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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 18:30:44 GMT
i sat on a bench and look up at the tower then down to where i had fallen all those years ago. "probably shouldn't have done that..." i say softly
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 19:26:22 GMT
"Done what if you don't mind me asking?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 19:30:34 GMT
"jump from up there." i say still not looking at her. i kept a firm, but gentle hold on amelia as she lay asleep in my arms.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 19:31:26 GMT
"Done that too." I mutter,"Back in third year, had a net though." I look at the baby in her arms."Amelia? Why do you-?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 19:33:26 GMT
"there was no net." i mutter softly, "and fabian asked me to look after amelia before he died." i say, "names yumi baker, and you would be...?" i ask finnaly looking at her
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 19:37:08 GMT
"Maddie Speare, before he-? Oh god...not Fay too."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 19:39:28 GMT
"i thought everyone knew by now.." i sigh, "and yeah damn death eaters got him to." i say with sadness. "she'll never know her father, but i'll tell her about him as much as i can. and i'm sure isabella knox, and molly will to." i say
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 19:43:01 GMT
I look down at the ground then back up at Amelia."Do you mind?" I ask holding my arms out to her.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 19:47:54 GMT
i shake my head and hand amelia to her. "it's so akward now though. i barely knew him and he wants me to have his daughter. when i asked him he would always say it was for the best or that she'd be safer with me."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 19:49:16 GMT
"Hey sweetheart, remember me?" I smile down at her."How'd you know Fay?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 19:52:23 GMT
"he came to my house after they got ambushed for a hiding place. he was there for about two weeks." i say, "he never stopped moving though. he kept going on how he had to make sure molly was ok. she had left a day earlier than all of them. then one day he just died." i sigh
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 19:57:03 GMT
"Oh god." I mutter,"Sirius, I wonder...Sirius Black is-was Fabian's best friend. He knows Amelia, he's her goddad. He could probably look after her if you want."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 19:58:33 GMT
"no." i say quickly, "i love amelia and i don't think i could function right if anyone took her away from me." i say
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 20:21:48 GMT
"Sorry." I say,"I didn't mean to upset you. It's just...can you at least talk to Sirius? I'm sure he'd be happy to help, he loves Amelia too."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 20:29:10 GMT
"i haven't seen sirius around anywhere. and i don't even know what he looks like so i might need some help." i chuckle, "but yeah one of my friends, brendon blade, has been helping me. but i won't stop sirius from helping me cos i'm not that good at the whole mum thing."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 20:32:24 GMT
"You can't miss him, he's got a fan club of girls following him around half the time." I laugh,"Sirius would be a great dad, and he's already got first hand expirence when it comes to dealing with Amelia. I'll introduce you to him."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 20:37:27 GMT
"yeah, but if he's got a fan club of girls he doesn't sound like the type to want a baby." i say "i'm not saying that's how he is i'm just going by what i thinkfrom the little i know abot him." i add
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 20:42:36 GMT
"He loves kids, and the fan girl thing, well it's just...Sirius is extremly handsome, take it from me, he is. But he'd be a great dad."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 20:45:20 GMT
"that's going to be akward for a while.." i chuckle, "amelia knows me as mum and then he'll be dad. that's gonna be real hard to explain when she get older."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 20:48:43 GMT
"Oh boy, didn't think about that." I mutter looking down at her in my arms.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 20:57:03 GMT
"it's ok. you were just thinking about what the best would be for her." i say
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 21:01:14 GMT
"Yeah, well it's better to be raised by two people who knew your father then someone who didn't know him at all."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 21:03:50 GMT
"not always. fay knew some pretty weird people who would do more damge than good for her." i chuckle, "but i get what your saying." i add
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 21:08:12 GMT
"You two can tell her all the good things about her dad. Sirius can help he and Fay we're like brothers."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 21:13:35 GMT
"i was planning on doing that." i smile, "but i only kenw him for that few weeks so i need some help." i chuckle
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 20, 2007 21:21:21 GMT
"Sirius knew Fay since he was ten, he'll be glad to help." I smile.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 20, 2007 21:23:01 GMT
i smile and look down at amelia. "dear lord, i still can't get over her red hair." i smile and move some of it out of her eyes
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 21, 2007 19:09:03 GMT
"Just like her da's."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Jul 21, 2007 19:12:13 GMT
"yeah.." i smile "i wonder what this is gonna be like.." i say, "raseing a baby with a guy i barely know and you said that he'd love to be her father." i think aloud
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 21, 2007 19:18:42 GMT
"He's a good guy Yumi, trust me. You guy's will do fine."
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