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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 10, 2007 0:14:17 GMT
ooc-everything in a bold and slanted is whats going on in my mind. bold is my conscience and slanted is my party, always have fun side.
i sat in the hogs gead with a bottle of firewisky infront of me. just sitting there. i looked like i was just stareing at it, but i asn't. there was a war going inside my mind.
what can one drink do?
it can lead to another drink then another and bam-o i'm drunk. not sober.
so you like being drunk, it's fun remember?
yeah, but i promised myself that i'd stop drinking...
one little drink and then no more. come on you know you want to.
i do but..
i bring the botle up to my lips and start to tilt it back. then i stop myself and set it back and start the whole war inside my mind agian.
"ok i can do it. i can do it. it's just one bloody drink, i don't have to drink it. why should i drink it? i don't need it. it just makes me a bad person. but everyone is allowed to get drunk once in a while.." i say to myself then my consciene speaks up.
yeah but you've been getting drunk a lot lately.
i move the drink futher in front of me and lay my head down and stare at it.
"i dont' neeed it. i can sit here and not drink it... i can do it. i can do it." i say trying to convince myself. i sit up and bring the bottle to my lips again, then set it on the table undrank again.
"i can do it, just get up and leave." i say to myself but when i try to get up all i do is stay sitting looking at the dumb drink. i groan and go through the whole process again. just then i hear my name being call. when i turn around i see...
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Post by Arden Patricks on Apr 10, 2007 1:52:56 GMT
' molly dont you dare drink that ' i say warningly
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 10, 2007 1:57:11 GMT
"i don't want to, but yet i do. but i really do bu i don't want to get drunk but- uggh!" i groan playing with the bottle.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Apr 10, 2007 1:58:55 GMT
' last time i remeber you got drunk you said malfoy smelled nice and drinking is bad for you' i say taking the bottle awayfrom her
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 10, 2007 2:40:31 GMT
"oh let the poor girl drink alittle" i said walking in to the hogs head
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 10, 2007 10:50:31 GMT
"i can never drink a little though. it's either none or a lot." i sigh. "i'm trying to get sober compeltly"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 10, 2007 14:04:26 GMT
"why" i ask confused
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 10, 2007 18:50:43 GMT
"have you noticed how much i've been getting drunk, and remus is worrying his bloody mind off about me and i hate it when he has to stay competly sober if there is any drinking around and i'm there. the only reason i'm doing this is because of remus so he won't have to worry about me, and i'm doing it for auther. if i keep getting drunk like this i'm afriad he'll break up with me and i love him. " i explain then the real reason why i should stop comes in mind, "and it's bad. drinking like i do is bad."
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 10, 2007 18:54:04 GMT
"well dont try and quit cold turkey because your most likely to crash and burn" i say "try just drinking a little at first, make sure you have a friend to take the drink away when you get too much" i say " ive had this problem before"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 10, 2007 19:02:16 GMT
"as i said before if i drink a little it turns into a lot. the only way for me to stop is cold turkey. thanks for the advice though. just let me stare at it and convince myself that i don't need it." i sigh trying to get the drink back from arden. "i won't drink it, just let me look at it." i beg.
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Post by Arden Patricks on Apr 10, 2007 20:52:01 GMT
'fine here' i say handing it to her
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 10, 2007 21:10:32 GMT
"thank you." i say grabbing the drink like it was a bag of galleons. i set it on the table and stare at it. "things aren't going to get much different for a while so you might want to leave before you die from boredom(sp?)"
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Post by Ebony Angel on Apr 10, 2007 21:44:45 GMT
"Hey! Molly,"I smiled walking up to her,"Umm...Aren't you gonna drink that?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 10, 2007 22:21:20 GMT
"no. unfortuantely." i sigh
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 10, 2007 22:28:52 GMT
"shes quiting cold turkey" i say frowning
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Post by Molly Weasley on Apr 10, 2007 23:21:38 GMT
and i'm not doing a good job of it..." i sigh still looking at the drink. "might as well leave. here." i say handing the firewisky to marlene. "oh and i think i found a way out of your marriage. try and get your parents to disown you. i know it's not the best thing but it's the best thing i can think of without killing anyone. with disowning they give up all parental rights and with thoses rights it includes the agreement of marriage. best i can think of." i sigh walking out trying to get away from my problem. man i wanted to be drunk and not remember this war going in my mind. "i wish i could be drunk right now." i mutter to myself.
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Post by Ebony Angel on Apr 11, 2007 0:27:26 GMT
"Wow, cold turkey? Even I couldn't do that."I admitted
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 11, 2007 0:29:55 GMT
"yeah well shes trying" i say drinking her firewhisky
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Post by Ebony Angel on Apr 11, 2007 0:34:28 GMT
"That's hard, now I need a firewhiskey!"I smiled
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 11, 2007 0:38:23 GMT
"me too oh wait i already have one"
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Post by Ebony Angel on Apr 11, 2007 0:41:21 GMT
"Well I'll go get one for me. Need backup?"I asked Marlene
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 11, 2007 0:42:04 GMT
"sure"
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Post by Ebony Angel on Apr 11, 2007 0:47:11 GMT
I went and got myself and Marlene a bottle and went back to the table,"Here you go."
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 11, 2007 0:55:44 GMT
"thanks"
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Post by Ebony Angel on Apr 11, 2007 1:04:06 GMT
"No probs. You know Thorn woke up before I did, did you see her reaction to the frogs?"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 11, 2007 1:08:23 GMT
"no i fell back asleep but i wish i did"
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Post by Ebony Angel on Apr 11, 2007 1:13:52 GMT
"Well that was down the drain."
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 11, 2007 1:15:11 GMT
"yup sad too because that would have been funny"
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Post by Ebony Angel on Apr 11, 2007 1:20:32 GMT
"Maybe we should give her like something from the joke shop?"I guessed
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Apr 11, 2007 1:21:23 GMT
"we could try that"
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