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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 2, 2007 18:07:26 GMT
I looked down. "You can't swear off the people you love to protect them."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 2, 2007 18:12:57 GMT
"I don't know what else to do." I say quietly, looking at the floor, sinking lower in my chair, "And you know what's worse? I'm going to be a fucking father. I can't be a father. I'll fuck things up-...or something."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 2, 2007 18:14:47 GMT
"Yeah. I'm gonna be a father too. Already am one. Scariest shit in the world, having little people around you have to take care of. Especially when you do what we do. And every single day of their life, you wake up thinking 'is this the day I'm gonna fuck up so bad that He takes my kids and tortures them for my mistake?' And it bites. Really really hard."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 2, 2007 18:18:22 GMT
"Oh fuck, man." I groan, "Way to make me feel better about the whole thing."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 2, 2007 18:58:31 GMT
I shrugged. "Sorry, but I don't want to tell you that it's easy and fun all the time, when it's not. But when those times come around," I grinned. "Mate, it's the best thing in the world, to look down at that little person, and know that you created that, that it's part of you."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 2, 2007 19:26:02 GMT
"I'd rather not think that either. I'm not a-...kid person, you know?"
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 2, 2007 21:36:07 GMT
I smiled. "Yeah, I know. But you can change."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 2, 2007 21:40:20 GMT
"I already have. I came here what? A few months ago and I'm not the same me I was. It scares me what you people do around here."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 2, 2007 21:40:47 GMT
I laughed. "No kidding."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 2, 2007 22:29:20 GMT
I laugh, "You're all...like evil and infectious, I've decided."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 4, 2007 16:30:38 GMT
I laughed again. "Yup. Most of us, at least, are evil. And infections. And addicting, don't forget that!"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 4, 2007 17:23:51 GMT
"How could I? I couldn't leave if I wanted to now. And I do want to about half the time." I laugh.
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 4, 2007 23:17:39 GMT
I laughed. "Oh trust me, we all want to leave most of the time. But we're so damn addicted to eachother that we just absolutely can't."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 5, 2007 11:55:07 GMT
"Fuck, that really sucks."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 5, 2007 17:14:59 GMT
"Yeah, no kidding. It's like fucking Days of Our Lives here....except as Fucked Up Magical Days of Our Abnormally Long, So Long As No One Offs Us, Lives."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 5, 2007 17:15:59 GMT
"I like that. Astonishingly accurate. You know what fucked up thing happened to me today?"
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 5, 2007 17:27:12 GMT
I chuckled slightly. "What?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 5, 2007 17:32:38 GMT
"Maddie found out all the shit I've done. And someone else told her a whole lot of shit that I haven't done which she believes. So hey, she left me. Don't have to worry about being a father anymore, I guess."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 5, 2007 17:36:49 GMT
"Ouch. I always knew I didn't like that girl. And you're still going to be a dad, just maybe not with her."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 5, 2007 17:39:08 GMT
"Fuck that. You think I'm sticking around now? I'm out of this place. Go start fresh. That was the plan when I came here, but that didn't work cos everything caught up again. But I'll make sure it works next time. New beginning." I shrug, "What'd she do to you?"
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 5, 2007 18:03:17 GMT
"Erm, well, I was with her best friend, Serry. We were engaged, and I kinda cheated on her with Saphire. And Maddie caught us making out in the HQ, and we kinda started fighting and this Heightington guy was going to hex her but I asked if I could do it instead because it was my fun she had ruined, and he said sure, so I tried to keep the curses to a minimum and let her leave, but she wouldn't get the hell out of there."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 5, 2007 18:04:55 GMT
"Stubborn and argumentative as always." I mutter, "It's completely stupid, but I'm still absolutely in love with her. Even though she took the guy that had tortured her's word over mine."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 5, 2007 18:11:28 GMT
"Which one?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 5, 2007 18:15:15 GMT
"Logan Andrews."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 5, 2007 18:16:07 GMT
"Oh. Sonofabitch was torturing Molly too. He seems to get around."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 5, 2007 18:17:16 GMT
"Yeah. He does. He didn't-...Molly too? Oh for fucks sake. I'm going to kill that motherfucker. He gave me his word-...for fucks sake."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 5, 2007 18:29:34 GMT
I nodded. "He mentioned you, I think. In the torturing. I don't recall what, but he said your name. I was too far away to hear it."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 5, 2007 18:36:21 GMT
"He-...After what I did to keep him away-...for fucks sake." I say, "If I wasn't going to kill him before, I'm most definitely going to kill him now."
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Post by Peter Pettigrew on Aug 5, 2007 19:00:08 GMT
"Um...don't kill him just yet. For all I know, he could've been talking of his undying passion for you or some shit."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Aug 5, 2007 19:11:04 GMT
"No, he really wasn't." I reply, "Trust me. I know Logan. I know why he's here and I know what he wants and he was not singing my praises."
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