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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 18, 2007 22:01:31 GMT
"Choices suck. You see your a nice guy and all that. The guy I like claims he also likes me but he is so un sure of it. So many girls like him, that it is not likly that I'd be the one he finally chooses." I say.
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 18, 2007 22:07:44 GMT
think hard aobut it dicide who you would trust more i know choices suck i had to make alot of choices
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 18, 2007 22:12:28 GMT
I think hard. On the one hand was James the male me, who I had known for a while.A crazy guy with a gun, who I had so much fun with. I liked him so much. But did he like me back? On the other hand was Kima a sweet guy who is a man of weapons. Although I've only known him for a short time I felt a connection. He likes me, but I feel that he has too many secrets. I could trust them both, but who to go for? The guy who I like who someday might really like me back, or the guy who likes me who I feel connected to? "Wow thinking this hard makes me dizzy." I say.
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 18, 2007 22:13:25 GMT
you ok i said
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 18, 2007 22:16:50 GMT
"Yeah I'm okay, I guess. Look your a sweet guy, and I feel this sort of connection to you. But I've only known you for a short time, and I feel like you have to many secrets. I really don't know what to say." I say.
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 18, 2007 22:17:26 GMT
secrets can be as easily told as they are kept i said
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 18, 2007 22:19:06 GMT
"But you seem unwilling. This would have been so much easier if I knew how James really felt." I say.
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 18, 2007 22:20:26 GMT
hmm i sit down and close my eyes man now my brain hurts i said
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 18, 2007 22:22:18 GMT
"Its contegious." I say with a laugh.
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 18, 2007 22:22:54 GMT
i nooded with agreement ok i am counfused
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 18, 2007 22:25:11 GMT
"Me too. Listen, I don't have an answer yet, I just need some time to think. Would you still be there waiting for me if I were to come back knowing who to choose?" I say
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 18, 2007 22:26:25 GMT
yes take as much time as you need i said
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 18, 2007 22:27:26 GMT
"Thanks. That means a lot to me. Plus is goes in your favor because a lot of guys wouldn't wait for me." I say.
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 18, 2007 22:28:50 GMT
your welcome any time i said
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 18, 2007 22:30:59 GMT
"So tell me some more about yourself. What do you like besides weapons and music?" I ask.
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 18, 2007 22:34:19 GMT
uh lets se love nature that pretty obvious i love kids love poeple but like you know i am shy around girls love to do archery but couldn't do it with that suit love to read i high a very high IQ i know most things about life not everything and i am trying to learn more about the stars i said
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 18, 2007 22:37:15 GMT
"You seem like an intresting person, but kids! They are soooo scary, at least when they are under 10." I say with a shudder. "They are all atracted to my hair. Their favorite sport is pulling on it." I continue.
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 18, 2007 22:38:31 GMT
hmm thats why i like kids 10 to 13
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 18, 2007 22:39:23 GMT
"Ohhh. Well thats okay then I guess. But let me tell you 13 year olds are rude." I say.
ooc-I've got to go!
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 18, 2007 22:41:23 GMT
true
occ ok goddbye hope to see ya soon
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 3:17:31 GMT
"Although I'm rude too, so thats not saying much. I'm going to go find James. You can wait here if you want. I'll be back." I say.
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 19, 2007 15:18:22 GMT
ok i'll wait here i said
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 15:24:13 GMT
I come back and say, "I was right about James. Theres never going to be anything between us. Hes made me realize my true colors. All I'm ever going to be. Look I know you like me and your a really nice person. I just don't really like you back. I'm going home for a little bit to take a break from this place. Don't wait around for me, because I've finally come to accept the fact that I'm bound to become a lonly crazy old squirle lady."
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 19, 2007 15:27:44 GMT
thats not true i yelled your never alone you may not like me back but i like you so you will always have me and your friends your never alone i said
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 15:29:58 GMT
"You don't have to yell. I feel that my life has a diffrent purpose. Its not supposed to be full of joy and happyness. I'm leaving and maybe I'll be back. No one can change my mind." I say.
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 19, 2007 15:31:38 GMT
i understand that but do you reeally think that your not meant to be happy we all have a moment in life wahere happness takes us over don't surrender to the dark part of life i said
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 15:34:12 GMT
"Excuse me but Meadowes never surrender. I'm just taking a break from fighting this emotional battle." I say.
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 19, 2007 15:36:48 GMT
then do as you wish we all have battles in our life and people there to help fight the battle but if you want to turn the people there to help fight the battle away you will never win it i said
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Jun 19, 2007 15:38:50 GMT
"You no nothing about me! Nothing! You have no idea what I've been through! All you know if what I've told you and what you got from that stupid card!" I yell. Wow I was mad. Infact I havn't been near this mad since the big fight with Warren.
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Post by Hyakima Reanzima on Jun 19, 2007 15:41:13 GMT
i back up slightly i didn't mean to upset you i said if your that mad maybe i should just leave
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my world is coeming to a end and i know it the darkness is comeing to get me i can feel it