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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 23, 2008 3:33:58 GMT
Needing some time to just be alone I walked slowly up to the room of requirement. I opened the door when it appeared and walked inside, going over to sit on the comfy couch that I had thought of. I sat down and pulled my knees to my chest, trying to clear my mind. "Maybe this wasn't a good place to come..." I say quietly to myself looking around, not believing that I actually forgot how much me and Riyann had hung out here. I realised I wasn't ready to be here or be alone, I got up and was about to leave when the door pushed open.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 23, 2008 23:40:47 GMT
Briar strolled through the halls of Hogwarts aimlessly. Shelby wasn't in her class, so she obviously wasn't here. She noticed something, the blank wall. Memories flooded her mind and she sighed. A door popped and opened it up carefully so she wouldn't hurt her bandaged wrists. "Holy shit!" She cried and jumped back when someone was in there.
{{You made this lastnight you crazy..person? x] }}
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 23, 2008 23:46:23 GMT
{lol, i made for someone else xD and i've made so many threads lately i couldn't think of how to start a new one, lol}
I jumped a bit when I heard Briar yell, not expecting to scare anybody. "Sorry.. Didn't mean to scare you.." I say to her, knowing I must've looked like a mess.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 23, 2008 23:55:06 GMT
{XD Well, don't I feel loved. Hehehehe, I stole someone elses threaaad.}}
Briar put a hand to her chest and looked over at Riley. Her eyes widened at the site of him and walked over to him slowly. "Ri, what's wrong?" She asked quietly. The things that were on her mind were vanished for the moment. The only thing she was worrying about right now was her best friend.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 0:04:08 GMT
{lol, i'll make another one for her later ^^}
I saw the worried look Briar was giving me as she walked forward and realized she still hadn't heard. I took in a shaky breath and shook my head faintly, still not being able to say anything about this without getting upset. I felt a few tears roll down my cheek, ".. It's Riyann.." I say quietly, my voice a little ruff.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 0:12:56 GMT
{{Eh, I aint using size 1 -.- Who was it for?}}
Briar watched him for a moment then understood. The way Briar was when Logan died. She wiped away his tears and nodded in understanding, "O-oh," She said quietly. "I'm sorry Ri." She pulled him into a short hug then pulled away.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 0:16:13 GMT
I hugged her back and had a few more tears fall down my cheek, nodding my head slightly, not wanting to speak, feeling a knot in my throat.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 0:24:51 GMT
"I've never seen you like this Riley," Briar muttered softly, "I-if you ever want to talk about it..anything, I'm here okay? I know what you're going through."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 0:28:36 GMT
I nodded slightly again and swallowed slightly, trying to keep from more tears spilling over my eyes. "Thanks Briar..." I say quietly, not knowing what else to say.
{lol, yeah, size 1's annoying to put on ^^ ... it was for areil foster? i think, lol}
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 0:34:14 GMT
Briar pulled away and smiled weakly, "You're strong Riley. Do you want all the Crescent's to be looking down right now and smiling in triumpht? Because I technically can't hurt them if they're already dead ," She shook her head.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 0:38:34 GMT
{i'm confused... lol}
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 0:43:13 GMT
{{You're always confused XD She's saying, to quit crying and keep your head held high because the mean ol' Crescents from the fight will be looking down and smiling in triumph if he cries ^.^}}
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 0:46:41 GMT
{Oooooh, haha xD got'cha .. and yes i am } I gave her a very weak smile and then shook my head slightly, "I can't seem to stop lately..." I say, the small smile that I had, fading.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 0:59:07 GMT
Briar sighed and leaned back slightly, carefully crossing her arms so she didn't hit her wrists. "I know Ri, but it'll get easier over time."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 1:03:44 GMT
I nod my head faintly, having her arms catch my eyes and seeing her wrists, "Briar, what happend?" I asked taking a small step closer to her, frowning.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 1:08:27 GMT
Briar rose her eyebrows and said, "Long story," quietly.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 1:11:58 GMT
"I have time.." I said quietly, kind of happy for a distraction, to think of something else rather than what I had been the past few days.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 1:18:53 GMT
Briar sighed and said, "Fine. Only because I love you though. Well, Logan came home, alive, we got close. He asked me if I was ready for kid number 4. I told him no, he got upset. I went to go check on the twins and Jenny got hurt because he moved when she tried to sit on his lap. I came in to help and she said that she wanted her mom, since you weren't I tried to help her but she yelled at me saying I wasn't her mom. He said some shit to me and I slapped him, said some..rude things to Jenny and ran back into the twins room. They came in, Logan saying that we was taking Jenny to St. Mungos. Jenny pulled on my arm saying that I was coming too. I told him to go back to..um..Shelby, because it felt as if he was comparing me to her. I said to Jenny that I was going to try and heal her before she said all those things. Jenny said, 'Mom, please come with me' and Logan said for her not to call me that again because it would hurt the person that truly cared. I screamed at him to kill me and to leave. He...he took the twins out of the room after that and Jenny tried jumping out the window because she thought it was all her fault. I told her it wasn't and raced after Logan. H-he told me that he was ridding my duties as a mom and that he was going to put the twins up for adoption. I begged him not to and he told me I don't deserve them. I told him Alex was right then and that I had nothing else to live for. He said, and I qoute, "You may have them back, once you bare me a child." I ran into the bathroom, punched the mirror, picked up a shard of glass and well.." She motioned to her bandages after that. The tell didn't hurt to say as much, but she still felt a pang in her heart whenever she recalled the memory.
{{I love copy and paste XD}}
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 1:33:53 GMT
{It is handy, lol}
I listened to everything she said and shook his head slightly, "I'm so sorry Briar.." I said pulling her back into another hug.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 1:43:52 GMT
Briar hugged him back and muttered a, "I'll be okay."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 1:48:01 GMT
"Are you sure?" I asked her still frowning.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 1:53:29 GMT
Briar smiled slightly and nodded, "Logan explained why he was so desperate. I'm fine, the twins are still with me. And Jenny's arm is healed."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 1:54:32 GMT
I nod my head slightly, "Okay... That's good then.." I say biting my lip a little.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 1:58:34 GMT
Briar sighed and said, "If you keep biting your lip, it's going be all weird or ripped to shreds."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 2:00:00 GMT
"Habit.." I say with a small shrug, "But yeah, you're probably right."
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 2:05:57 GMT
Briar smiled and clipped him around the chin, "I'm always right, remember?"
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 2:09:10 GMT
I smiled very weakly and nodded, thankful for a small break of not thinking about how depressed I was.
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 2:12:16 GMT
Briar frowned when she seen how weakly he smiled and suddenly wished she had some icecream and muggle movies. When she seen a mini refridgerator, television, and videos appear.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 24, 2008 2:18:26 GMT
I saw a few things appear and looked at them, "Movies?"
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Post by Briar Vassler on Jan 24, 2008 2:20:58 GMT
"We need someway to cheer your sad ass up," Briar said simply.
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