Bitter.

[Kyra Demure]

Kyra elegantly opened the cover of the book, reading carefully through every line. Making sure she took everything in, as she slowly brought her long legs up onto the chair and crossed them gently. She held the book gently with one hand, and with her other hand, playing with her lip ever so slightly. Getting comfortable, she carried on reading. Her crystal blue eyes inspired by the amount of grammar and description of the writing.

Thoughts running through her head, this book reminded her of her past, how she felt and what she did to try and fit in. She out the book down on her lap swiftly, pulling down her sleeves to her hands. Resting her chin in her palm, she sighed very softly. Her eyes wondering the walls of the library, looking at every detail. As she got flashbacks, memoring her best friend, on how she died. On how she couldn't believe she died, that she would never see her again.

But she was a bitch, she always lied to her. Always making her change, making her cry. Always saying she was nothing. Bitter fucking bitch. Glad she died... She bit her lip slightly. and took one last breath and sighed one last time before she tried to forget about it.

Picking up the book again, from her lap. Her eyes diverted back tot he book, to the last line she got up to and she carried on. With her other hand, moving her hair out of her eyes and placing it behind her ear. Shoving her hand back onto her left leg.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I walked through the walls to the Library, not caring about feeling like I was normal like I had the other day and done things as if I weren't dead. Looking around in frustration I noticed the walls lined with books and other shelves filled with them and was angry because I used to love coming here.
Looking around again I saw Kyra and almost wanted to leave, but I didn't want to, I didn't want to run from the fact that I was dead. I just went past her, mumbling a hi and looked at the books, trying to grab one of my favorites but giving up when I knew it just wouldn't work.

[Kyra Demure]

Once Kyra smelt someone come in and plus they mumbled hi to her, she glanced up. Her mouth dropped slightly, "Riy-riyann?" She asked, she titled her head slightly. And raised an eyebrow lightly, "Your dead? Why are you dead? Why?" She muttered slightly.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I stood there, staring at the book in anger but nodded anyways. "I don't remember." I whispered, wanting to remember why or how I'd died.

[Kyra Demure]

"Riy.." Kyra said softly, shoving her book down and walking over to her. "We'll find out, I promise." She said before she hugged her tightly. What do expect? Best friend? Hugging? Vampire? Ghost? They can hug.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded, a little shocked at first that Kyra could hug me, but ignored that and hugged her back, glad for any small contact. "Thanks." I whispered.

[Kyra Demure]

Kyra sighed as she pulled away, looking in to her eyes. "Do you know when this happend?"

[Riyann Servansikk]

I shook my head. "A couple days ago was when I first remember." I said simply with a frown. "I foundout how it happened though."

[Kyra Demure]

"Hm?" Kyra asked, raising an eyebrow slightly. "How?"

[Riyann Servansikk]

I raised my head, showing the front part of my neck and the deep cut. "I'm pretty sure this would be the reason." I said and blinked away a few tears from the burning sensation from the cut, one of the few things I could feel.

[Kyra Demure]

"Geez..." Kyra said, looking at it. "That's deep..." She cringed. "Does it stil hurt?"

[Riyann Servansikk]

"It's always burning." I said, not remembering once in the past couple of days that it let up.

[Kyra Demure]

"Damn, that must be...Damn.." Kyra said, almost touching it but keeping away from it.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded, looking at her. "I miss Riley." I said, even though I'd just seen him, but I really missed him, his touch, everything.

[Kyra Demure]

Kyra sighed, "I know, I know. It must feel horrible. How is he taking all this?" She siad softly.

[Riyann Servansikk]

"He can't stand it." I said quietly, seeing the tears fall again. "He thought about dying." I added quieter, hoping he won't ever think about it again.

[Kyra Demure]

Kyra sighed, wrapping her arms around her again. "Sorry...." She said softly.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I shook my head lightly. "It'll all work out." I said shakily, wanting to believe it as much as I could, but not in the least. "Right?"

[Kyra Demure]

Kyra nodded, even though she didn't know it truely would be. But she was one of her closest friends, "Of course it will."

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded, going over to Kyra and hugging her tight. "Thanks." I whispered with a small laugh.

[Kyra Demure]

Kyra chuckled lightly and nodded herself, "What friends are for."

[Riyann Servansikk]

I grinned lightly and nodded. "Yup, friends." I whispered, looking at Kyra.

[Kyra Demure]

Kyra grinned lightly and hugged her a bit more tighter, kissing her lightly on her forehead.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I grinned, not moving much, grinning wider as Kyra kissed my forehead. It had been a while since I could feel anything.

[Kyra Demure]

Kyra smiled, "You feel a tiny bit better?" SHe asked, even though she might not.

[Riyann Servansikk]

I nodded, "Yea. Thanks." I whispered and hugged Kyra tight again.

[Kyra Demure]

Kyra smiled slightly, hugging her back. Before she moved away slightly. "So apart from all this, how have you been?"

[Riyann Servansikk]

I shrugged, "I dunno, it just all seems to be this." I said, hoping she'd know what I meant.

[Kyra Demure]

Kyra nodded, "Ah, I see.." She said, still feeling bad for her. "Remember our hyper streaks?"

[Riyann Servansikk]

"It's fine." I said lightly, shrugging. "Yea." I add, grinning a bit at that. "That I do."