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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 11, 2007 19:49:44 GMT
"Yeah," I say, taking a firewhiskey as well.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 11, 2007 19:59:08 GMT
I take a sip of my firewhiskey,"Hey Ian, have you ever wanted to change things?"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 11, 2007 20:01:13 GMT
"Like how they are now? Or the past?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 11, 2007 20:04:34 GMT
"Both," I comment.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 11, 2007 20:09:54 GMT
"Yes, I've wanted to change practically everything. But if I did, I'd be a different person. Why do you ask?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 11, 2007 20:10:47 GMT
"I was just wondering making small talk if you will,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 11, 2007 20:11:57 GMT
"Would you change it? Given the chance?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 11, 2007 20:17:04 GMT
"Yes, a thousand times over."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 11, 2007 20:20:43 GMT
"Even though it would change who you are now?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 11, 2007 20:25:12 GMT
I nod,"I'd rather not be me right now,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 16:34:37 GMT
"You'd rather be a stranger? With some perfect little happy life and no fucking stamina?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 12, 2007 18:15:31 GMT
"I wouldnt mind a happy life," I reply curtly."It's better then what I have now."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 19:00:09 GMT
"It would be easy. What's the point if it's easy? Just sail through everything. It's much more satisfying to look back at the end and say 'Fuck you. It's over' than look back and say 'well, I had a good run'. That's what I think anyway." I shrug.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 12, 2007 19:32:40 GMT
"Well we have different veiws on things," I counter."Knowing what I did and how it turned out, if I could go back and do the opposite, I could see if the outcome was better."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 19:39:21 GMT
"And it might be equally shit."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 12, 2007 19:40:15 GMT
"or it could change your life drastically. For the better even,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 12, 2007 19:47:32 GMT
"Maybe." I say, not really believing there was a better anywhere or in any plain of reality.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 12, 2007 22:31:58 GMT
"It was just a thought," I sigh taking a drink.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 15:35:03 GMT
"Funny what just a thought can do."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 13, 2007 16:56:28 GMT
After a few drinks I was getting a bit tipsy.
I laugh,"Oh my god, I just remembered, when I was around 10, I hexed my aunt's teapot to make it scream profanities at her. It's was insane, what's worse my da helped."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:15:39 GMT
I start laughing. "Nice. How much shit did you get into for that one?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 13, 2007 17:17:29 GMT
"That's the insane thing, I didnt get into any trouble at all."
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:18:20 GMT
"How the fuck did you get out of it?" I laugh.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 13, 2007 17:19:08 GMT
I grin,"I put on my innocent face,"
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:24:25 GMT
"Oh yeah, the innocent but completely inaccurate face."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 13, 2007 17:28:36 GMT
"Well I used to be innocent you know," I laugh.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:29:57 GMT
"Used to be...not anymore. You admit it. I win."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 13, 2007 17:35:04 GMT
I stick my tongue out at him.
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Post by Ian Hunt on Jun 13, 2007 17:35:59 GMT
"Very mature." I note.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jun 13, 2007 17:41:15 GMT
"Whoever said I was mature?" I ask raising an eyebrow.
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