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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 3:29:34 GMT
I walk into the Library with Volkaric not for behind me 'Don't blow it' I think to myself over and over again.
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 3:30:44 GMT
when i finally get into the library and catch up to thorn "What is it?"
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 3:31:30 GMT
I find a seat and take it. "Have a seat" I say trying to by some time.
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 3:32:07 GMT
i take a seat across from her. "K?"
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 3:33:51 GMT
"Like you don't know already" I look at you "everyone kinda already knows"
'wonder how long it'll take him to figure out what I'm talking about' i say to myself
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 3:34:52 GMT
"Umm, What?" looking a bit confused
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 3:36:16 GMT
"Do you have any idea how many people are looking to get with you as we speak?"
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 3:37:56 GMT
"No, actually i don't." pausing "Are you going to enlighten me?"
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 3:39:10 GMT
I look at him "That depends on if you care that they do nor not"
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 3:40:33 GMT
"Not really. but the better question is why you do?"
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 3:42:00 GMT
"Why do you think I do?" I continue talking "No wait, why do you think anyone does?"
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 3:44:01 GMT
"just curious i guess. I mean half of you make fun of me and the other half doesn't talk to me."
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 3:45:08 GMT
I smirk "They mean the same thing if you want to honest truth" I stop 'shit' I think to myself 'So much for not blowing it'
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 3:46:11 GMT
"oh thanks. If thats all you wanted was to make fun of me some more you could of done it back there." i get up from my seat and start walking away.
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 3:47:49 GMT
"No" I say getting up to stop you "I wasn't making fun of you, and I wasn't trying to be mean" I sigh "but I suppose if you want to go then I can force you to stay" I start to walk back to my table.
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 3:49:18 GMT
"well then bye." sounding very annoyed.
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 3:49:58 GMT
"Why?" I say
"Did you want me to make you stay?"
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 3:51:19 GMT
i turned "No i thought you had something important to tell me."
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 3:52:38 GMT
I get up "I do"
I sigh "I just don't know how to say it"
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 3:54:31 GMT
"Well then talk to me when you do." i turn and walk a bit more towards the door. 'god she confuses me' i think
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 3:56:15 GMT
"Would you just stop?" I say trying not to sound annoyed "Just talk with me for a minute? I'm trying to put forth some effort in us talking."
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 3:57:41 GMT
sighing "ok. but if you make fun of me one more time i'm out of here." i come back and sit down arms folded
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 3:58:24 GMT
I sit back down and with a sigh I say "I wasn't trying to make fun, honest"
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 4:00:12 GMT
i nod in agreement
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 4:02:02 GMT
"Anyways"
'I really didn't want to say it this way but' I say to myself
"I think I might like you"
'there' I think 'I've admitted it. to myself.'
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 4:04:26 GMT
"You think?"
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 4:06:25 GMT
"I'm trying ok?"
I take a breath.
"This hole having emotions is hard enough to understand, and admitting it is hard as well"
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 4:08:00 GMT
"so you don't like showing emotions. Even i'm a full-blood and i have emotions."
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Post by Thorn R. on Apr 1, 2007 4:10:04 GMT
"It's not that I don't showing them. It's that I never could. I mean with my dad and everything"
I sigh to myself 'I don't know if I like where this is going or not' I think to myself
"But I guess I have to sometime right?" I say
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Post by Volkaric D on Apr 1, 2007 4:11:20 GMT
relising she would rather not talk about her dad i act lik i didn't hear it.
"yeah your right."
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