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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 7:43:53 GMT
Fucking pregnancy hormones.
I hated being pregnant.
I hated it.
In fact, I hated a lot of things lately.
I hated school, for giving me so much homework.
I hated work, for making me stay late and take three extra shifts.
I hated my cousins cos they were acting like assholes and bad mouthing my boyfriend.
In fact I hated my boyfriend at the moment, for not being around lately, for lying to me, for his stupid cutting habits, and for getting me pregnant.
"I hate being pregnant." I grumble kicking a nearby stone down the street.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 7:56:34 GMT
"How come exactly?"I say with all four of my kids with me.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 8:07:54 GMT
I look up spotting Shell walk towards me, kids right behind her.
I freeze, taking a step back as I see her kids, a habit I seriously need to break.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 8:09:43 GMT
I notice her stepping backwards and slightly laugh. "It's okay, they're not demon children, well maybe Jenny is..." I say to Maddie. Jenny just gives me a wink.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 8:15:30 GMT
"Sorry." I mumble, eyeing the kids,"I'm not much of a kid person."
That's fucking ironic, your about to have a kid of your own in oh...seven months!
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 8:21:22 GMT
"You'll get used to it, trust me..." I say to her. "I never thought I was going to have any kids, but my motherly instinct just took over as you can tell..." I say with a laugh.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 11:35:47 GMT
I smile weakly,"Yeah, hope so."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 14:59:55 GMT
"So, I heard Ian saying it was a boy...I don't remember the name though..." I say. "That's the reason why I have so many." I look down at my three daughters and my only son in my arms now.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 15:12:54 GMT
"Alex." I mumble feeling worse then I did before,"We're planning on naming him Alex."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 15:15:41 GMT
"That's right..." I say. "Are you okay Maddie? I know we're not close, but I'll help you if you want to talk about it..." I say with a weak smile.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 15:21:58 GMT
I shrug, jamming my hands into my jacket pockets, sinking feeling in my chest as I realize I was wearing Ian's jacket."Does..Does Ian ever talk about me?" I aks after a moment.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 15:30:54 GMT
I smile. "You always come across in our conversations, just like yesterday. He said I should come visit help you two with the baby, and that you're soooo nice to him..." I say. "I know he cares about you if that's what you're after."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 15:34:07 GMT
Then why does it seem like he wants to get away from me?
I smile weakly,"Thanks Shell, I just..I just want him to always remember I love him." I mumble.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 16:07:01 GMT
"He knows Maddie, like I said, he mentions you all the time. Never forget that okay?" I say to her with a smile.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 18:08:06 GMT
"Yeah, I'll try."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 18:39:39 GMT
"So, is the house fully repaired yet?" I ask her to change the subject.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 18:59:58 GMT
"Yeah," I nod smiling,"It looks great."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 19:01:28 GMT
"That's good, what happened exactly to the house, if I may ask?" I say.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 19:13:53 GMT
"It got burned down." I say, it wasn't exactly a lie, I had just left down who burned it down.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 19:20:07 GMT
"That's terrible, you should have someone put a magical spell over your house although it has it's downfalls, like if you lock your keys in the house and you can't break the spell..." I say slightly frustrated.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 19:29:23 GMT
I laugh,"Guessing you've locked youself out?"
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 20:26:32 GMT
I laugh. "Yeah, I've been locked out for weeks..." I say with a slight frown. "Nick, he left them on the coffeetable. I can see them from the window too, it's like their mocking me..."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 20:47:57 GMT
"Evil bast.." I stop eying the children,"Ew..evil bats?" I supply,"Well why don't you just thrown a rock through the window, that's how Jack and I used to get inside when we got locked out."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 20:52:50 GMT
"I know, but windows are expensive..." I say with a fading smile. I whisper to her, "Nick's been dead for a few months, they're still upset..." I look down at Ashlyn's sad face.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 21:07:45 GMT
"Course they are. Losing a paren'ts hard. Do you really expect them to get over it like that?" I ask snapping my fingers.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 21:14:19 GMT
"Well, Isaiah was too young to really remember him he was only a couple of weeks, and Jenny has a different father..." I say. "I don't really, but they've taking a liking to Rowan..."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 21:17:07 GMT
I smile weakly,"He's a good guy. Does great with Poppy."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 21:20:35 GMT
"I know, we played simon says, and the kids stole his shoes...I don't ever think he got them back.." I say laughing.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 21:26:51 GMT
"Well that can't be good." I laugh,"He's got other pairs."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Sept 9, 2007 21:31:54 GMT
"I hid them under a rock, but I forgot which one. He said that he didn't need shoes just socks..." I say laughing. "You know, honestly I never thought you liked me..." I say now as my smile faded.
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