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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 11:01:13 GMT
I sit on the window ledge in the Astronomy tower watching the sun go down. 'What did i do wrong? Why did she end it?' I thought grimly. I tried to stop thinking about her, it was too painful.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 15, 2007 11:02:58 GMT
I walk into the astronomy tower and see Sirius, looking miserable.
"You alright Padfoot?" I ask, knowing the answer already.
I'd heard what happened with Izzy, everyone had.
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 11:04:45 GMT
I look round and Remus' voice and smile weakly.
"I'll live." I said sadly. "So you heard about it?" I ask
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 15, 2007 11:11:54 GMT
"Yeah." I say quietly. "I heard you sent the hufflepuff to the hospital wing with a broken nose too."
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 11:17:21 GMT
I laughed slightly "Wow i actually broke it?"
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 15, 2007 11:18:08 GMT
"That's what I heard." I shrug, sitting down opposite him on the ledge. "So, how are you coping so far?"
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 11:19:04 GMT
I look down towards the grounds "Alright." I lied.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 15, 2007 11:20:29 GMT
"Blatant lying, but I'll ignore it." I smile weakly. "Would you hit me if I asked why she-...well, why?"
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 11:23:38 GMT
"I don't know why." I said quietly "All she said was that it wasn't working. It wouldn't have been so bad but before she ran off she looked at that stupid hufflepuff." I continue angrily.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 15, 2007 11:25:57 GMT
"The stupid Hufflepuff...that would be Cameron Lewis?" I guess.
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 11:28:26 GMT
"Is that his name?" I ask "It's a stupid name for a stupid person." I said and clench my fists.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 15, 2007 11:30:27 GMT
"Calm down, Padfoot." I say quietly. "You don't know it was his fault. It might be something else. Have you talked to Izzy since?"
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 11:34:53 GMT
I put my head in my hands and sighed. "No, she ran off towards the grounds and i haven't seen her since. I've looked everywhere Moony, where could she be?"
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 15, 2007 11:36:55 GMT
"I don't know. I haven't see her either." I say. "But don't pressure her or anything. Give her some space. Don't make things worse than they have to be."
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 11:39:38 GMT
"I'll try, but it's just....hard." I said quietly "I don't see how things could get worse." I add.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 15, 2007 11:40:56 GMT
"I know it's hard." I say. "And things could be a lot worse, trust me on that."
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 11:44:19 GMT
"How could they be worse Moony?!" I asked angrily and stood up on the ledge. I tried to calm myself down "Every time i close my eyes i can see her face, and....it's hurts Remus."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 15, 2007 11:45:27 GMT
"It could be worse okay?" I say, louder. "I know it can. And I know it's going to hurt for a while, but just sit down and calm down, okay?"
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 12:03:32 GMT
I do as he says and sit down, but i can't get myself to calm down. I can feel the blood rushing through my veins and want to scream but i don't, i hold it in and try to calm down. I put my head in my hands and breathe in deeply. "Things are going to change now aren't they Moony?"
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 15, 2007 12:12:00 GMT
I nod slowly. "Things are always changing."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 15, 2007 12:20:35 GMT
"hey Sirius!" i call out. for some reason i feel like i was the reason that they broke up and i needed to talk to him.
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 12:25:10 GMT
I look back down at the distant grounds then jump as someone shouts my name. I turn quickly and see Molly.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 15, 2007 12:27:12 GMT
"you moronic deaf man! where are you?" i call out again. i didn't want to insult him but it was habit when i was yelling for people and i couldn't find them.
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 12:32:27 GMT
"I'm up here." I yelled back "In the Astronomy tower."
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 15, 2007 12:33:10 GMT
"There goes peace and quiet." I say as Molly enters the tower.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 15, 2007 12:34:15 GMT
"oh haha remus, but i need to talk to you sirius." i say as i walk in the tower.
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 12:36:35 GMT
"Oh." I said still looking out towards the grounds "What about?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 15, 2007 12:39:08 GMT
"look i feel like it's my fault you and izzy aren't you and izzy anymore..." i say but then don't know what to say. i knew he was hurting, but.. this is to confusing.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 15, 2007 12:39:43 GMT
"How could it be your fault?" I frown.
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Post by sirius on Apr 15, 2007 12:41:13 GMT
"What do you mean?" I ask frowning.
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