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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 17:14:57 GMT
"Yes I do." I say quietly,"This is my fault."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 24, 2007 17:16:52 GMT
"I fail to see how this is your fault."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 17:23:19 GMT
"It is." I say quietly."If I had know...god I would have been more careful..I should have kept better hold on my wand." I let go of him lying back down.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 24, 2007 17:29:34 GMT
I stay silent for a minute then say, "You can't blame yourself for that."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 17:32:36 GMT
"Yes, I can." I say turning on my side."Maybe it's best. if the baby...I would have been a horrible mother..."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 24, 2007 17:34:52 GMT
"I don't think you would have-...it would have been me you'd have to worry about."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 17:36:19 GMT
"Please." I scoff."I can't stand little kids, they just sit there and stare at you with those big eyes." I shudder.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 24, 2007 17:38:36 GMT
I laugh weakly, "You don't do so bad with Kylie and Tony."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 17:40:44 GMT
"They're not my kids, it's different." I smile weakly."I'm super cool Aunt Maddie. I see them once every three years, I don't think I could handle being around a little kid full time."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 24, 2007 17:41:35 GMT
"Me neither in all honesty."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 17:47:27 GMT
"So we'd both suck at being parents."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 24, 2007 17:47:47 GMT
"Yeah, completely."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 17:49:36 GMT
"So this is kinda a good thing huh?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 24, 2007 17:50:57 GMT
"Maybe good is too strong a word. But kind of."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 17:53:23 GMT
"It's for the best than." I say staying on my side.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 24, 2007 17:54:03 GMT
"I guess." I say quietly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 18:01:13 GMT
I sigh letting my hair fall into my eyes,"If I didn't want it then why do I still feel so bad?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 24, 2007 18:02:56 GMT
I shrug, "Because it was still-...still our son or daughter, even if we didn't want it."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 18:04:17 GMT
I sigh putting a hand on my stomach."What do you think it would have been?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 24, 2007 18:05:26 GMT
"I don't know. I don't suppose it matters now, does it?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 18:06:18 GMT
"I know." I say sadly."I think it would have been a boy though."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 24, 2007 18:07:51 GMT
"That would have been..." I stop, "Interesting, I guess."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 18:09:12 GMT
"Interesting?" I laugh lightly resting my head on his lap.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 24, 2007 18:10:33 GMT
"I don't know. Couldn't think of a word." I smile slightly, stroking the hair back off her forehead.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 24, 2007 20:24:09 GMT
I smile weakly."I'm glad your here." I say quietly,"I don't know what I'd do without you."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 25, 2007 17:05:01 GMT
"Probably be a lot better off." I smile slightly, only half joking.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 25, 2007 20:39:14 GMT
"I don't think so. I'd be lost without you."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 25, 2007 20:40:07 GMT
I smile slightly.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 25, 2007 20:49:01 GMT
I look up at him,"What are you smiling about?" I tease.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 25, 2007 20:49:49 GMT
"Nothing," I laugh slightly. "Just glad you're okay."
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