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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 8, 2007 20:49:27 GMT
"What do you mean not as confident as I can appear?" I ask confused.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 8, 2007 20:57:34 GMT
"Well, you give off this facade, that everything's okay, but it's not. Not all the time."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 8, 2007 21:01:37 GMT
I sigh. "I don't like when people feel bad for me, or know my entire story. The only people that do are you, Briar, Angel, and Nick..." I say to him.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 8, 2007 21:02:46 GMT
"And that's completely fine. To be like that. As long as you ask for help when you need it." I shrug, knowing I wasn't one to talk about that.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 8, 2007 21:08:56 GMT
"What's wrong?" I ask him. "Are you surprised that I trust you that much?" I say looking down at my hands.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 8, 2007 21:09:37 GMT
"To be honest, a little bit yeah. Not many people would trust me."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 8, 2007 21:14:37 GMT
"Ian, I don't judge people by their past. I'm not happy with what I've done and hate when people look in the past and say, oh look she has a dark mark she must be evil." I say softly, never telling anyone I had a dark mark but Nick.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 8, 2007 21:18:58 GMT
"The people who condemn you have never walked in your shoes," I say quietly, trying very hard not to be surprised by the unpleasant piece of information.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 8, 2007 21:21:04 GMT
I sigh. "Figures. Most people are surprised I have one. I was forced to get one, a long time ago by my father. I was pregnant, threatened to kill the baby so I joined. The bastard still killed my son, I was four months pregnant..." I say now crying.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 8, 2007 21:25:31 GMT
"Come on Shell," I mutter, moving round to sit next to her and putting a hesitant hand on her shoulder, "Don't cry..." When put how she did, my reason for joining seemed absolutely pathetic.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 8, 2007 21:27:17 GMT
"Ian it was my first child...that's not the first time he's done it either." I say now leaning into him, still crying.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 8, 2007 21:31:48 GMT
And now you're in over your head... Shut up. I put an arm round her shoulders, "Come on, don't-...don't cry Shell," I say, at loss for anything else to say.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 8, 2007 21:53:17 GMT
I look up at him still leaning against his chest. "You're not good at these kind of things...are you?" I say softly.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 9, 2007 16:50:30 GMT
"No, not really, sorry..." I half-grimace.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 10, 2007 21:16:51 GMT
"No, I'm sorry..." I say now leaning on the table instead.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 11, 2007 19:04:39 GMT
"You got nothing to be sorry for, Shell."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 14, 2007 23:57:30 GMT
"I shouldn't have leaned on you...that's why I said sorry. You just remind me of someone that's all." I say looking at him slightly.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 16, 2007 19:47:37 GMT
"It's okay...I don't mind being leant on," I smile slightly, "Remind you of someone? Who?"
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 17, 2007 0:47:24 GMT
"Forget it..." I say slightly smiling at him. "Your only clue is he's in ravenclaw. If you can't get it, just forget it..." I say.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 17, 2007 18:16:10 GMT
"I don't know Ravenclaws, sorry. Come on, tell me?" I smile slightly.
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 18, 2007 14:50:57 GMT
I sigh deeply. "You remind me of Nick in a few ways...okay?" I say looking away for a few minutes, concentrating on the bar.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 18, 2007 19:55:31 GMT
I raise my eyebrows, and say slowly, "Uh-huh..."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 18, 2007 21:23:41 GMT
"To a point of course..." I say with a slight laugh.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 18, 2007 21:25:00 GMT
I laugh slightly, "Yeah...never thought I'd share any traits with a Ravenclaw to be honest."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 18, 2007 21:39:06 GMT
I smile slightly. "Honestly I believe everyone has all the traits of all four houses. Some of those traits just appear more obvious than others." I say.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 19, 2007 21:51:49 GMT
"Interesting way of looking at it..." I say, then tilt my head to the side slightly, "Although I seriously doubt there is anything that resembles any Hufflepuff quality in me."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 19, 2007 22:18:19 GMT
"Well everyone has a weak side..." I say. "Hufflepuffs are supposedly humble no?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 20, 2007 18:07:36 GMT
"Supposedly..."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Oct 20, 2007 18:51:54 GMT
I just smile. "So, you don't believe my theory?" I ask him.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 21, 2007 13:43:32 GMT
"I think...it works for some people, but others are just plain black and white. Life isn't all shades of grey and all."
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