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Post by Rin Lupin on Apr 20, 2007 18:55:08 GMT
"Can't you see it mini Sirius calling you grandpa?"
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 20, 2007 18:56:41 GMT
"I don't want to see it." I groan. "It's disturbing."
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Post by Rin Lupin on Apr 20, 2007 19:01:22 GMT
"Note to self have Sirius call you grandpa."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 20, 2007 19:08:14 GMT
"Don't please." I laugh.
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Post by Rin Lupin on Apr 20, 2007 19:21:55 GMT
"Why when we have kids, most likely they'll love your friends kids and then we'll be family."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 20, 2007 19:55:29 GMT
"Why most likely? Hopefully they'll fall in love with someone completely respectable rather than my rabid friends' kids."
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Post by Rin Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 4:49:41 GMT
"Doubt it, look at our parents for example your dad and my dad are friends and look at us."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 12:53:19 GMT
"Yes, but that's different. Neither of us are diseased." I laugh. "Well...I suppose technically I am...but that's besides the point."
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Post by Rin Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 12:56:00 GMT
"No one is diseased." I say strictly. "And if you are then I'm diseased with evil."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 13:08:27 GMT
"If you insist."
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Post by Rin Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 13:14:39 GMT
I laugh and kiss his cheek. "What if James' kid was with our kid?"
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 13:15:31 GMT
"Slightly better seeing as the kid might have a chance with Lily as a mother." I laugh.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 21, 2007 14:12:40 GMT
"RIN!" i yell through the door. i had to talk to her. i gave up knocking and now was leaning on the doorbell. "Rin i really need to talk to you!"
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 14:13:40 GMT
"Molly, what's the matter?" I say, alarmed, opening the door.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 21, 2007 17:27:36 GMT
"i have to talk to rin and seeing as you are not rin i'm not telling you." i say walking in. "where is she?" i ask quickly.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 17:38:56 GMT
"Upstairs." I say, surprised. "Are you alright? You don't have to tell me what's up but are you alright?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 21, 2007 17:45:15 GMT
"i don't know." i answer truthfully as i run up the stairs then see that she's asleep.
ooc-she's ofline so that's my explaintion.
"she's sleeping so i have to find someone else. is your mum around?" i ask looking around the house.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 17:46:24 GMT
"She was earlier, she might not be now." I say. "Molly, sit down, calm down. Do you want a drink or something?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 21, 2007 17:59:59 GMT
"i don't know. i was sitting around and.. and.. thinking then i just stopped breathing. but it was what i was thinking about that got me terrified. i don't know if i'm ok." i say taking deep breaths.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 18:11:39 GMT
"What were you thinking about?" I say worriedly. "Molly, you can tell me."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 21, 2007 18:16:00 GMT
"it's a girl thing.." i say but seeing as no one else was around "ok well." i say but then i start to hyperventilate(sp?) again.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 18:31:47 GMT
I sit her down quickly on the sofa in the living room, "Molly, what's the matter?" I say worriedly.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 21, 2007 18:34:43 GMT
once i calm myself down again. "i'm afraid, well terrified." i say. it was all i could manage to get out without freaking out again.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 18:38:10 GMT
"Of what?" I say, starting to panic myself now. "Molly, you're really freaking me out, what's the matter?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 21, 2007 18:48:33 GMT
"well this is why i had to talk to rin and another which is obvious, and you'll see why in a minute." i say taking a deep breath, "ok well i was just sitting and thinking about how stupid i've been lately almost getting myself killed and everything, but i like that. but what if i do die, then i thought about arthur. he's not going to stand around and be single until he dies so him being with someone else just terrified me then i calmed myself down and said i should think about death then i thought about arthur again. we haven't had a fight yet so what if we do get in a fight and he can't take my temper that i have sometimes? then that set me off then i thought about what my life would be without him then that set me off again, then i thought about what it would be like if arthur and i did work out and he asked me to marry him? what if things didn't work out then or he just suddenly stopped loving me? so by that time i was a mess and then i thought about what would happen if he broke up with me and i still loved him? then everything and anything that could go wrong just kept coming in my mind and i kept getting more and more terrified. what if he was killed? with the death eaters and everything now, and what if he died? my life would be even more of a mess than it is now. i tried to think about good things but then everything bad just kept vcoming back and back and back.. oh god i can't breath." i say gasping for breath. "i've never thought anything through like this before. now i see why! i know that most of this won't happen but the thought that it could terrifies me." i say now catching my breath.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 18:51:27 GMT
"Er...wow..." I say, blinking. "You speak very fast...um...you know, something someone once said to me." I pause. "Someone very important once said to me, what happens will happen whether you're worrying about it or not, so just sit back and enjoy it while you know for a fact you've still got it."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 21, 2007 18:57:26 GMT
"ok." i sigh and the other thing was something else i needed rin for but remus will do. i mean he's getting married to her so he should know. "you know how people say that when you really love someone you get this feeling in the pit of your stomach or this electirc shock like thing going through your body when your around the person you love, well i'm not sure if i have it. i mean i have this weird-but good- feeling going through my whole body when i'm around arthur but it's always been there. ever since i first saw him it's been there so what does that mean? does it mean i don't love him or that i've just loved him all along? and how do you kow if someone is the one?"
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 19:00:40 GMT
"Wow...erm...well, that's how I feel. When I'm with Rin, and how I used to feel with-...with someone else, so I guess it does mean love. And when someone's the one-...I-..." I pause. "You just know, I guess. You just know."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 21, 2007 19:04:21 GMT
this is why i needed to talk to rin. she understands girl emotions more, seeing as shes a girl and remus isn't. oh well he did help a lot. "well i'm thinking arthur is the one." i say with a dremy sigh, "crap i take that back. if anyone should know first, arthur should know first. crap. i take that back." i laugh
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 21, 2007 19:17:25 GMT
"Okay," I laugh. "I don't know that. You just be careful, okay? Don't fall too hard or too fast or you won't get back up again."
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