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Post by Molly Weasley on May 5, 2007 3:31:24 GMT
"ok you want to know about it all?" i ask looking up at him. he nodded and i took a deep breath. "we were both drunk, but i was three times as drunk as you. don't remember much from when we slept together," i say, "but i remember waking up in your arms. in your bed. in your dorm. we were both naked. so i got out. i practically ran. so i went up to you later that day and when i asked you about it, you said that i was just lieing because i wanted you. that hurt so i didn't speak of it until a few weeks ago. i told peter. he used the 'i help you with bill and he calls me dad' card on me so i had to tell him. but yeah what you said hurt. i expected it from some people, but not you. you said stright up that i was lieing and it was because i wanted you." i say feeling my eyes moist slightly from the memory.
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Post by Serverus on May 5, 2007 3:44:12 GMT
This was bad. I hated myself right now. "I am so sorry Molly. I'm not like that anymore I swear. I was such an.. words cannot do justice." I look at her, trying to tell her how sorry I really was. I turn away ashamed. With guilt overwhelming me, I hand back bill and stand up. "I think I should go. I need to sort some things out." I turn to leave, but stop in my tracks. "I'm not like that Molly, please believe me." I could feel a tear down my cheek, and brush it away as quick as possible an dheaded toward the doors. 'You are such an idiot Severus. How could you hurt someone like Molly?'
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Post by Molly Weasley on May 5, 2007 3:46:39 GMT
"severus wait." i call out. "please come back here." i ask
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Post by Serverus on May 6, 2007 19:32:03 GMT
I needed to clear my mind, but decided that I didn't want her to be angry with me. I took a deep breath and headed back to where we were sitting. I sit down, not saying anything, avoiding her eyes.
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Post by Molly Weasley on May 6, 2007 19:37:44 GMT
"look. i don't know why you said that, and i never will." i pause, "but i'll never hold it against you. i never have and i never will." i say and rock bill back and forth slowly, seeing as he fell asleep in my arms.
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Post by Serverus on May 6, 2007 20:48:07 GMT
"I'm so sorry Molly..."I say, about as loud as a whisper. After a moment I look up, "Thank you." That's all I could think to say. I felt relieved that she wasn't angry. I return my glance to my linked hands on the desk. "If there is ever anything I can do Molly, anything, just ask." I tell her, hoping she will accept this poor offer for condolences.
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Post by Molly Weasley on May 6, 2007 20:53:16 GMT
i smile and nod. "this went better than i thought it would." i chuckle and look down at bill how was pulling on some of my hair. "just love to play with my hair don't you?" i smile and kiss teh top of his head.
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Post by Serverus on May 6, 2007 20:55:32 GMT
I smile. "You said he was technically Peters kid. What did you mean by that?" I asked her, suddenly feeling alot better.
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Post by Molly Weasley on May 6, 2007 21:01:19 GMT
"i means it's not his." i say playing with bills hands as he kept muttering 'ma'.
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Post by Molly Weasley on May 6, 2007 21:05:32 GMT
ooc-ok theres a storm going on and the power might go out soon so yeah. i'm gonna stay on for as long as i can but yeah
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Post by Serverus on May 6, 2007 21:34:53 GMT
ooc- ok.
"Who's is he?" I ask,"If it's alright to ask."
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Post by Molly Weasley on May 6, 2007 21:45:53 GMT
ooc-it went out. lol
i laughed. i haven't told this story in a while. "no one's. see i had a squirrel, and i was letting it play with my wand. then all of the sudden here comes this weird light out of it and right at my squirrel." i chuckle, "then here he comes." i smile then stroke the top of bills head. "peter calls himself the father because he saidhe was my squirrels father." i finish "hey that offer that'd you do anything for me if i asked is still open right?"
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Post by Serverus on May 9, 2007 23:58:33 GMT
"Of course" I smile at Bill who is making funny faces.
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Post by Molly Weasley on May 10, 2007 0:00:48 GMT
i kiss bill on top of the head. "that means he like you." i chuckle, "now about that thing i need you to do." i say then stand up and move my head saying i wanted him to follow.
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Post by Serverus on May 17, 2007 2:46:57 GMT
I stood up from my chair and followed close behind Molly.
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Post by Molly Weasley on May 17, 2007 11:17:36 GMT
"now see i want to show you something. it's really cool." i say "are you ok with breaking the rules?" i ask him
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Post by Serverus on May 25, 2007 4:08:22 GMT
I nod, "I am if you are."
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Post by Molly Weasley on May 25, 2007 11:00:51 GMT
i smile and nod. i see peter hanging out with the other marauders and i go over and hand him bill. "baby sitting duty." i laugh and walk back to serverus. "now come on." i say and start to walk fast towards the grounds. "we've got to sneak into hogsmead so we can apparate out." i explain to him.
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