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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 20, 2008 18:35:39 GMT
"I know," I nod, shrugging, feeling somewhat like I'm on autopilot.
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 20, 2008 18:43:26 GMT
"Hm, yeah.." Kyra said through a slight sigh. Not really knowing what else to say.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 22, 2008 2:42:51 GMT
I lean back against the wall again, closing my eyes. Heartless might be a good idea right now, actually.
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 22, 2008 18:15:38 GMT
Kyra kept on looking out of the window, hearing his comment. "And why would that be?" She asked softly.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 23, 2008 0:39:40 GMT
I look over at her, raising my eyebrows. "Why do you think?" I ask, not wanting to say it. But again, I can't stop my thoughts. Because heartless people can't hurt this much.
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 23, 2008 17:19:07 GMT
Kyra nodded, "Well, atleast I know now that you do hurt. I know that your hate it, but maybe you should, once in a while. Open up to someone who you trust, just to let them know you are actually feeling hurt or whatever." Kyra said softly, even though she knew he would just ignore it or laugh it off. But what's the harm of saying?
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 23, 2008 23:03:06 GMT
I shake my head dismissively. "Maybe I should just go kill someone else until I can be numb," I suggest instead, mostly not serious. "And maybe I shouldn't trust anyone." It's a pretty appealing course of action at the moment.
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 24, 2008 21:05:02 GMT
"Well you don'y trust me right? And I'm when of your closet friends? Or has that now gotta change awell. Just to go numb?"
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 25, 2008 17:28:24 GMT
I close my eyes briefly, not at all sure how to answer her questions when my mid keeps flipflopping and I think I'm half-numb already. I also have a half-formed plan to kill my older sister, and a part of me is disturbed by that. The rest, bizarrely, thinks that it'll help.
"I still trust you," I say finally, shaking my head. "And I'm not making sense right now."
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 25, 2008 17:38:02 GMT
Kyra nodded, "That's....Alright then. 'Cause I don't want to lose you aswell..." She said, finally getting that off her chest. With all the arguments they've had lately, she still loved him. Even if he didn't.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 25, 2008 17:41:49 GMT
I nod, frowning slightly and tackling the safe part of that sentence to avoid the more twitch-inducing one.
"As well?" I ask curiously, relieved to shut off thinking about my own problems for a bit.
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 25, 2008 17:52:08 GMT
"I've just lost too many people who I dearly love.." Kyra shrugged. "But then I shouldn't say love, since you would never describe as that.."
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 25, 2008 17:54:44 GMT
I nod, yet again ignoring th twitchier part and offering a sort of sympathetic look without any actual sympathy in the expression. "I'm sorry," I say sincerely, not sure what else I can say.
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 25, 2008 17:58:38 GMT
Kyra nodded to his comment, "Me too.." She said through a sigh. And then she glanced over at him, "It's a shame that you don't like being touched," She said with a small grin.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 25, 2008 18:02:19 GMT
I drop my eyes to the ground, pretty sure that I will either cry or kill something, potentially both, if anyone touches me right now.
"Sorry about that." I twitch a sort of smile.
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 25, 2008 18:09:50 GMT
"Nah, it's alright. It is you, I'll just hug myself." Kyra chuckled slightly, wrapping her arms round herself.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 25, 2008 18:13:57 GMT
I laugh slightly, noticing as I do so that it doesn't sound quite right even for my usually bitter laughter. But I brush that off.
"Whatever works for you."
She wasn't even your sister anymore, Fitzy. Arden died a long time ago, just like part of you did, so you didn't really kill her.
I nod, feeling better after telling myself that, and twitching another sort of smile at Kyra.
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 25, 2008 18:21:26 GMT
Kyra smiled more, letting her arms drop again to herside. Looking over to him after his thought and smiled, That's good to know that his feeling better now..
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 25, 2008 18:24:20 GMT
I nod yet again, releasing a deep breath. I'll just think of it that way and it's fine....
I glance over at Kyra again, glad that if she's hearing me this time she doesn't seem to object.
"So how are you doing lately?" I ask, utterly pushing aside all thoughts of what I've done.
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 25, 2008 18:38:31 GMT
Kyra nodded with a small nod and then shrugged, "Meh, it's been okay. A lot of drama happening around people, but I think I get used to it now. How have you been then?"
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 25, 2008 18:41:42 GMT
I laugh slightly, with the usual bitter edge to it but otherwise genuine and therefore back to normal. "I've been all right," I shrug. "Other than this little problem.... Drama does tend to hang around here though, I've noticed. Good you've gotten used to it."
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 25, 2008 18:47:00 GMT
Kyra smiled and chuckled lightly. "Good, good. And yes, ever so slightly..." She said with a small grin.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 25, 2008 18:56:02 GMT
I nod again, smiling a little. "Ever so slightly good, or ever so slightly it hangs around?"
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 25, 2008 19:03:06 GMT
"Ever so slighlty it hangs around," Kyra replied with a smile. "See, you look...." She paused, stopping where she was. Since he probably wouldn't want to know what She thought of him.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 25, 2008 21:38:50 GMT
I frown, eying her cautiously as she trails off. "I look what?"
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 25, 2008 22:42:09 GMT
"No, 'cause you get all like frowny. Like you are now.." Kyra whined.
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 25, 2008 23:03:09 GMT
I look at her incredulously, frowning even more but now slightly amused. "I'm... 'frowny' quite a lot of the time, actually, no matter what you say," I point out. "You think I'm going to get mad at you or what?"
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 25, 2008 23:10:49 GMT
Kyra shrugged, twitching her nose slightly. "But then you'll go all weird, like you do when you get touched.."
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Post by Fitzy Patricks on Jan 25, 2008 23:21:05 GMT
I sigh, not sure why I'm so determined to know... maybe just to distract myself. "What if I try not to go all weird?" I ask. "You can't be so intriguing and then refuse to tell what you're talking about."
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Post by Kyra Demure on Jan 25, 2008 23:29:04 GMT
Kyra shrugged and glanced up at him. Running a hand though her hair, "I don't know...Fine."
"All it was, I was just going to say that I like it when you smile. It makes you look cute."
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