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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 1:29:08 GMT
I walked into the library.
'Pregnant' The word echoed in my head. I shuddered. I couldn't be pregnant, not with him gone.
I needed to be able to get ahold of him somehow. "but how?" I asked myself scanning the shelfs. Nothing caught my eye.
I was never good at this.
'I am so NOT ready to have a baby, I can barely keep myself alive, let along someone else' I sighed as I took a seat with a book I knew wouldn't help. I opened it up and started to read the page. Nothing was sticking.
'Could the timming be any worse?' I gave up on the book and slammed it shut. The librarian glared at me but I ignored her.
'This is stupid' I thought to myself using my arm to hold my head up. 'Why did he have to leave...I need him now more then ever'
I took a deep breath. There was no way i was going to lose it in the library.
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 1:31:05 GMT
"you ok" i ask seeing Thorn
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 1:32:01 GMT
I nodded not really looking at her. I sighed and got up to search for another book.
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 1:32:47 GMT
"are you sure" i ask following her not believing her in the slightest
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 1:34:40 GMT
I looked at her with sadness in my eyes. "I can't believe his really gone" I said queitly and looked back at the shelf. I reached for a book titled. "Lost of a love one" I flipped through it.
It looked usefull. I walked back to the table and sat down looking at the process. I sighed 'to complicated'
I gave up on that one and shut it. I slumped in my chair. "This Library is completly useless" I said in an angry mumble.
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 1:36:20 GMT
"what happened" i ask quietly not knowing what she was talking about
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 1:37:25 GMT
"Jerami killed Volkaric" I said staring at the table. 'Keep ahold of yourself Thorn' Said the voice...like it does every minute of the day now. I glared at it.
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 1:39:45 GMT
"what when?" i ask suprised
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 1:40:55 GMT
"Acouple of days ago" I started playing with the end of the table. Some of the wood was breaking off. "And I killed Jerami, before he had to a chance to kill me"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 1:42:05 GMT
"wow" i say quietly then look up at her "How are you doing?" i ask
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 1:43:32 GMT
"How do you think?" I asked with coldness in my voice. It wasn't towards her, but I was so furious. Things seemed to go from bad to worse in my life.
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 1:45:07 GMT
"yeah really dumb question but ive never been good at this whole caring thing, sorry" i say laughing slightly
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 1:48:10 GMT
I shook my head "Not your fault" My hands were clenched into fist. I didn't notice untill I felt the blood on my palms.
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 1:49:34 GMT
"Do you need anything?" i ask not sure what else to say
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 1:51:25 GMT
"I need to talk to him" I said clencthing and unclenthing my fist. "It's important"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 1:52:20 GMT
"talk to Volkaric?" i ask
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 1:53:26 GMT
I nodded slowly. "I know it sounds absolutly ridicolous (Sp?) But I need to know" I looked at her.
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 1:54:40 GMT
"ok" i say slowly thinking "Any idea how your gonna manage that?"
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 1:56:12 GMT
I shook my head. "Thats what I was in here looking for"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 1:57:03 GMT
"how long do you think you need?" i ask still thinking
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 1:58:14 GMT
I shrugged "I have no idea. I have to tell that im..." I stopped talking not knowing if I wanted anyone to know or not yet.
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 1:59:29 GMT
"your?"i say slighly distracted
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 2:05:55 GMT
I shook my head. "Nothing"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 2:06:49 GMT
"ok so i guess lets get started looking through books" i say grabbing a random one
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 2:08:33 GMT
I nodded in agreement. I opened up the two I already had in front of me. "I suck at the research thing" I looked at her "so you know"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 2:10:22 GMT
"yeah me too" i say
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 2:14:49 GMT
I forced a smile. "Thanx" I said queitly. "For helping me I mean" I looked back to the book.
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 2:16:31 GMT
i pause for a second "your welcome, i may be a bitch but im not that bad" i say
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Post by Thorn R. on Jun 1, 2007 2:23:16 GMT
I smiled "Same with me" I sighed. "Ugh, this is pointless"
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Post by Marlene McKinnon on Jun 1, 2007 10:41:29 GMT
"no its not we'll find something" i say to her
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