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Post by fire on Oct 15, 2007 5:05:53 GMT
"Yes you are and for that I love you with all my heart no ones ever done that for me" I said looking into his eyes and rest my head on his chest
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 15, 2007 5:14:02 GMT
The feeling of guilt came back and I couldn't take it any longer.
"There's something I should tell you..." I said slowly before I could stop myself.
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Post by fire on Oct 15, 2007 5:14:36 GMT
I lok at him with concern "Okay" i said
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 15, 2007 5:17:25 GMT
"I.. uh..." I stopped for a moment and swallowed, "That last thing I want to do is hurt you" I began to say to her quietly, "I kissed someone else" I said before I could stop myself again.
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Post by fire on Oct 15, 2007 5:21:27 GMT
I feel my heart drop and instant tears in my eyes a knot formed in my throat "Rrriley? Hhow could you" I said feeling the tears run down as i pulled myself away from him "How can you not hurt me thats the last thing i ever expected from you' I add
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 15, 2007 5:25:51 GMT
"I... It just happend..." I say slightly panicking trying to explain, "I never wanted to hurt you... It really is the last thing I ever wanted to do..." I see tears rolling down her cheeks and I feel worse than ever.
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Post by fire on Oct 15, 2007 5:27:42 GMT
"Yeah and i bet she kissed you back" i say and walk away from him feling very hurt I cried more
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 15, 2007 5:33:17 GMT
I pushed my hair out of my face and followed her as she walked away.
"Janie, wait..." I said catching up with her, "I'm sorry, I just couldn't hold it in any longer. I feel horrible... If somebody told me today that I did what I did, I never would have believed them..." I say now feeling more guilty than I did a moment before, "It was actually more of a peck than anything..."
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Post by fire on Oct 15, 2007 5:36:50 GMT
"I bet you even like her" i say not being able to look at him anymore "Riley out of 18 years in my life ive always been betreayed lied to and always been hurt I thought you were different" I cry "I thought more of you" I say looking in his eyes and fall on the grass ringin my knees to my chest
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 15, 2007 5:41:28 GMT
"I don't know what I was thinking... I wasn't really thinking at all actually" I tell her, sitting down next to her, not knowing what to say, I was so confused right now that I didn't know the answers to all the questions yet, "I don't think that I could be any more sorry right now..." I said putting my head down in my hands.
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Post by fire on Oct 15, 2007 5:46:00 GMT
I look up at him seeing he did feel bad then I felt bad for my reaction "Riley Im glad you told me you, were being honest and i reacted like a mad cow" I said wiping tears from my cheeks "Im sorry i reacted the way I did I just couldnt think you could ever do that" I add
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 15, 2007 5:49:57 GMT
"No, you had every right to react the way you did." I tell her lifting my head for a moment, "You put all of your trust in me, and even if you forgive me, I don't think I could ever forgive myself..." I look over at her and then back down again, "I'm just so confused..." I add running my hand through my hair.
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Post by fire on Oct 15, 2007 5:52:54 GMT
"Riley you have more of my trust now I love you and im just glad you told me before anyone else" I said and lift his chin up and give him a soft kiss
ooc- hehe that was dramatic XD well i g2g my beds calling my name "lindsey vome to sleep" haha ill ttyl
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 15, 2007 6:03:06 GMT
I kiss her softly back not knowing what to say, wondering if she was still thinking of the questions she asked me that I never really answered.
As she kissed me, all I could think was how much I loved her and how much I was starting to like Riyann.
Now I felt beyond guilty, I was withholding information, and I alreayd hurt her once, I didn't want to do it again.
[[ haha, it sure was!!... lol, yeah, me too, i lost track of time, whoops, haha... my bed's definately calling my name as well, night! ]]
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Post by fire on Oct 16, 2007 2:16:49 GMT
"Riley i love you more than words can say" I tell him softly after i break from the kiss
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 16, 2007 2:24:08 GMT
"I love you too..." I said, thinking that I really do love her, I was just confused.
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Post by fire on Oct 16, 2007 2:29:36 GMT
I smile at him 'Im not mad at you" I say softly and hug him
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 16, 2007 2:36:19 GMT
I hug her back, "I feel like you should be" I said quietly
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Post by fire on Oct 16, 2007 2:37:14 GMT
I stay quiet and hug hi tighter "I love you too much not to" I tell him after a moment of silence
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 16, 2007 2:45:27 GMT
I tightened the hug as well and slightly rest my head on her shoulder smiling.
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Post by fire on Oct 16, 2007 2:50:20 GMT
I smile and kiss him softly
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 16, 2007 2:53:29 GMT
I kiss her back and after a few moments slowly pull away and rest my forehead on hers.
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Post by fire on Oct 16, 2007 2:54:41 GMT
I look in his eyes and smile I loved him with all my heart "I love you so much" i tell him
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 16, 2007 2:56:22 GMT
I smile too looking into her eyes as well, "I love you too.." I say chuckling slightly at how many times it had been said within the past few hours.
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Post by fire on Oct 16, 2007 2:58:39 GMT
I was still disappointed with what he told me "Riley i ned to tell you something as well
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 16, 2007 3:01:30 GMT
"Okay.." I said waiting for her to tell me
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Post by fire on Oct 16, 2007 3:07:04 GMT
"Okay.. since i turned 10 my parents have been training for me to go into the war but to go against Order Members meaning me serve for the dark loard" i say still looking in his eyes
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 16, 2007 3:11:13 GMT
I didn't say anything for a few moments, "You.. You're not going to do it are you?" I asked her curiously
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Post by fire on Oct 16, 2007 3:36:51 GMT
"all the tourture i went through all the things ive done Hell no" i said "My parents are long gone and i have no presure" I said "Why" I ask
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Post by Riley Pearson on Oct 16, 2007 3:41:04 GMT
"I'm on the order's side" I said quietly looking from the ground up to her, "They tortured you?" I asked her slowly in a quiet voice.
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