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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 14:24:52 GMT
I lay on a wall in the courtyard, looking up at the sky.
It was the middle of the night so no one else should be out here.
"Time to move on again." I sigh to myself. "But you can't move on, can you? You got attatched to too many people this time. Might be time to 'die' again. Or maybe just really die this time. They're not going to stop until you do."
I sigh again, closing my eyes tight.
I was in too deep this time.
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 14:50:22 GMT
I lifted my wolf head up and sniffed the air then snezzed. I smell smoke I looked around then saw Ian I trotted up to him and nudged his hand with my noes and snezzed again.
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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 14:51:46 GMT
I looked down at the wolf.
"What do you think? Give it a try for real this time? Maybe it won't be so bad. Never know." I pause. "I'm talking to an animal. For fucks sake, Ian. Get a grip."
I take a drag on my cigarette then flick the ash away, careful not to get any on the wolf.
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 14:52:48 GMT
I backed away then turned back and said "you not going crazy"
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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 14:54:14 GMT
"No, I am." I say, not even having the energy or will to be alarmed that a wolf had just turned into one of my friends. "I am."
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 14:57:02 GMT
"I'm an illegal animagous" I replied and snezzed again.
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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 14:58:49 GMT
"And I've had enough." I say, rubbing my sore tired eyes with a pale hand, and taking another drag of my cigarette.
I sigh, taking the piece of paper out of my pocket again, reading over what I'd written so far. "Happen to have a pen on you?" I ask, "Inspiration."
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 15:02:46 GMT
I pulled out a pen from my jacket pocket and hannded it to him.
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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 15:04:07 GMT
"Thank you." I say, scrawling another line of writing.
Then crossing it out again.
I read through the whole thing, then screw it up and set it alight, throwing it across the courtyard.
"Whoever said goodbye's were hard...understatement of the century."
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 15:04:53 GMT
"very true.... you leaving already?" I asked
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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 15:06:40 GMT
"Could say that." I mutter.
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 15:07:21 GMT
I nodded.
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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 15:10:56 GMT
I sigh, finding another piece of paper and start again. "How do you write a note, that you know is going to find someone when you're dead, saying that you-...well, really liked them?" I ask her.
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 15:12:21 GMT
"I have no idea" I replied looking up to the sky.
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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 15:15:14 GMT
"I'm boned." I half-laugh, stubbing out my cigarette. "When you read this I'm going to be rotting in a hole somewhere. I took the cowards way out and left you to deal with this on your own. I would say I'm sorry but I'm really not because I wanted it this way, well for me anyway. But it's alright because you're the first girl since Erin that I really liked maybe even loved-...'Yeah. not really. I can't do this."
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 15:16:15 GMT
"even loved?" I asked
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Post by hiddenindarkness on May 28, 2007 15:16:48 GMT
"It depends on who you really like, Ian," I said walking up to them. I was down at the Quidditch Pitch flying around. "They can be short and sweet or long and drawn out. Take your pick."
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 15:17:57 GMT
"Yuri you were flying around in the middle of the night" I said looking at her broom.
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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 15:19:11 GMT
I bang my head on the wall. "I can't do this. Maybe I'll just die and she can either work it out for herself or just not know."
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Post by hiddenindarkness on May 28, 2007 15:20:22 GMT
"Sorry, my father's been at it again with me," I replied to Sora, "So who is the girl, Ian?"
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 15:21:18 GMT
"Understanable Yuri" I replied
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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 15:22:39 GMT
I tap my nose. "I'd piss off her boyfriend if I told you."
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Post by hiddenindarkness on May 28, 2007 15:24:28 GMT
"Oh," I said, "I'll see you guys around." I left to go to bed.
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 15:25:20 GMT
"I can't sleep that's the only reason I'm out here" I muttered.
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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 15:27:08 GMT
"Me neither. Not that I'm going back up to my dorm. Don't trust myself with them. I'm no murderer anymore but they're very close to making me one again."
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 15:27:49 GMT
"I see" I replied
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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 15:40:48 GMT
"Yeah."
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Post by sorachicora on May 28, 2007 20:17:03 GMT
I leaned back until I was laying on the grass then said "Live can be a bitch"
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Post by Ian Hunt on May 28, 2007 20:32:03 GMT
"Don't need to tell me that twice." I say, a single tear running down my cheek. "I'm not ready."
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