Jamse?

[Xan Alexzander]

i was walking up to the tower and i see jamse "jamse are you ok?' i say petting his sholder

[James Smith]

''Sure.'' i said. ''Im fine.'' i said not faceing her, i was studying the ground

[Xan Alexzander]

'your lieing to me james. why do you keep lieing to me? did i do something wrong?' james? are you do you not love me any more?' i choked

[James Smith]

i looked over at her. ''Its just.....'' i trailed off looking at the ground.

[Xan Alexzander]

'james answer me!' i yell picking his face up so he could look at me 'do you love me?'

[James Smith]

''Yes, i do very much so.'' i replied

[Xan Alexzander]

i clm down
'thank you

[James Smith]

i nodded. ''Sorry.''

[Xan Alexzander]

'james i just miss you the real you you haven't been the same sence you know serry.' i look at him teary eyed

[James Smith]

''I havent been the same person sience i came back.'' i said

[Xan Alexzander]

'what are you talking about james?' i ask now scared of the answer

[James Smith]

''I told you earlier.'' i said. ''You know im different.''

[Xan Alexzander]

'james.....i just never mind it but come on i want a night with you only you james,' i sigh

[James Smith]

i hand started shakeing. ''How?''

[Xan Alexzander]

'james i'm your girlfriend i want to make-otu with you and have fun with you but i can't becasue your like this it has been over 4 months sence she died james.' 'she would want you to move on james.'

[James Smith]

''I am moved on.'' i said. ''You guys bring it up, i try to get high and you wont let me.''

[Xan Alexzander]

'you know what james thats not going to help this is it the final straw james!' i yell 'don't vcall my girlfriend don't call my friend don't call me anything i don't want anything to do with you any more.' i turn holding my sholders about to run away i was crying by now

[James Smith]

''Char.'' i said reaching out to touch her shoulder

[Xan Alexzander]

'don't james.' i grab his hand 'i don't like you this way. i don't want to know you if this is whop your going to be come. its better to leave now then to stayband help you.' i choked 'you don't love me james.' i say turning and running down the hall

[James Smith]

i ran after her. ''Thats not true Charm.'' i said grabbing her shoulder to turn her around. ''I never said i didnt love you.''

[Xan Alexzander]

'jimbo if you did you wouldn't get high because you lost your sister and don't want to know any one but my brother. and you haven't talked to me in 2 weeks james i can't wait for ever.' i say tearing up

[James Smith]

i flinshed at the name. ''Its not my fault your always in your dorm, i try looking for you.'' i said sadly

[Xan Alexzander]

'if you always know where i am come and get me james.' i shout 'or send a damn owl or something.'

[James Smith]

''I cant always come get you.'' i shouted back. ''Im not always out of mine either. I dont have a fucking owl either.''

[Xan Alexzander]

'don't curse at me james i didn't do anything to you!' i yell 'you isolated yourself from the world james! not me!.' i yell

[James Smith]

''You did to.'' i shout

[Xan Alexzander]

i draw back 'i had no chocie james it was either isolate myself from you or hurt you.' i cry ans sink to the floor 'i love you to much to hurt you james if anyone should be getting high its me!.' i shout crying hard

[James Smith]

''How would you hurt me.'' i asked

[Xan Alexzander]

'well i was isolated james i was in bizerk mode for weeks james i couldn't hurt you like i did my own mother.' i cry harder 'i love you and i could stop it that time.'

[James Smith]

''I dont care.'' i said. ''I wanted to be right by your side.''