Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 9, 2007 18:09:43 GMT
I sat glumly on a bench in Hogsmeade, watching people walk by, happily, with their friends and boyfriends or girlfriends or siblings...
I wish I had my old friends at home.
I wish I had my-...I wish I could get the guts to talk to him again, to let him know I was still alive.
I wish I could turn back time.
I wish-...
I wish-...
I wish I had my lighter back.
Just to see it one last time.
Wishing is stupid.
Wishing is for four year olds.
Not people like me.
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 9, 2007 19:46:33 GMT
"Hey," I say as I wander by,"You look depressed."
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 9, 2007 19:53:20 GMT
"I feel depressed." I admit evenly.
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 9, 2007 19:56:06 GMT
"Need to talk about it?" I offered, sittting down beside her.
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 9, 2007 19:56:58 GMT
I shrug. "It's stupid anyway. Kid stuff. Wishing I could change the past, all that bollocks."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 9, 2007 20:02:33 GMT
"That's definately not kid stuff. Wanting to change the past isn't really childish, it's a reality that we all have to deal with."
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 9, 2007 20:05:18 GMT
"Unfortunately."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 9, 2007 20:29:00 GMT
"So, what would you want to change about your past?"
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 9, 2007 20:36:51 GMT
"I would...I would never listen to my asshole of a father...I would take back everything they made me do...I would tell Ian the truth...I'd tell him everything...about everything...well, I'd like to, I doubt I'd have the guts." I say bitterly. "What about you? Anything you'd change about yours?"
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 9, 2007 20:43:12 GMT
"Well, if I were you I would tell Ian the truth. I mean you don't want to die regretting the time you lost." I say, "Of course, there are only two things I would change about my past. If you would have known me a while back you would have looked at me and thought I was a Hufflepuff, I changed because I did tell someone how I felt. It ended really badly." I sigh remembering Warren like it was yesterday.
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 9, 2007 20:56:45 GMT
"Lots of things seem to end really badly." I sigh. "And I would tell Ian...the truth, but I don't want to hurt him more than he already is."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 9, 2007 21:05:14 GMT
"Well, think about it this way...If you don't want to hurt him then don't tell him. Then again, he is already hurting so maybe what you have to say will make it better."
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 9, 2007 21:12:36 GMT
"I tell him I stabbed him in the back, managed to sucessfully kill off one of the few things that mean anything to him, and tricked him for over a year, and he'll feel better?"
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 9, 2007 21:19:14 GMT
"Well, would he rather hear it coming from you? Or someone else?" I ask.
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 9, 2007 21:20:21 GMT
"He'd rather not hear it at all. Plus he thinks I'm dead, so..."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 9, 2007 21:23:43 GMT
"He's going to find out that you're alive anyway. Give it some time though. But if there is someone that knows what happened that you don't exactly trust, I would tell him."
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 9, 2007 21:30:54 GMT
"I don't see how anyone would. But you're right, I guess. I have to talk to him sooner or later."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 9, 2007 21:38:02 GMT
"You never know. Things just seem to be found out here." I sigh, "You also might want to talk to him before he does something stupid."
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 9, 2007 21:39:44 GMT
"Does something stupid...? He's not...planning on doing something stupid...is he?"
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 9, 2007 21:51:59 GMT
"He was looking at books about talking to the dead....I might have told him how to do it."
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 10, 2007 8:30:51 GMT
"What did you tell him?" I say quickly.
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 10, 2007 13:48:52 GMT
"I told him he'd have to die for a while......and I told him ways to do it."
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 10, 2007 20:46:44 GMT
"He's not-...is he?"
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 10, 2007 20:53:42 GMT
"Actually, he already did."
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 11, 2007 6:39:41 GMT
"He's okay though...?"
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 11, 2007 15:16:44 GMT
"I would believe so, yes."
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 11, 2007 16:31:25 GMT
"Good."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 11, 2007 16:40:30 GMT
"I take it that you talked to Ian?"
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Erin Row
Ghost
Former Slytherin
I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad the dreams when I am dying are the best I've ever had.
Posts: 527
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Post by Erin Row on Jun 11, 2007 16:47:34 GMT
"Briefly."
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Post by Andromeda Black on Jun 11, 2007 16:52:18 GMT
"Is everything ok?"
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