and flying right?" i ask
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 10, 2007 22:21:08 GMT
"They were, really were." I smile,"Yeah he loves it, played Chaser for a few years."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 10, 2007 22:25:37 GMT
"ok good," i smile "cos when i bought mia a brett a small broom i bought him a broom. dude that was selling it me said it was the newst one. gonna give it to him once i get out of her.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 10, 2007 22:32:27 GMT
"That's sweet Yumi."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 10, 2007 22:33:31 GMT
"you think he'll like it?" i ask
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 11, 2007 2:34:18 GMT
"yeah, should." i nod.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 11, 2007 13:11:08 GMT
"good." i asy ith a relieved smile, "i've done something right for once." i say only half joking
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 11, 2007 14:25:47 GMT
"Hey, don't put yourself down, you've done lots of things right."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 11, 2007 17:53:24 GMT
"not much," i chuckle bitterly. "ever since i took that job as a stripper i've been really...well...not really sure how to put it. it's not that i'm depressed i'm just not as happy as i once was"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 11, 2007 23:50:37 GMT
"Mia and Brett are happy, that's one thing you've done right."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 11, 2007 23:57:09 GMT
i smile weakly and nod my head. "yeah..." i say softly. "don't know what i'd do without them." i say, "mia wants to be a pirate now..." i say with a soft laugh "i even bought her this red bandanna with a pirate skull and an eye patch. she's wearing them all the time now.." i chuckle
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 17:00:55 GMT
"A pirate? Oh boy." I laugh weakly, feeling a small pang of guilt.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 17:10:40 GMT
"yeah and when i'm not looking she'll go over and tackel brett to the ground cos he says she's not a pirate and bite him." i smile, "i want to tell her that pirates use guns and swords, but i'm afriad that she'll try and gtet me to buy her a gun and sword." i say "she's a really tough little girl...still can't figure out how she can tackel brett to the ground..."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 17:15:12 GMT
I laugh, as she tells me that recalling a memory.
Me and Sirius, seven years old.
"Take it back!" I yell,
"I will not!" He yells back at me.
"Take it back!" I yell again my temper rising
"Or else what?" He asks smugly.
"Or else this!" I yell tackling him to the ground
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Post by Yumi Baker on Aug 12, 2007 17:17:45 GMT
"what'd he do? it can't be that bad seeing as you guys were seven." i chuckle, "sorry. you were sitting there in a daze and your thoughts didn't have that sense that i shouldn't see it.." i say
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 12, 2007 17:29:32 GMT
I laugh slightly,"It wasn't that bad really, it was..well it was when me and sirus still had the pure blood mentality, where you think pure bloods are better then everyone? Yeah...we..we were like that for a while, we snapped out of it though. We were arguing over the fact I didn't act like a lady." I laugh.
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