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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 27, 2007 0:50:28 GMT
you seem out of it" i say
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 19:21:33 GMT
"Just thinking." I smile weakly,"Almost done."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 28, 2007 0:20:22 GMT
"would you be mad if i asked what you're thinking about?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 29, 2007 16:34:15 GMT
I wipe the blood off her arm,"I...Erin." I say quietly,"My friend Erin, she killed herself about two months back..I..I couldn't help her."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 29, 2007 17:53:32 GMT
"maddie, i'm not gonna kill myself. i promise. i've got mia and brett and.." i say "another one." i mutter
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 29, 2007 17:56:09 GMT
"Another one?" I ask.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 29, 2007 18:00:02 GMT
"unfortuantely. i'm gonna leave later today though. i can't take kim so i'm taking brett and mia and leaving. gonna have peter watch over kim until sirius comes back. i've got to leave though. i'll come back in year maybe sooner, but that's if i even come back."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 29, 2007 21:48:35 GMT
"You have to leave? What? why?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 29, 2007 21:51:59 GMT
"it complicated maddie." i sigh, "when can i get out here anyways? i need to get a flight. i'm not good with long distance apparation. and i don't think i could with mia and brett with me." i say
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 29, 2007 21:54:27 GMT
"Your taking Mia?" I ask a bit shocked.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 29, 2007 21:59:31 GMT
"fabian gave her to me. i only moved in with sirius out of kindness so he could be with her." i say practically spitting his name out like a curse word
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 29, 2007 22:00:39 GMT
"But Sirius is her godfather."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 29, 2007 22:02:54 GMT
"maddie, not to be cruel, but do i look like i care if sirius is even alive?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 29, 2007 22:13:41 GMT
"Well no...but still."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 29, 2007 22:29:48 GMT
"maddie, please just let me go."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 30, 2007 19:54:51 GMT
"In a few, promise."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 30, 2007 21:52:24 GMT
"i have a flight to catch bags to pack kids to get ready to go and i've gotta figure out how much i'm leaving for sirius. i want him to have that house and not lose it or anything. i'm leaving most of my money for him." i say
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 2:15:41 GMT
"Don't. Paddy can look after himself, he's got money saved up."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 12:01:50 GMT
"fine then. can i put it that i don't want to take all the money with me? most people in ireland are nice but that people that are cruel are the worst. i don't want to have much money with me. the more there is the more chance i have at something happening."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 12:56:55 GMT
"Well take enough to last about a month."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 13:09:59 GMT
"why only a month?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 13:21:42 GMT
"I dunno, just seems like a good amount." I shrug.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 13:25:39 GMT
i nod my head and sigh, "is leaving a bad idea?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 13:41:08 GMT
"Yes, honestly yes it is."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:01:35 GMT
"but i like running away. i like just leaveing." i say softly
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 14:02:43 GMT
"Do you really?" I ask,"Why? What's so good about running?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:06:27 GMT
"i don't know. it's just something i have control over. it's like when sme girls stop eating or eat a lot. when a girl cuts. it's something they have complete control over" i say trying to explain, "and i've ran all my life. i mean really my whole life. i ran away from home to ireland. then ran away from ireland to home then back to ireland then to here. i was trying to run back to ireland just now." i say, "yeah normally if you can't find me, i'll be in ireland. just a heads up."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 14:18:05 GMT
I look down at the mention of a girl not eating, but look up again,"Yeah, I guess it's some control."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 31, 2007 14:24:46 GMT
"running gives the most control without harm. you just get away and get a new lief. no scars. no eating disorders that kill ya. and sometimes it's fun. seeing new places." i smile, "but should i stay?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 31, 2007 14:37:56 GMT
"Yes. You shuld stay, it's only fair Yumi. You can't run forever."
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