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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 28, 2007 16:37:51 GMT
"I think most people will change the way they view things if they get more information," I shrug. "And if not then they're just stupid, I don't know." ((Haha... sorry, but it is rather funny in a horrible way. And she accidentally killed Claire, too, did you know that?))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 28, 2007 16:49:10 GMT
"I'd like to think that," I shrug.
[ooc-she killed claire? oh that slag. lol. how did she do that?]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 28, 2007 16:57:54 GMT
"Do it then because I'm pretty sure it's true." I shrug again.
((*sigh* You know how she's always bursting into flames and dying? Well, it turns out she's been buying her way back from death by feeding fish sticks to the guardian of the underworld or somesuch. And of course she conveniently forgot that her best friend is a fish....))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 28, 2007 17:02:36 GMT
"No certainty though."
[ooc-ah...i see...o.O you two have really weird conversations huh?]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 28, 2007 17:09:55 GMT
"Usually isn't," I shrug. "Nothing really is. Hell... for all you really know, you're the only person who exists and this is all some kind of mind game for the amusement of some deity."
((Lol... what? What makes you say that? We have perfectly ordinary conversation.))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 28, 2007 17:14:00 GMT
"Now that is something I have never thought about before...and now I won't be able to get it out of my head...that's somewhat disturbing."
[ooc-yeah...well, we can tell cos she sits there and laughs while she answers your message and usually won't let anyone see unless it concerns them. anything she finds amusing and guards so fiercly...must be weird.]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 28, 2007 17:21:50 GMT
"Oh, sorry," I wince slightly. "If it's any consolation, I'm pretty sure that I exist, too. And most people will probably say the same." ((Or just really cool. Laura's getting mad at me for always giving updates on what Pip or Matt or Claire or whoever said... but it's frequently amusing.))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 28, 2007 19:11:03 GMT
"It's alright," I laugh slightly, "At least it's something to think about. And yeah, most people seem pretty real, unless it's that much of a fool proof seamless kind of conspiracy."
[ooc-lmao. we want to know what you say sometimes, especially if pip laughs and then turns round to look at one of us...o.O we reckon she does that just to be annoying though. lol.]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 28, 2007 19:21:07 GMT
"Well, as long as there's a deity in charge of it, why can't it be seamless?" I shrug.
((Lol... yeah, could be. *cough* Because I never say anything about oh... throwing things at some of you, or anything like that.... *innocent whistling*))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 28, 2007 19:24:35 GMT
"Because the idea of not having control doesn't agree with my posessive psyche. So I guess I just would hate the idea of that."
[ooc-ah, this makes sense then. lol.]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 28, 2007 19:31:20 GMT
"Doesn't mean it isn't possible," I shrug. "But... well, once you start thinking of this as just some nutjob's idea of entertainment, it makes life pretty futile."
((Lol... not terrifically often though. I don't know why she looks at you.))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 28, 2007 19:44:35 GMT
"It's pretty futile anyway, I mean, even if it isn't some nutjob deity's entertainment, seriously what's the point?"
[ooc-yeah, she's prolly just trying to make people nervous then. she does that.]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 28, 2007 19:51:25 GMT
I think about that for a minute, biting the inside of my mouth, then shake my head. "No idea sometimes... maybe most of the time. I don't know." I pause. "I guess the closest thing to a purpose I can think of is... to try and be good people, which is a pretty fucking lame excuse for a purpose unless you buy into Muggle religions." I shake my head, feeling rather empty all of a sudden. "You know what? You're depressing. So why are you still here?"
((Well, apparently it works. ;D ))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 28, 2007 19:55:22 GMT
I laugh without meaning to, "Yeah, I am depressing. Why am I still here? I actually have no fucking idea. You?"
[ooc-lol, yes it works.]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 28, 2007 20:00:16 GMT
I shrug. "Because I thought there was a purpose, which you now have made me forget?" I shake my head. "I'll remember it in a bit... but really. Why stick around? What's keeping you from suicide? There really must be something even if it's only fear, because otherwise you wouldn't be here talking to me now."
((Lol. Oh, wow, you what's fucking sad? My own post just made me cry.))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 28, 2007 20:09:12 GMT
"I promised I wouldn't," I reply with a slight shrug, "I promised that I am not going to go like that. And I'm not. Not now."
[ooc-haha, what in this thread or the other one?]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 28, 2007 20:12:59 GMT
"And why'd you make the promise?" I press, remembering why it is I stick around and trying to get him to say it. "If it really doesn't matter then you wouldn't make the promise." ((The other one... she just lost her faith in Logan and I'm crying like a baby... feel like I just lost a friend myself. It actually really hurts. ))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 28, 2007 20:19:03 GMT
"I made the promise because I give a fuck about certain people, and certain people aren't too fond of the idea of me killing myself, I can't imagine why."
[ooc-oh wow...very sad...it is kinda sad though.]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 28, 2007 20:23:47 GMT
"Then that's the best... closest thing to a purpose I can think of," I shrug. "Maybe we exist just because others exist... which doesn't make a great deal of sense, but I don't know. I think it made sense to me once."
((Yeah, it is. Dammit... I was trying for the sake of drama to keep her faith in him, but at this point there's no way. I imagine that he's not going to be too pleased though.))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 28, 2007 20:52:56 GMT
I think for a moment, "No that makes sense. We exist because others exist."
[ooc-no, matt is plotting as we speak. well actually he's half asleep but that's his plotting state of mind according to him.]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 28, 2007 20:57:38 GMT
"That makes no sense whatsoever... logically anyway." I shrug. "But I guess it makes a different kind of sense."
((Whatever works.... So is he going to be online the same time as me sometime soon? Pleeeeaaaase? *sad face* And I do a really good sad face even if you've never seen it... trust me on that.))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 29, 2007 21:44:03 GMT
"Yeah, logic is kind of overrated sometimes anyway. Starting to see that."
[ooc-he says he'll try.]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 29, 2007 21:52:58 GMT
"Most things are illogical anyways... the world in general for one," I say, shrugging.
((And I threw cabbage at him. Ah, well.))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 29, 2007 22:02:05 GMT
"The world's illogical?"
[ooc-ah...okay then...]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 29, 2007 22:04:51 GMT
"'S'wat most people say," I shrug. "I don't know. Most things in the world are fucked, anyway."
((*nod* But guess what I found out? If you write about scratching, it's about as much of a relief as actually doing it! How sweet is that? ;D ))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 29, 2007 22:12:21 GMT
"Yeah, fucked, definitely."
[ooc-uhm...good? lol.]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 29, 2007 22:15:31 GMT
I nod. And we're back to being quiet... not that it's necessarily bad.((Er... right, that wouldn't make sense. Sometime when you get a chance, read 'fleeing' in the forest. That's what I mean. ))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 29, 2007 22:19:22 GMT
I remain quiet, examining the floor, awkward...
[ooc-lol, rightio.]
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Post by Arden Patricks on Oct 29, 2007 22:22:42 GMT
"Hm..." I say, examining the floor beside my chair and resisting the urge to whistle again. "So are you still going to stand there?" I ask, looking up abruptly. (( ))
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Post by Ian Hunt on Oct 29, 2007 22:29:30 GMT
"I don't know, reckon it's stopped raining yet?" I ask.
[ooc-...i have read the thread...o.O nice graphicness there jennie.]
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