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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 4:57:53 GMT
It was late at night and once again, I couldn't sleep. It'd been like this for a past couple nights, ever since Riyann died. I wake up everynight from a nightmare and can't get back to sleep. Deciding to not even try to get back to sleep tonight I walked down to the kitchens, walking in and leaving most of the lights off, leaving it dim in the kitchens instead. I made a cup a tea and sat down at the table, holding the mug in my hands. I looked in it, not really drinking it and wondering why I made it in the first place. I sighed slightly and looked around the kitchen, trying not to think.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 5:02:35 GMT
I walk down to the kitchens with a smile as usual, wanting a bedtime snack after studying in the girl's dorms. I notice that the lights were on, but very dim. "Is anyone in here?" I ask drawing my wand slowly, just in case.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 5:05:24 GMT
I looked up slightly from my tea when I heard Ainsley's voice and nodded even though she couldn't see me, "It's just me Ains." I say to her tiredly, thinking she'd recongnise my voice.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 5:06:59 GMT
"Oh, hey Riley!" she says with a bright smile. She still had a major crush on him, but she knew that he was engaged. "How are you?"
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 5:08:20 GMT
I shake my head slightly, "Not good." I say looking away from her and back down at my tea, finially taking a sip of it.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 5:11:02 GMT
"Aww... that's not good." she says with a frown. She walks to a fridge and takes out a bowl of strawberries. "Wanna talk about it?'
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 5:13:52 GMT
I give her an odd look and then shrug slightly, guessing she hadn't heard about it yet, and wondering why it was always me that had to tell people this. "It's, uh.. It's R-riyann.." I say another knot forming in my throat. Not wanting to cry anymore but having a feeling I would be eventually, staring into my mug again.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 5:16:30 GMT
"Oh..." she says remembering what she heard in her Astronomy class, why Shelly couldn't teach today. "I'm sorry Riley..." she says hugging him.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 5:18:44 GMT
"T-thanks." I say quietly, frowning and letting her hug me, hugging her back slightly after I set down my mug.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 5:24:52 GMT
"I'm sorry?" I say softly, realising that he probably didn't want to be touched.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 5:26:59 GMT
"It's okay.. You're allowed to hug me.." I say quietly ebfore picking my mug back up and taking another drink of my tea.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 5:29:47 GMT
"Riley. She wouldn't want you to be sad like this..." I say with a frown. "Can I have a sip?'
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 5:32:21 GMT
"I know... It's just hard not to be.." I say quietly and then nodding my head a bit, pushing my mug toward her.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 5:35:40 GMT
"Thanks." I say softly, taking a sip. I walk over and sit on his lap. "She wants you to be happy. Trust me. Even if that means getting over her."
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 5:39:15 GMT
Slightly taken aback when she sat on my lap I blinked a couple times and shook my head slightly, "Ainsley, what're doing?" I asked her, finding this kind of uncomfortable.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 5:52:22 GMT
"There's no other chairs." I say innocently, taking another sip.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 5:54:23 GMT
"Um.. Why don't you take this chair and I'll stand.." I say offering her the seat.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 5:57:05 GMT
"No, I'm good." i say with a smile.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 6:01:01 GMT
"I-I think I'd rather stand. It's okay.." I say shaking my head a little.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 6:05:41 GMT
"Fine then." She says letting him stand up. Once he gets up she asks, "Riley?"
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 6:07:32 GMT
"Yeah?" I asked her quietly looking over to her, leaning against the counter, shaking some hair out of my eyes.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 6:12:18 GMT
I walk over and brush his hair out from his eyes. "This." I stand on my toes and kiss him lightly on the lips.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 6:19:22 GMT
I saw her walking closer to me and then as she brushed some hair out of my eyes, I wondered what she was doing. I raised my eyebrows slightly when she kissed me and before I knew it, I had kissed her back, before really thinking about it.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 6:22:45 GMT
She smiles lightly, putting her hands on either side of the counter where he was standing, still kissing him, but a tad deeper.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 6:27:19 GMT
Realising what I doing, I pulled away and shook my head slightly, "I can't do this."
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 6:31:04 GMT
"You were doing fine Riley." I say keeping my hands where they were.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 6:34:51 GMT
"No.. Ainsley.. T-This.. I can't." I say shaking my head.
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Post by Ainsley Hutchin on Jan 22, 2008 6:35:35 GMT
I sigh. "Riley... why?" I ask him with a frown.
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Post by Riley Pearson on Jan 22, 2008 6:38:03 GMT
"I'm still in love with Riyann." I say answering her. "It's only been a few days Ainsley, this isn't.. no."
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Post by Shelby Chou on Jan 22, 2008 6:42:30 GMT
"Fine then. Be in love with a dead girl. She would want you to move on. If you keep feeling sorrow, that would never happen and won't make her happy being miserable."
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