a very drunk fabian

[Isabella Knox]

"Okay so maybe you need help when it comes to naming her." I laugh. "And as for the feeding, first we have to find out whether she's still on milk, or whether she's on solid food."

[hoot]

"i need a lot of help naming her." i laugh, "and she looks a bit to young to eat solid. by the looks of it she was born about a week or two ago." i chuckle and smile slightly down at her.

[Isabella Knox]

"Okay so we need milk. Has anyone seen a cow?" I joke. "Well have you got any names in mind, or any names that you like?" I ask.

[hoot]

"hmm..." i think for a bit. she's got cows in my mind now. "ok well once gideion were wandering around then saw a bunch of this special gems called Amalia, maybe i can name her that..." i pause. i like it so that's her name. "now for a middle name...my nameing energy has come and gone so i can i just use your first name as her middle name?" i ask looking at isa. Amalia Isabella Prewett. sounded nice enough.

[Isabella Knox]

"Sounds great to me." I grin "I like her middle name very much." I laugh

[hoot]

"oh i wonder why." i laugh sarcasticly. "but yeah. it sounds nice. Amalia Isabella Prewett. yeah i think that-" i start but she starts to cry. it get's louder and louder and even a bit louder. "isa what do i do?" i say starting to panic.

[Isabella Knox]

"Oh erm......maybe she's hungry, or she needs the toilet, or she wants to go to sleep." I say, ticking of the things Molly checked when Bill cried.

[hoot]

"she was just asleep for an hour, or however long i was drinking, and i've got no food, and how can a baby use the tolit?" i ask trying to calm down. just then she stops crying then looks up at me. i let out a sigh of relief and look back at isa. "god, i don't know if i can do this..." i mutter softly

[Isabella Knox]

"I'll help you, don't worry." I smile. "Can i hold her?" I ask.

[hoot]

"go right ahead." i say and hand amalia to her. "i have no idea how to hold a baby anyways." i chuckle

[Isabella Knox]

I laugh and hold Amalia the way Molly had taught me how to hold babies. "She's so tiny." I say

[hoot]

"yeah.. i thought that babies were bigger." i say then look down at amalia. she was looking back at me. "isa..why is she looking at me?" i say still looking at amalia.

[Isabella Knox]

"Because you're her Daddy." i smile. "And she already loves you."

[hoot]

"yeah i love her to i guess." i say, but something was telling me that i did love her . more than earth ans sky. "her mums probably dead." i say, but it was true. whoever her mother was, she was mot likely dead.

[Isabella Knox]

"She going to need a mummy." I sigh, rocking her slowly.

[hoot]

"who? i don't have a serious girlfriend or anything and bamo that means no wife." i chuckle and look down at amalia and stroke her head moving some of the hair in a different direction. i smile while i look down at her.

[Isabella Knox]

"She needs someone, Fabian." I say "A yound child needs two parents to look after them, you don't need to have a realationship with them." I say.

[hoot]

"well still then i don't know who." i sigh and lead her over so we can sit down. i move the chair out for her and push it in once she sits. always was a gentleman. i sit infront of her and look at amalia. i run a hand through my hair and sigh.

[Isabella Knox]

"I tell you what, i could help with her for now. Until you find someone more suitable and mature." I shrug, it was better than her having no mother figure whatsoever.

[hoot]

"isa no. i can't let you do that. your to young, you need to live your life as much as you can now. i don't want you to have to help take care of a baby when you should be out doing teenage things." i say "isa i would never ask you to do that."

[Isabella Knox]

"Who else is there Fabian? Molly's already got enough on her hands full." I shrug. "If it makes you happier, i'll only look after her whenever it's impossible for you too."

[hoot]

i sighed and rested my elbows on the table with my head in my hands. i wasn't going to ask molly to help me. i knew that she already had enough with bill. i was looking at amalia and up at isa then back at amalia. she was right, i couldn't do this on my own and amalia needed someone else around her. i sighed then said, still looking at amalia. "you sure?"

[Isabella Knox]

"I'm not the kid you and Gidieon left here. I grew up Fabie." I smile sadly, stroking Amalia's hair. "I can handle it."

[hoot]

i smile slightly. i knew she grew up. that was what i had missed. i left a small isa that i would have to save from the big bullys, then i come back and here's a young woman isa that was figureing out her life. and i knew she could handel it. i never doubted it. "what about your boyfriend? the ricky guy?" i ask sitting back up

[Isabella Knox]

"Well he doesn't get much of a say in the matter." I say confidently "I don't think he'd mind anyway, he'd be willing to help, if needed."

[hoot]

Well he doesn't get much of a say in the matter...."akways were stubbon." i laugh slightly. she was stubborn and she seemed like she wanted to help me. and i know she wasn't giving up. i smile and look up at her. "ok, but isa..are you sure?" i ask again

[Isabella Knox]

"I'm positive." I smile, reaching out and squeezing his hand in a reassurring way.

[hoot]

i smile and hold onto her hand. "ok. well we need to go and get some things for her so we can survive." i chuckle and stand up and go over and pull her chair out and help her up. "do you know what we need?" i ask her

[Isabella Knox]

"We need bottles, nappies, milk, clothes, a place for her to sleep....." I trail off looking up at Fabian, "Molly has most of that stuff."

[hoot]

"ok. i've got money so i can just buy it. i've already given molly some money, and she needs that stuff for that other baby." i say. molly didn't have much money and she needed to use that stuff. "and what the hell is an nappie?" i laugh and open the door for her