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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 5, 2008 6:11:25 GMT
"I'm sorry," Briar said, looking down.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 6:13:55 GMT
Shelby just covers her eyes with her hands, hiding the fact that she was crying silently. She didn't want to cry in front of Briar, especially right now.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 5, 2008 6:16:43 GMT
"Shelby," Briar said quietly. She knew what she was doing. She knew it all to well, "D-don't cry."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 6:18:49 GMT
"Why not? Syndelle took the twins, I lost Zachary, and I almost lost you." she says still covering her face.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 5, 2008 6:37:37 GMT
"Syndelle took Hailey aswell," Briar mumbled, "And Shelby, some things are meant to happen."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 6:44:10 GMT
She removes her hands and just look at her. "It was my baby boy Briar... Jay's first son."
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 5, 2008 6:48:07 GMT
"I know Shelby," Briar said coldly, "I'm not stupid. What do you want me to say?"
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 6:53:25 GMT
"I don't know!" I cry hysterically. "I don't know..."
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 5, 2008 7:09:49 GMT
Briar sighed and turned her head the opposite way. What is happening? We never used to fuss or fight.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 7:13:21 GMT
Shelby sighs, and kneels down next to her. "What's... what's wrong with us?" she asks her softly.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 5, 2008 7:14:52 GMT
Briar didn't looked over to her, she didn't want her to know she was crying. "I-...I don't know. I just don't know," She whispered. "We're falling about Shells."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 7:17:32 GMT
"We are not." she says as she leans her head on Briar's shoulder as usual. "I refuse to. Briar, without you it's just werid."
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 5, 2008 7:19:17 GMT
"I'm gone Shelby," Briar muttered, "I'm not the same person anymore. Not after all this shit that's happened."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 5, 2008 7:22:34 GMT
'No. That's just now. I was the same way after my first..." she trails off, not wanting to say it.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 5, 2008 21:57:55 GMT
"Murder?" Briar finished for her with a shake of her head, "I'm not talking about that Shelby. After everything. Graciela, the marraige, Logan, the kids, Alex. Just..everything after we left Hogwarts." She stood up and walked over to the window, "You can't say I'm wrong Shelby. Part of me left when we left that place. I'm not the same crazy, carefree girl I once was. Out there..it's not the same as inside Hogwarts and I should have known that. It's crazy here."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 6, 2008 2:15:55 GMT
I sigh slightly. "So, what are you saying though?"
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 6, 2008 2:20:11 GMT
Briar shrugged, "I miss our old life before Alex and Logan came into the picture. You know those were the two that caused us the most heartache."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 6, 2008 2:24:35 GMT
"I know Briar..." I say looking towards the ground. "You are sorry that you met me then?" I ask softly.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 6, 2008 2:30:32 GMT
Briar turned her head to look at Shelby and narrowed her eyes, "I'd never regret meeting you Shells. You and Andra are the best things that have ever happened to me."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 6, 2008 2:39:09 GMT
"But I'm the reason why they're in your life." I say to her.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 6, 2008 2:42:34 GMT
"So? It's their faults, not yours," Briar mumbled.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 6, 2008 2:52:08 GMT
I sigh not saying a word.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 6, 2008 2:54:26 GMT
Briar sighed and turned back to the window, watching the muggles walk around.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 6, 2008 2:55:11 GMT
"Maybe I should go." I say standing up.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 6, 2008 2:57:50 GMT
Briar shrugged and said, "Okay then, if you want."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 6, 2008 3:28:50 GMT
"I meant for good." I say looking at her, wanting to see her reaction.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 6, 2008 3:35:28 GMT
Briar sighed and looked down, tears feeling her eyes, "I-if that's what you want."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 6, 2008 3:36:14 GMT
"No, I was asking if you wanted me to." I say to her.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 6, 2008 3:45:41 GMT
"And I answered if that's what you want because sure as hell not what I want," Briar said, wiping her eyes. "Like I said, you and Andra are the best things to ever happen to me."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 6, 2008 4:12:06 GMT
I sigh. "I just don't like this. How much we've changed." I say putting a hand through my hair. "Remember that Mika sundae?" I smile weakly.
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