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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 20, 2007 19:00:05 GMT
"No." I snort.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 20, 2007 21:02:26 GMT
"Okay erm..." I pause, trying to think. "Who do you seem to get on with more?" I ask.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 20, 2007 21:04:10 GMT
"Take away the sarcasm, insults and general rude-ness and me and Maddie get on well. Erin and I don't seem to be able to talk without shouting at the moment." I say heavily, "But that's just at the moment, a couple of days ago, it was Erin I got on better with. And I don't know-...I just don't know, I suppose."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 20, 2007 21:09:59 GMT
"Wow, you seem to like arguing a lot then." I say. "Do you feel like you're in love with both of them?" I ask him.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 20, 2007 21:10:53 GMT
"Yes." I say honestly. "I feel like I'm in love with both of them."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 20, 2007 21:11:53 GMT
"So you have no way of knowing whether you love one more than the other?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 20, 2007 21:13:42 GMT
"It changes. Sometimes I feel like it's Maddie more, and sometimes I feel like it's Erin more."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 20, 2007 21:14:36 GMT
"What's it like now?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 20, 2007 21:16:54 GMT
"Now? Now, it's Maddie." I say, rubbing a hand over the new scar on my forehead from arguing with Erin earlier.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 20, 2007 21:19:49 GMT
"You had a fight with Erin didn't you." i say, assuming the scar on his forhead was from that.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 20, 2007 21:20:37 GMT
"More of a one way thing." I half-laugh. "She smashed a glass on my head and told me to get out, so I did."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 20, 2007 21:24:38 GMT
"Boyfriend beater." I say, chuckling slightly. "At least you'd never hit her back."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 20, 2007 21:27:24 GMT
"Yeah, boyfriend beater. Can't say I didn't deserve it though. I was being an ass." I laugh slightly, "And no, I wouldn't."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 20, 2007 21:29:16 GMT
"Oh dear, what did you say?" I ask.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 20, 2007 21:30:00 GMT
"Some-...something pretty awful." I say, not really wanting to go into it. Knowing Erin would hate me even more if anyone else knew.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 20, 2007 21:31:53 GMT
I nod, knowing it was probably something he didn't want to repeat.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 20, 2007 21:33:45 GMT
"I honestly didn't mean it." I say, not sure if I was trying to convince her or me. "And I told her I didn't, but she...didn't listen."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 20, 2007 21:36:26 GMT
"Sometimes, when people say really awful stuff. It takes a while to forgive them, even if they didn't mean it." I say, thinking of the time when Sirius had called me a 'filthy half-breed'.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 20, 2007 21:39:39 GMT
"I guess." I say softly.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 21, 2007 16:32:10 GMT
"I think you need to talk to her again. No shouting, arguing or anything like that. Just talk to each other like you used to."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 21, 2007 16:35:11 GMT
"I will...when I get the chance."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 21, 2007 16:43:03 GMT
"As soon as you can, it's just going to get worse the longer you leave it."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 21, 2007 16:45:03 GMT
"I know...but maybe I kind of want it to..." I stop, "There's this-...this asshole," I say, not saying his name so he wouldn't have reason to come after anyone, "And he says-...he's waiting for me to slip up so he can go after either Erin or Maddie...and-...I get more angry when he's talking about what he'll do to Maddie...than I do when he talks about what he'll do to Erin...and I know what that sounds like it means...but I don't know."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 21, 2007 16:56:43 GMT
"So you think that might mean you love Maddie more than Erin?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 21, 2007 16:58:23 GMT
"I don't know. Maybe."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 21, 2007 17:04:54 GMT
"Well either way, you need to talk to Erin, because you obviously still care about her. Otherwise you wouldn't be here."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 21, 2007 17:07:15 GMT
"Yeah, I do. I still-...I think I still love her. But I gave up on her...and I was trying to move on...and it's just hard to try and even think about picking things up again."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 21, 2007 17:12:03 GMT
"Yeah, i get it. I guess it was just easier for me because, i'd never really been able to move on." I sigh
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 21, 2007 18:13:03 GMT
"Did it not feel like Gid was the past, and he should stay in the past, almost?" I ask her.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Jun 24, 2007 19:35:20 GMT
I run my fingers through my hair, thinking. "Almost." I sigh, trying to think of how to explain it. "It just felt right, with him back with me. I never stopped loving him, i guess i just wanted the past back so much, when he did come back. It felt like nothing had changed from when he had left before." I say thoughtfully, trying to make as much sense as i could. "I could see him as my future too, as you can probably see with Maddie." I shrug.
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