I miss you

[Michael Watkins]

"I'm sorry, Jo." I whisper to myself. "So sorry."
I lay on the floor in the RoR.
The room was blank and bare, just how I was feeling and I was just lying in the middle of the floor, looking up at the ceiling.
I force myself to sit up, knowing doing this wasn't good for me, and pick up my guitar.
I start to play, singing softly to myself as I did so.

"Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time

And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and
Stop this pain tonight,
stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)"

[honker]

I hear something coming from the RoR but feeling that I wasn't supposed to listen, just walked on by.

[hiddenindarkness]

I walked up by the RoR only to hear Mika singing. I battled with myself to go in. I raised my hand to knock, but I drew back. 'I can't face him,' I thought, 'This is my fault too.' I looked at the ground and let the tears fall. My knees buckled and I fell to the ground crying as I listened to Mika sing his sound. 'Jo,' I thought, 'Why?'

[Isabella Knox]

I walk along the seventh floor corridor and see Sayuri outside the RoR, i run up to her.
"Yuri what's wrong?" I ask as i crouch down next to her and faintly hear someone singing inside the RoR.

[Dorcas Meadowes]

I know I shouldn't go in there because Mika needs some alone time, but I couldn't help it, he was playing one of my favorite songs. "Hey Mika!" I say as I walk in.

[hiddenindarkness]

I looked up to Bella. "Mika," I said weakly. I watched as Cass came up and went in to address Mika. "Cass, wait!"

[Dorcas Meadowes]

I short stop and turn to Yuri and say,"I know I shouldn't go in there but he is singing I miss you. It is one of my all time favorite songs. I can't help it. Its practically calling me.

[Isabella Knox]

"Not now Cass." I say sadly "He's hurting, and you're to hyperactive." I add.

[Dorcas Meadowes]

"I always am." I say starting to hum along to the song.

[hiddenindarkness]

"Cass, he needs to be alone," I stated weakly, "I know how you feel, but we can't. He needs to come to us. We can't barge in on him and expect him to talk to us or accept us at this moment."

[Dorcas Meadowes]

"I know." I say.

[hiddenindarkness]

"Okay," I say, "Lets leave him alone."

[Michael Watkins]

I heard the whole conversation outside and set my guitar aside, with a sigh, then go and stand in the door.
"You can come in, I'm not going to be angry at all." I say quietly.

[hiddenindarkness]

I looked up to see Mika through my tear stained face. "Mika," I said weakly, "I am so sorry. It is my fault. I tried to help both of you and I failed."

[Michael Watkins]

"It's not your fault." I say numbly. "If it's anyone it's mine. She died so I wouldn't have to."

[hiddenindarkness]

I shook my head. "I had a chance to stop her, but didn't," I whispered. I stood up shaking and turned to run.

[Dorcas Meadowes]

"Yuri its not!" I call to her.

[hiddenindarkness]

I kept running. I felt like hiding from the world. From my friends, from Michael, from everyone. I tripped over something and cursed loudly. I fell to the floor with a thud. The hall was empty and I crawled over to the wall and pulled my knees to my stomach and sat there frozen in thought.

[Michael Watkins]

"It wasn't her." I say quietly to Cas. "I was the last one to see her, I had the chance to stop her. I failed."

[Dorcas Meadowes]

"No one failed. She knew what she was doing and she made the choice." I say.