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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 11, 2007 15:13:49 GMT
I duck down an alley way in Hogsmeade highstreet, after my fight with Erin, sinking down against the wall and fumbling in my pocket for my lighter.
I remember I gave it back and throw my packet of cigarettes at the opposite wall.
Didn't need them anyway.
"Ian, you dumb fuck." I mutter to myself, resting my fists at my temples, "You should not have said that."
I really shouldn't have said that...it was unfair and deliberately spiteful and I should never have said it and I didn't mean it at all.
Should not have said that.
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 12, 2007 19:24:14 GMT
i hear i guy talking to himself in a allley way "are you ok" i say when i walk up to him
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 19:25:16 GMT
"Besides the muttering to myself, being a complete and utter fucking prick, and all the rest? Yeah, I'm fine." I say, leaning my head back against the wall.
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 12, 2007 19:27:19 GMT
"ok so your not ok" i say "what did you do to make you a prick" i ask
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 19:37:48 GMT
"Said something that was completely...vindictive...spiteful and deliberately hurtful that I regretted as soon as I'd said it but then it was too late and-...yeah, I'm a prick."
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 12, 2007 19:42:08 GMT
"what did you say" i ask "and who did you say it to"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 19:45:09 GMT
"What I said was something I doubt she'd want spread around, sorry. But it was a girl named Erin. I don't know if you'd have met her."
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 12, 2007 19:47:55 GMT
"actually i have" i say " she thuoght she screwed stuff up with a guy" i say "she said she faked her death and that he was upset about that" i say
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 19:49:25 GMT
I snort. "Maybe upset's the wrong word."
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 12, 2007 19:50:50 GMT
i realize its him "she actually used the word sour" i say "but she didnt mean to hurt you" i say
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 19:52:22 GMT
"And I didn't mean to hurt her." I sigh. "I just wish-...she'd told me when they got to her-...I'd been dealing with them for 6 years at that point-...I could have helped and it wouldn't have gone that far-...I don't know."
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 12, 2007 19:56:54 GMT
"i understand" i say "but you have to be less sour" i say "dont be upset about the past go forward to the future and live life like its the last day" i say
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 19:59:02 GMT
"I'm trying. It's just hard. I was starting to come to terms with-...I was starting to move on and it turns out she was alive all this time-...I feel like a complete ass for giving up on her."
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 12, 2007 21:22:34 GMT
"you couldnt have known she was alive" i say "and moving on was a good thing you thuoght she was dead now that shes alive you can be together and you dont have to worry" i say
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 21:23:28 GMT
"Maybe."
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 12, 2007 21:36:18 GMT
"maybe isnt a very positive answer " i say "yes is much more positive"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 15:47:04 GMT
"Yes." I sigh.
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 13, 2007 17:36:38 GMT
i smile "there we go positiveness" i say
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:45:20 GMT
"Positiveness?" I repeat. "Not something I'm good at."
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 13, 2007 17:48:31 GMT
"you should be more possetive its better for you " i say "im always as possitive as i can be" "and im happy, you on the other hand arnt so happy"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:49:44 GMT
"If you were me, you wouldn't be so happy either."
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 13, 2007 18:01:16 GMT
"no i suppose not" i say
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 18:03:25 GMT
I shrug. "I guess my whole shit heap of a life isn't so bad. I'm alive after all. Which is one thing."
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 13, 2007 18:05:16 GMT
"thats good" i say
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 18:07:49 GMT
"Sometimes."
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 13, 2007 18:15:13 GMT
i nod "somtimes its good and sometimes its not" i say "but most of the time it is" i say
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 18:16:44 GMT
"Most of the time..." I repeat, I could think of precious few times.
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 13, 2007 18:20:13 GMT
"ya," i say "we should get out of this alley way" i tell him
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 18:21:03 GMT
"Yeah," I say, straightening up, kickingmy empty cigarette packet into the shade of the alley, then going out into the light of the street.
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Post by Ariel Foster-Richards on Jun 13, 2007 18:23:08 GMT
i follow him "so you go to hogwarts," i say "what year are you in" i ask
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