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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 1:41:16 GMT
Post by sirius on Apr 3, 2007 1:41:16 GMT
I growled to myself as i stalked up the stairs to the astronomy tower. 'Why was i such a prat? What made me say such hurtful things?' I kicked the wall in frustration and grumbled in pain. I reached the tower and lay down gazing at the stars, Sirius didn't look so bright tonight.
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 3:46:45 GMT
Post by Andromeda Black on Apr 3, 2007 3:46:45 GMT
I walked into the tower to have some alone time, basically it meant time for me sing my little heart out, but when I entered I saw my cousin laying down. "Hi Sirius." I say rather meekly, "Sirius really isn't looking so bright tonight. Is it?" I ask looking up at the stars.
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 19:28:38 GMT
Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 3, 2007 19:28:38 GMT
I walk into the astronomy tower and see Andromeda. "Oh, hi Andromeda." I smile. Then I see Sirius. Blanking him, I say to Andromeda. "Bye Andromeda." I turn to leave again.
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 19:50:56 GMT
Post by sirius on Apr 3, 2007 19:50:56 GMT
I see Remus walk in see me and then walk out again. I get up off the floor and run after him. "Remus.....Moony just listen to me!" I shout after him.
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 19:54:14 GMT
Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 3, 2007 19:54:14 GMT
I hesitate. I owed him that. The amount of time we'd been friends, all those times he'd helped me back up to the castle after the full moon, him and James studying relentlessly to become animagi just to help me. I owed him one explanation. I don't say anything, or turn around. But I stop walking away.
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:09:56 GMT
Post by sirius on Apr 3, 2007 20:09:56 GMT
I see him stop and thanked him silently for that. "Moony, i can't explain in words how sorry i am for what i said. I was angry, i was angry and stupid. I never meant to say those words and i didn't mean them. You know i don't care what you are Moony and i'm sorry those hateful words ever came out of my mouth. You're one of my best mates Remus and i never meant to hurt you. I'm sorry, i'm so so sorry." I said sorrowfully.
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:13:35 GMT
Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 3, 2007 20:13:35 GMT
"I never thought I'd hear that from you Sirius." I say quietly. "I've heard it from students here, adults, from people in the street, but I never thought I'd hear it from a Marauder."
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:16:36 GMT
Post by sirius on Apr 3, 2007 20:16:36 GMT
"I never thought i'd say it Remus because i know i'd never mean it and i don't ever want to say such a hateful word again." I said just as quietly.
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:19:41 GMT
Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 3, 2007 20:19:41 GMT
"Did you mean it though? You sounded like you did. You sounded like you meant it every single time you said it." I say bitterly.
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:21:34 GMT
Post by sirius on Apr 3, 2007 20:21:34 GMT
"It didn't mean it, and never will. I'm sorry Moony." I said
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:25:43 GMT
Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 3, 2007 20:25:43 GMT
I wish I could believe him. I thought sadly to myself. "Fine," I say briskly. "But what about Izzy? Still disgusted by her meer existence?"
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:27:54 GMT
Post by sirius on Apr 3, 2007 20:27:54 GMT
"No of course not, it was just...abit of a shock to be quite honest." I said running a hand through my hair. "But i didn't mean to say those horrible things about her."
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:30:55 GMT
Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 3, 2007 20:30:55 GMT
"She loves you. Did you know that?" I ask, still not turning round to look at him.
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:32:04 GMT
Post by sirius on Apr 3, 2007 20:32:04 GMT
I stumble back "She..she does?" I ask quietly.
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:35:28 GMT
Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 3, 2007 20:35:28 GMT
"Yeah, she does." I say coldly. "I don't know why exactly. But I asked. She's pretty sure she does."
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:38:33 GMT
Post by sirius on Apr 3, 2007 20:38:33 GMT
She loves me? i've got to talk to her. "Where is she?" I ask.
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:45:35 GMT
Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 3, 2007 20:45:35 GMT
"I don't know. Probably crying. Over you." I say.
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:46:45 GMT
Post by sirius on Apr 3, 2007 20:46:45 GMT
I look at the floor ashamed. "Did you tell her what i said?" I ask
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:49:26 GMT
Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 3, 2007 20:49:26 GMT
"I tried not to." I say honestly. "She guessed in the end."
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:50:42 GMT
Post by sirius on Apr 3, 2007 20:50:42 GMT
"I've got to go." I say quickly. "I've got to go and find her."
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:51:11 GMT
Post by Remus Lupin on Apr 3, 2007 20:51:11 GMT
I smile slightly. "Then good luck."
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Angry
Apr 3, 2007 20:53:56 GMT
Post by sirius on Apr 3, 2007 20:53:56 GMT
I smile and take off down the corridor. I ran past students, portraits and ghosts but didn't stop, i didn't know where i was heading but i knew i had to find Isabella as soon as possible to apologise.
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Angry
Apr 4, 2007 2:13:56 GMT
Post by Madeline Speare on Apr 4, 2007 2:13:56 GMT
sirius ran right into me "Whoa Padfoot slow down, what's the rush?" I looked into his eyes and knew exactly what. I had known Sirius almost my entire life and I knew what, or rather who he was looking for, "It's Izzy isnt it?" I sighed. "Let her cool down first. She needs some time to think dont rush in and do anything you'd usually do alright?" I put my hand on his shoulder. "That'd mess things up even more."
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Angry
Apr 4, 2007 10:23:38 GMT
Post by sirius on Apr 4, 2007 10:23:38 GMT
"It would?" I ask. "But i've got to explain, i've got to say sorry. Have yo seen where she is?"
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