Quiet

[Isabella Knox]

I sat at a table in the library with my head resting on my arms, which were lain across the table top. I breathe in and out smoothly, letting my eyes close, listening to the very quiet sounds, i'd never have heard if i were anywhere else.
I'd come to the one place i knew that would be quiet. Quiet enough for me to hear myself think.
I felt like i was in too deep. Though some of my friends were in deeper.
I felt like i couldn't take this war much longer.
The constant stress of trying to keep away from people that were trying to kill me.
The constant worry that one of my friends would get hurt.
The constant grief of those i had lost already.
"Shit." I mumble quietly. Now wanting other things on my mind.
Not wanting to think of the ever going depressing thoughts that were always wizzing round my brain.
I realised i needed the murmer of other people talking around me.
I needed things to keep my mind off this.

[Ian Hunt]

I'd been wandering around the school for a while, aimlessly, just thinking, when I see Izzy in the library and make my way over, stopping behind the seat opposite her.
"Mind if I join you?" I ask, voice still hoarse from Logan's attempt, scar still stiff and obvious across my neck.

[Isabella Knox]

"Yeah, go ahead. Please spare me from my own mind." I say, lifting my head up.
My eyes linger on the scar on his neck for a moment, and i feel a flicker of fury go through me. But i shake it away, knowing that there was nothing i could do now.

[Ian Hunt]

I pull the chair back with my left hand as my right arm still ached where the bone had been fused back together, and sit gingerly, not wanting to move too fast or too suddenly.
"You alright?"

[Isabella Knox]

"Fine." I answer simply, not in the mood to explain my mental emotions. I couldn't even explain them to myself.
"My brain is driving me insane. I might have to rip it out and stomp on it soon. Yourself?" I ask, watching him carefully as he sits down.

[Ian Hunt]

"That'd be painful and make conversation with you rather lacking," I remark, "Been better. A lot better. But I'm alive. Got you to thank for that."

[Isabella Knox]

"Yeah, plus i can't be bothered to go through all that effort." I say with a small smile.
"Hey what do think i'd do, just leave you on the ground to bleed to death?"

[Ian Hunt]

"Probably should have done," I smile painfully, "Can I ask, just one thing though?"

[ooc-like the new banner.]

[Isabella Knox]

"Hey you know i would never do something that horrible." I say with a smile. "Shoot."

[[Cheers, i got well bored and decided to make one with Kim in it.]]

[Ian Hunt]

"Maddie-...Maddie doesn't know yet, I don't think. And she's going to find out, seeing as it's obvious, but I'm not going to tell her it was Logan. She's worried enough and I don't want-...I don't want her to know. I'll think of something else to tell her. I'll tell her I tried to kill myself again or something, so could you please keep it to yourself, that it was him?" I ask.

[ooc-damn you and your banner making skill. lol.]

[Isabella Knox]

"I was going to anyway. Me and Sirius specifically told the staff at St. Mungo's not to tell Maddie." I reply. "Though i don't think telling her you tried to kill yourself again would be a very wise idea either."

[[Heehee, i've made a few banners for people on this site as well. Though they don't know it lol. It just shows how bored i get lol.]]

[Ian Hunt]

"Thanks. And that's a last resort if I can't think of anything else." I reply, "First time I nearly died when I haven't done it to myself. Shook me up a bit, I guess."

[ooc-lol like who?]

[Isabella Knox]

"I don't blame you. I would damn well be shaken up too if i'd nearly been murdered."

[[Erm....*checks saved files* I think i've done one for Maddie. I think i've done one for Ian aswell. I'm not sure. Can't be bothered to look though all my files. But they don't have any words on them. Just the blended pictures.]]

[Ian Hunt]

I nod, looking at the table, "The bastard knows how to get to people, I'll give him that," I admit.

[ooc-cool. when you can be bothered to look through your files can i see?]

[Isabella Knox]

"He certainly does. He's smart, i must admit."

[[Yeah sure. Though they're definately not as good as the ones Robbi Gage makes.]]

[Ian Hunt]

"He-...he made Erin kill herself." I say softly, "Told me. Before he tried to kill me. I don't know if he was trying to get to me or if he was-...lying, I don't know, but it worked. Need to learn to control my temper, I guess."

[ooc-i like your banners. they're cool. and i have a short attention span and get bored of banners quick so i might have to bug you to see your banners more often. lol.]

[Isabella Knox]

"He-...he did that." I say, clenching my jaw tightly for a moment in repressed anger. "He just loves provoking people, turning people against each other. Doing anything that causes any other human being misery."

[[Thanks. ;D Hey, if you have any requests, just send me some pictures and what text and stuff and i'll give it a go.]]

[Ian Hunt]

"He always has. Even when we were kids. Sick fuck. He was 11 when he tortured someone for the first time...that's...wrong. Just wrong." I mutter.

[ooc-yay i may do that.]

[Isabella Knox]

"Fuck-...that's just-...i can't even put him into words anymore." I say, shaking my head.

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[Ian Hunt]

"I gave him a black eye for that though. Was my cousin. Who he tortured. Fucked her up bad. But that's just Logan for you. Will, his brother, he's planning on taking him down, but I'm not really much use to help him for the moment."

[ooc-lol you probably would but you could take your time on requests cos they can't do shit about it if you do. lol.]

[Isabella Knox]

"Logan has a brother?" I ask, surprised.

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[Ian Hunt]

"Twin." I nod, "Will. He's a good guy. Never guess they're related."

[ooc-cool you should. i'll be your first custom if you want cos i'm bored of the banner i got at the moment.]

[Isabella Knox]

"I bet they don't get on then."

[[I'll start it tomorrow, i'm being chucked off now. *Scowls* Though i am pretty tired too]]

[Ian Hunt]

"No, not at all."

[ooc-well it is 1.46 in the morning. lol. i should go soon as well. before i die of exhaustion.]

[Isabella Knox]

"Well i wouldn't think Logan would get along with anyone."

[[Yeah time for bed i think. I did once stay on all night though, fell asleep a few times at the keyboard lol. Anyway night night, speak to you tomorrow ;D ]]

[Ian Hunt]

"Used to. We were all friends. All fucking six of us."

[ooc-night.]

[Isabella Knox]

"Were you like him too?" I ask after a slight pause.

[[Lol guess who's recording herself right now.]]

[Ian Hunt]

"Yes." I reply after a moment, "But I'm not anymore."

[ooc-wow...*does spontaneous happy dance then dies of impatience*]

[Isabella Knox]

I stay silent, mulling over things in my mind. "I heard what you did to Mika." I mumble after a while.

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[Ian Hunt]

I look at the table, "Self preservation." I mutter.

[ooc-agh...hurry up...i want to hear your voice! lol...that sounded kinda stalkerish]