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Post by Sirius Black on Jul 4, 2007 1:00:50 GMT
"That's enough," I snap. "Lying here feeling sorry for yourself isn't helping Maddie. And being mad at the world won't bring your baby back. No, I don't know what it's like to lose a baby, but one thing I do know is your making yourself sick Maddie. You haven't been taking your medicine, you haven't been eating, this is not the way Madde and you know it! Starving yourself will not make up for losing that baby." I clench my fist."Maddie, you can't do this, I know your hurting, but what about Ian? Don't you think he's hurting too?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 4, 2007 22:32:03 GMT
I bury my head into my pillow knowing he was right. He was right about everything.
"Just go away." I mumble. "Please."
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Post by Sirius Black on Jul 7, 2007 18:34:13 GMT
I sigh getting up from the bed. Come on mate, I could use your help here. I think wondering where the hell Ian was.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 18:37:39 GMT
I apparate back into St Mungo's, gingerly touching a hand to my bleeding lip, then shrugging as it didn't hurt that much, and heading back into Maddie's ward to se her facing away towards the wall.
I glance at Sirius, raising an eyebrow.
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Post by Sirius Black on Jul 7, 2007 18:39:00 GMT
"What happened to you?" I ask nodding to his lip.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 18:40:50 GMT
"Gid." I mutter, then quickly change the subject, "How's she doing?"
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Post by Sirius Black on Jul 7, 2007 18:43:19 GMT
I raise an eyebrow,"She's not doing so well." I motion to step outside leaving her alone for a moment. I close the door behind me."She hasn't eaten at all since she's been here. She's just been lying there curled up in a little ball."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 18:49:18 GMT
I run a frustrated hand through my hair, pushing it back off my forehead. "You've tried talking to her? Have you got healers to try and talk to her?"
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Post by Sirius Black on Jul 7, 2007 18:52:21 GMT
"Yes I've talked to her, the healers have tried to talk to her but she's just pushed them all away, yesterday she even hit one of them over the head with her chart and screamed at him to leaver her the fuck alone." I sigh,"It's not like her to be this way."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 18:56:26 GMT
"This is fucked." I mutter.
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Post by Sirius Black on Jul 7, 2007 18:58:52 GMT
"You can say that again, and the other night after you left, they say that she just started screaming. They had to sedate her just to get her to stop."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 18:59:41 GMT
"Did she say why?"
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Post by Sirius Black on Jul 7, 2007 19:03:28 GMT
"Why she started screaming? No, she was half asleep, whatever happen it must have scared her something awful, she's really fucked up in the head right now."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 19:05:02 GMT
"I can imagine." I mutter. "What do you know about a guy called Kevin Payne?"
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Post by Sirius Black on Jul 7, 2007 19:06:08 GMT
I instantly clench my fist,"One of her ex-boyfriends. He's a real git."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 19:11:17 GMT
"Yeah," I say, "He really is. Look, I think it was him. That did this to her. I think it was Payne."
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Post by Sirius Black on Jul 7, 2007 19:12:07 GMT
"I'll murder him." I growl."I'll fucking murder him."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 19:13:20 GMT
"No, don't." I say immediately, "Just don't."
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Post by Sirius Black on Jul 7, 2007 19:16:06 GMT
"Don't?! Are you nuts?" I clench my fist,"Bastards still hung up on this, god I thought he let it go by now, it's been four bloody years."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 19:24:13 GMT
"Yes, I'm 'nuts'. But I'm serious...I don't know how much back-up he's got. Just that Gin turned up when I was talking to him and no one is fucking with Gin after what he did to Erin, okay? If he's working on his own, then we can both go and fucking murder him, but not without information first."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 7, 2007 22:29:57 GMT
I turn slightly, hearing voices."Ian?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 22:32:18 GMT
I turn away from Sirius, "How you feeling, Maddie?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 7, 2007 22:35:14 GMT
I shrug."Okay."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 22:37:35 GMT
I walk back over to her bed, "You haven't been eating. You've got to eat something Maddie."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 7, 2007 22:42:36 GMT
"I'm not hungry." I mumble.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 22:43:37 GMT
"You haven't eaten in three days." I raise an eyebrow, "Of course you are. Please, Maddie, eat something. Just a little bit."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 7, 2007 22:46:04 GMT
"I'm not hungry." I say again turning back on my side.
I never want to eat again
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 22:46:46 GMT
"Maddie, this isn't fair." I mutter.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 7, 2007 22:48:45 GMT
"What's not?"
It's not fair our baby had to die either
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jul 7, 2007 22:52:55 GMT
"You're not the only one hurting. And you're just hurting yourself more and it's not fair."
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