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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 29, 2007 17:42:43 GMT
I sat in the courtyard.
It was empty apart from me.
Rain was pouring down, soaking me to the skin.
I didn't care.
As far as I was concerned it was reflecting the way I felt.
And the only thing I could think was 'She loved the rain.'
Jo used to love the rain, so much.
If I could cry, I would.
Luckily for me, I couldn't.
I was lost without her.
Completely and utterly.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Apr 29, 2007 17:45:08 GMT
"Hey Mika!" I say.
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Post by Xan Alexzander on Apr 29, 2007 17:45:48 GMT
'lost.' i say taping him on the sholder ' you know you can get sick sitting out here like this?' i sit next to him 'are you ok?'
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 29, 2007 17:46:05 GMT
"Hey Cassie." I mumble.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Apr 29, 2007 17:46:14 GMT
I watched as Mika sat down on the other side of the courtyard.
I couldn't see much through the rain, but he looked sad.
More than sad.
He looked broken.
I walked other to him cautiously.
"Mika." I called softly.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 29, 2007 17:46:45 GMT
"Hey Belle." I mumble, miserably.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Apr 29, 2007 17:48:09 GMT
"Are you alright?" I ask softly.
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Post by Xan Alexzander on Apr 29, 2007 17:48:40 GMT
i get up and walk away 'he is with friends i will leave him with them' i think to myself and i dissaper into the pouring rain
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 29, 2007 17:49:04 GMT
"No, I'm not bloody alright." I mutter.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Apr 29, 2007 17:49:54 GMT
I put my hand on his shoulder comfortingly. "What's happend?" I ask.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 29, 2007 17:50:59 GMT
"Did you not hear? About-...about-..." I can't say her name, so I pause, and get a grip. "About Jo?"
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Apr 29, 2007 17:51:09 GMT
"Long story." I say.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Apr 29, 2007 17:52:23 GMT
I shake my head slightly "Why, what's happend? Is she alright?"
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 29, 2007 17:53:35 GMT
"She-...she-..." I stammer, dropping my gaze. "She's dead."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Apr 29, 2007 17:55:47 GMT
I gasp and my hand flies up to my mouth. 'She's dead?' I think sadly to myself and try to hold back tears. "W-what happend? How did she.......die?" I croak.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 29, 2007 17:57:10 GMT
"It was my fault." I whisper. "It was all my fault. She-...he-...he told her, she could have freedom but either her or me, had to die. She chose herself."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Apr 29, 2007 17:58:33 GMT
"Don't say that Mika it wasn't your fault." I say "W-who killed her?" I whisper.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Apr 29, 2007 17:58:55 GMT
"Its not your fault." I say.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 29, 2007 18:01:36 GMT
"It is my fault." I say stubbornly. "I told her to find a way out, she did. I didn't realise, I didn't think death was the only way out. But-...it's a life times service or death with Voldemort, isn't it?"
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Post by Isabella Knox on Apr 29, 2007 18:03:07 GMT
I freeze "She was a deatheater?" I ask in a small whisper.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 29, 2007 18:04:59 GMT
I nod.
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Post by Isabella Knox on Apr 29, 2007 18:06:54 GMT
I hug him gently "Oh Mika it wasn't your fault. She died to save you, she wouldn't want you to be sad." I whisper softly.
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Post by Michael Watkins on Apr 29, 2007 18:08:30 GMT
"She promised she'd come back." I say numbly. "I must have been the last one she spoke to and she promised she'd come back to Hogwarts and find me. She said 'Don't wait for me. I'll be a while' and then she was gone."
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Post by Isabella Knox on Apr 29, 2007 18:51:46 GMT
I rub his back soothingly "Maybe she knew her fate Mika, she just didn't want you to stop her. She wanted to protect you." I say.
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on Apr 29, 2007 19:11:19 GMT
"Thats got to be it." I say.
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Post by hiddenindarkness on Apr 29, 2007 19:39:32 GMT
I had heard the news. I looked out into the courtyard and saw Mika. I couldn't help, but feel that some of the blame was on me. I had tried to help them both, but I failed. I felt a tear slid down my face. 'Please Mika, don't hurt yourself,' I thought.
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Post by Xan Alexzander on Apr 30, 2007 2:29:18 GMT
i didn't go far and i started crying as i left i help myself on a pillar and cryed harder but it didn't matter because it was raining and not a soul could tell 'i'm sorry i didn't make it this time' i wishper
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