Memories{Morgan}

[Riley Pearson]

"Be happy it's only an idea.." I say sadly, hopng she never had to go through this and then shrugged slightly, "Y-you can ask if you want.. s'not a big deal..." I tell her quietly.

{thats' okay it's not crappy, lol ... it's so sad, i love him he was an amazing actor... okie dokie }

[Morgan Thomas]

"Im trying to be, but I just don't think Im going to reach happy today. But I am trying really hard, for you." She sighed slightly, looking at him. She was a little hesitant but being he said it was okay for her to ask, she thought maybe it'd be good for him to tell. "Alright, what happened yesterday..?" She asked quietly.


{lol okay. and yeah I really didn't know who he was, I just dont pay attention. and Im kinda back I'll be here off and on. Im doing my review for one of my finals }

[Riley Pearson]

I gave her a weak smile and then shrugged slightly, "Shelby.. do you know her?" I asked her quietly looking over.

{ah, okay .... okie dokie, but ewww, lol, finals aren't fun }

[Morgan Thomas]

Morgan shook her head a little, "I don't really know her, but I know who she is." She said to him in the same quiet tone he used.


{yeahh they suckk I have to sit in 2 classes tomorrow for 2 hours a piece.}

[Riley Pearson]

"She's my cousin.. W-we just had a fight yesterday... a-about this.." I say in the tone as before.

{eww...i'm sorry that's horrible}

[Morgan Thomas]

"Aw...Riley. W-Was everything settled or are you two still fighting...?" She asked softly and a bit cautiously, hoping that they were talking again. Riley didn't need something else to handle like that, to Morgan, he had enough to deal with.

{I knoww it. and I'll live I'spose Its just going to be soooo boring.}

[Riley Pearson]

I shrugged slightly, "I don't even know.. I-It was on and off.. for a while." I said keeping the same emotionless expression on my face, still having trouble believing that Shell had actually agreed with me when I said I'd rather be dead, wondering if she really meant it.

{yes you will! i always used to bring a book in case }

[Morgan Thomas]

Morgan nodded and stayed silent for a moment, "Ouch..." Thats all she could think of to say. She could of said that she was sorry to hear that, but she figured he could probably tell that she was by the saddened expression on her face. Morgan kind of had a feeling there was a little more that he wasn't telling her, something maybe that they said to eachother. "I can imagine some pretty hurtful things were said...weren't they?" She asked, hesitantly; quietly.

[Riley Pearson]

I nod my head a little, "Yeah.. a lot were.. I didn't know Shell could be like that. I've never fought with her before.. and I especially would think she'd understand.. this's happend to her before.." I say quietly.

[Morgan Thomas]

"Wow..." Morgan trailed off, she really didn't know what else to say to that. It surprised her even though she didnt know Shell, that someone who knew what it was like to act that way. She fell silent and looked at Riley, waiting for him to say more.

{thanks btw for the gl on my finals I think I aced 'em. but I gotta go for a few. I'll bbs.}

[Riley Pearson]

"I said something.. that I can understand she'd be upset about, but... i don't know.." I say shaking my head slightly. "Maybe I did deserve it..."

{yay! .. okies }

[Morgan Thomas]

Morgan stayed silent for a moment before she spoke again. "What was said Ri...?" She asked cautiously in a hushed tone, hoping that it was okay for her to ask. She couldn't really say anything but that without knowing what was said.

[Riley Pearson]

I bit my lip slightly and decided I could tell her, just hoping she wouldn't be worried. "I.. said, I'd rather be, dead than go through this.. and she agreed with me." I said quietly.

[Morgan Thomas]

When she heard him say those words, she froze. Her eyes widened a bit and her facial expression saddened again when she looked at him. At first she didn't say anything, her reaction was to slowly pull him into another hug. "Ri...." She trailed, taking a deep breath. "Your one of my best friends and I know how strong you are. Your going to get through this with time. Just please don't talk like that, I need you here...I can't loose you." She said softly, her eyes watering but she didn't let them fall.

[Riley Pearson]

My face stayed expressionless and I slowly hugged her back, feeling another tear fall, but didn't say anything for a few seconds, slightly hesitiating. "O-okay.. thanks Morgan.."

[Morgan Thomas]

Morgan took another deep breath and released it. She let him go and wiped his tear away, "No need to thank me, its my job and I meant what I said." Morgan told him, giving him a small soft smile, hoping to get him to smile just a little because she didn't want to see him so sad.

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled very faintly at her and leaned against the wall again, "I must be really depressing to be around.." I say quietly to her.

[Morgan Thomas]

Her smile grew a little bit wider when she saw that he was trying but fell a little at what he said. "Its okay, I wouldn't expect someone to be all cheerful and happy after being through so much." She told him in the same quiet tone. She thought for a moment and concluded that she needed to think of something to get his mind off things. 'What to do...what to do...'

[Riley Pearson]

I smiled slightly again and sighed slightly, sitting in the quiet making my mind drift off again, my smiled fading a bit.

[Morgan Thomas]

She noticed his smile starting to fade again with the quiet and spoke up, breaking the silence. "Hey now, just cause my minds not working fast enough to think of something we can talk about or go do doesn't mean your smile can go away again." She laughed a little, trying her best to make him a little happy.

{Ahh I have to go. Byess! }

[Riley Pearson]

I chuckled softly, "Sorry" I say with another faint smile, "I just.. let my mind wander.."

{okay, byes! ^^}

[Morgan Thomas]

Morgan smiled lightly, "Its okay," She said, "So what can I do to help keep your mind from wandering?" She asked him.

[Riley Pearson]

I shrugged, "I wish I knew." I said really not sure.

[Morgan Thomas]

Morgan sighed slightly, "Today's so not a good day for my brain to be all not working...." She muttered, not really meaning to say it outloud.

[Riley Pearson]

I looked over to her and shook his head, "Morgan.. i-it's okay.."

[Morgan Thomas]

Morgan shook her head slightly, she knew that she wasn't doing a very good job at handling things right now. She sighed and looked from the floor and up at Ri, "No, it isn't. Im not doing a very good job of making you feel better." Morgan said, with lack of a better way of wording it.

[Riley Pearson]

"If it helps, not much can make me feel better lately..." I say shaking my head a bit as I looked at her.

[Morgan Thomas]

Morgan's facial expression saddened a little once again and she shrugged. "I know...I just..." She stopped and decided just not to say anything. She looked away momentarily and stayed silent for a minute or so and thought maybe the best thing she could do was change the subject. "Do you remember the first time we met eachother at the Leaky Cauldron?"

[Riley Pearson]

I chuckled slightly at her question and nodded, trying my best to smile.

[Morgan Thomas]

She smiled and thought about that day, "That was a fun day, I should really go back and look into a position as bartender." Morgan chuckled softly.