Volkaric...here are you damn robes.

[Volkaric D]

I nod

[Laken Maywood]

"YAY! more peoples" i say and hug her "i love you. now we have four of a kind" i say laughing

[Dahlia Black]

i smile, 'hey Laken, you shouldnt scare away our new friend,' i joke, 'if you do, we'll go back to being just three of a kind.'

[Arden Patricks]

I freeze slightly when the blonde girl... Laken?... hugs me, then force myself to relax and smile at the other girl's comment.
"Um... hello and thank you," I say. "Especially for loving me immediately when we haven't even intropduced ourselves and you don't know if I'm really your kind." I look around nervously, suddenly wondering if I've stupidly wandered into a group of Death Eaters or something.
I cough. "Um... hi. I'm Arden. And yourselves?"

[Laken Maywood]

"well as you now already im Laken thats dahlia and thats volkaric " i say pointing at them "so what do you like to do arden" i ask happly with a huge grin

[Volkaric D]

i bow my head when i'm introduced

[Dahlia Black]

i give Arden a salute when Laken points at me,
'yes Arden, due tell, we want to know everything about you.' i laugh, 'god Laken, give the girl a break, let her eat something before you bombard her with questions and suffocating hugs.'

[Arden Patricks]

"Oh, I'm not really here to eat," I say brightly, before seeing a platter of cheese omelets that looks pretty inviting. ((Um... it's breakfasttime?))
"Or maybe I am," I laugh, then answer Laken's question. "I like to... I don't know. I like to meet people I guess. I can't remember too much else."
I stare down at my plate of cheesy eggs. "How 'bout you?" I ask, and look around at all three of them. The question pops out before I can stop it. "You're not Death Eaters, are you?" I look nervously at all the Slytherins around us and tense up.

[Volkaric D]

I shake my head no and tighten my hand into a fist.

[Dahlia Black]

'wait. what? deatheaters...what on earth made you think that?' i ask confused and offended.

[Laken Maywood]

i look at her and tilt my head "why would you think that" i say offended like dahlia "we dont seem like deathearters do we "i ask

[Arden Patricks]

I shrug. "I don't know. It's just that you're all here.... No offense," I say quickly to the slytherin... Volkaric.
"And it only occured to me after I did it that it's probably not the brightest idea to go sitting with a bunch of strangers at the Slytherin table... again, no offense." I smile at him. "You don't talk much, do you? Or is it just that you feel outnumbered by all the girls? And why are you clenching your fist?" I ask.

[Volkaric D]

"No i don't talk much at all and i'm clenching my fist cause i hate deatheaters." i say plainly

[Laken Maywood]

"noone likes deatheaters not even there fellow deatheaters like them, although they have different reasons than us" i say " we hate them because they kill people and work for voldemort" i say

[Arden Patricks]

I shrug. "Sorry," I say to Volkaric. I toy with my omelet a while as Laken speaks. "Yes, we do hate death eaters, don't we?" I mutter to myself. "Although some of them might like each other," I add, looking up at Laken.

[Laken Maywood]

i look at her suspiciously "mhhmm...." i say cocking an eyebrow

[Arden Patricks]

"Mm-hmm what?" I laugh. "And what do you all like to do? You never answered that... although seeing as I accused you of being death eaters right after I asked, I think it's understandable...." I laugh again and dig into my omelet.

[Volkaric D]

"Reading and walking in the forest. The creatures are quite nice." i said trying to calm my nerves

[Laken Maywood]

" i like way to many things to list so you'll just have to find out on your own" i say to arden

[Arden Patricks]

"Yes, creatures are nice," I say to Volkaric. "And how am I supposed to do that?" I ask Laken, laughing. "Use my impressive seer abilities? And Dahlia... what about you?"

[Dahlia Black]

'what? um...coffee!,' i say holding up a cup, 'and manymanymany more things... but im being lazy at the moment... so if you could use your impressive seer abilities, that'd be great.' i joke.

[Laken Maywood]

"YAY!" i say for no particular reason

[Volkaric D]

Volkaric looked blankly at them then took another peice of fruit and started eating it.

[Arden Patricks]

((ooc: Sorry if this annoys anyone... and I'm sorry that I took so long replying. I think I'm just going to get rid of her, but it's fun to write this stuff anyway.))

I nod, looking around at them all, and then I shake my head. "I... gotta go," I say. "Nice meeting you." And I get up and start walking away very fast.
This was a mistake... trying to meet people? Get to know them? Just to forget them again? I shake my head. Arden, you do not have friends. Nobody wants to talk to you because all you are is a pity-party, except when you're being excessively cheerful. And that's just fake.
I try to steady my breathing and force myself not to cry.
You don't even know any magic... not anymore. Not since you lost just about averything that you ever had in your head. So come on, just say it. Maybe you'll get lucky and it'll be the one thing that you do remember....
I'm in the entrance hall now and starting to sob, but I know from experience that nobody ever really notices things like that.
So come on, you can manage. Avada Kedavra! Avada Kedavra! You can say it, you stupid idiot. Just go ahead and say it!
I take out my wand and put it to my head, but find that I don't have the guts.
Arden, you're a failure, I think as I sit down against the wall.

[Volkaric D]

Volkaric sighed and watched as she left. Her demeater was that of some one very depressed. He looked back at the other two girls and nodded to them "I'll be back." he grunted standing up and pocketing his hands and following her. When she sat down and put her wand to her head Volkaric grabbed her arm and pulled her up out of her seat. "Life isn't something you should throw away so esially." he said in a low tone.

((OOC: well now can't have that happen... not like this.))

[Arden Patricks]

I pull away from him and sit back down, still crying a little.
"Yeah, well, I wasn't going to anyway," I say. "I can't. I'm a coward and a failure and I don't remember anything." I hold my wand out in front of me in both fists, squeezing hard and starting to bend it to snap it in half. But then I shake my head and just throw it aside, watching it skitter along the ground.
"I'm a failure," I say again, holding my head in my hands and starting to sob again. "I'm sorry to bother you."

[Volkaric D]

Volkaric side 'Accio wand.' he thought with a little wand movement it came over. He grabbed it and handed it to her. "Your only a failure if you give up.. And you haven't, like you said you can't do it. Not because your a coward.. but because you want to live." He preached sitting down next to her. "If it'll help you can talk to me."

[Arden Patricks]

I laugh, then think about it for a second.
"Okay, fine," I say, half laughing and half sobbing. "Since ignoring it and being all cheery doesn't seem to help.... Let's see. I've got a brother who hates me in Slytherin, and idiot pure-blood parents. I've spent the last year trying to decide if I should join the order or the death eaters, or just sit this out. And then, poof! I can't remember... my last name, who I'm friends with, if I have friends, or how to do any of the magic that I've learned the last two years."
I twirl my wand in my fingers. "Sorry. Everyone has problems. I'm no different."

[Volkaric D]

He laughed "Well i haven't talked to my parnets since i was 3. In fact i was suppose to be killed." he stated then pointed to his scar "They let me be an experement. for the damn dark lord infusing me with parts of creatures." he traced his scar on his eye brow "Every one does have problems.. Its not gonna help to whine about them."

[Arden Patricks]

"Well, that would explain why you hate death eaters," I say with a snort, trying to ignore his use of the word 'whine,' which stings a little. "Sorry." I wipe my eyes and smile at him. "I'll... be okay now."