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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 19:22:11 GMT
My smile falters a bit,"Yeah, happy."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 19:31:16 GMT
"Not happy?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 19:33:45 GMT
"Yes and no." I reply tucking my hair behind my ear."I mean, I love him Charlie, I do. It's just...he's just so.."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 19:37:08 GMT
"He's just so...?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 19:39:43 GMT
"It's just hard, 'cos I just feel somtimes like we don't know each other. I mean, we don't not really."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 19:44:05 GMT
"So why don't you sit him down and ask him things you want to know? And tell him things you want him to know. If you want this to work long term, you're gonna have to get to know each other if it's bugging you."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 19:48:13 GMT
"He doesn't like talking about it. Says it's not imporant." I mutter,"What makes me mad though, and it sohuldn't but it does. The fact I don't know why he loves me."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 19:56:10 GMT
I chuckle slightly, "Maddie, love is a very hard thing to understand. Especially for guys. I don't know about him, but I don't want to delve any deeper into the scary world of emotion than I have to, I know what I feel and I have no desire to analyse why I'm feeling it. I know I love you, and I know that it's because your family, but I don't know why I love you more than most of my other family, why we get along better than some of them. Maybe it's just one of those things that 'just is'."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 20:03:12 GMT
I sigh running a hand through mt hair,"But I want to know, Charlie you know me better then anyone. You know I listen to my heart and emotions are a big deal to me. I just want to know, is that so much to ask for? Whenever anyone asks him why he loves me he says the same thing,'I don't know I just do.' Don't get me wrong I love that he loves me, but just once, I'd like to know why."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 20:07:02 GMT
"Maybe it's one of those things he doesn't like to talk about?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 20:08:51 GMT
"Just another thing to add to his list I suppose." I shurg.
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 20:11:02 GMT
"Yeah. And one day, the list is going to reduce to practically nothing and communication will flow freely, you'll see."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 20:14:22 GMT
I smile,"Yeah, your right,"
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 20:15:38 GMT
"I know. I always am." I grin.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 20:20:49 GMT
"And people say I have a big ego." I laugh propping my elbow up on the table.
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 20:32:43 GMT
"You do." I grin, ruffling her hair.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 20:38:19 GMT
"Oi! Hands off." I laugh patting my hair down.
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 20:43:27 GMT
"Mary mother of God..." I chuckle, "Who turned vain overnight?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 20:47:58 GMT
"I am not vain. But when you have hair this perfect, who can complain?" I grin.
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 20:55:46 GMT
I bang my head on the table, before sitting up and looking at her, running a hand through my messy unbrushed hair, "I know what you mean." I joke.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 21:00:19 GMT
"Course you do." I say rolling my eyes,"Besides, took me three years to grow it back to this length after you cut it." I smack him on the arm."You jerk, still haven't forgiven you for that."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 21:01:36 GMT
"I'm sorry." I grin innocently, "THE VOICES MADE ME DO IT!"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 21:19:08 GMT
"Oh yes Charlie the voices." I mutter sarcasticaly rolling my eyes at him.
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 21:22:22 GMT
"What did I say about rolling thine eyes at me?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 21:28:04 GMT
"Oh so I can't roll my eyes at you but you can cut my hair off?!"
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 27, 2007 21:29:29 GMT
"Er...yeah. That's how it works."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 27, 2007 21:39:54 GMT
"Your a bastard, I hope you know that, your a bastard who needs to shave."
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 28, 2007 9:07:55 GMT
I grimace, rubbing my jaw, "Yeah, you're right. I do. Oh well. I forgot. My house is in chaos right now. Molly, Bill and baby Charlie...I have to call him that so I don't get him mixed up with me...are all staying with me at the moment." I laugh.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Jul 28, 2007 18:03:15 GMT
"Wow, your house must be overrun with toys." I laugh,"Why are they all staying with you?"
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Post by Charlie Owens on Jul 28, 2007 18:38:34 GMT
"So I can keep an eye on them." I chuckle, making it a joke.
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