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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 21:53:23 GMT
"yeah i've got two...i know what you mean..." i chuckle and play with the small charm on my bracelet. "so what house are you in?" i ask leaning back and brett walks over and has that look on his face. "yum..mia's trying to teach poppy her code and won't teach me..." he whines. "well why dont you make up your own?" i suggest and ruffle his hair. he grins and walks over and just starts to say anything. "that might not have been the best thing to do..." i chckle lightly and put my hand on my stomach
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 1, 2007 21:56:48 GMT
"I'm a Slytherin," I grimace slightly, "How about you?"
I laugh slightly, "Oh well, he seems to be happy with it at least."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 22:01:44 GMT
"yeah..peter's always telling me that's why i'm a good mother." i say with a disbelieve chuckle.
"and i'm a hufflpuff." i say rolling my eyes a bit. "i'm an outcast in that house. telling ya that they just put people in there when they don't fit in other house." i chuckle, "and i'm taking it you don't like slythrin." i assume.
i look back up at him for a bit then look away
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 1, 2007 22:04:54 GMT
"Hate it," I reply, "Hate Slytherin. Full of-..." I stop, "Well, unpleasant people. They think they're better than everyone else and it just winds me up. Only got put in there cos-..." I stop again and shrug.
I laugh softly, "Well, I'd rather be a Hufflepuff than a Slytherin. Even if I'd get disowned for that. I think I might be disowned anyway...I'm not all that sure." I shrug.
"You are a good mother." I smile, "Look at how happy they are, and they're good kids. That means you're doing something really right." Wish I could say the same about my kid.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 22:09:28 GMT
"yeah there are a lot of slythrins like that. take my sister. she one of them, most of the time." i chuckle "and the whole being disowned, i was pretty much disowned from birth," i say, "it hurts a little but it only hurts enough to care if you like em."
"you can say that about her.." i say forgetting that he didn't know that i could hear some peoples thoughts. "she's happy, you're a good dad to her."
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 1, 2007 22:11:37 GMT
"Yeah, I kind of liked them a little, but not all that much," I shrug.
I look at her in surprise, "You know what? I'm not going to ask how you knew that. But she's not happy, not a lot of the time. She cries for her mum, all night." I admit quietly.
I hadn't told anyone that before, not even Ian, and he was her real father. I didn't want to tell him that.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 22:16:40 GMT
"so does mia." i say in bit of a shock.
shock that poppy did that to, and that i actually told him. i didn't tell anyone that.
"well kinda of. she cries for her dad. almost every night brett comes and gets me and i stay with her for the rest of the night."
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 1, 2007 22:20:46 GMT
I look at her, almost relieved that someone else knew how heartbreaking it was.
"It's like, the one thing you can't give her, is the one thing she wants the most." I sigh slightly, "She just cries and cries and cries for her, and there's nothing I can do to make it better."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 22:24:55 GMT
"i know...and i don't want to tell her the truth. she's to young to understand it, and i don't want to tell her that. ever. i mean why would i? that'll just hurt her more, that her daddy's never coming back" i say looking down at her. "it's almost as bad as when she found me on the floor passed out." i sigh
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 1, 2007 22:29:47 GMT
"I know. I mean, what am I supposed to tell her when she asks about her Mum? Sorry kiddo, Mummy didn't want to live anymore and threw herself off the tower cos we weren't enough reason for her to live? I can't exactly say that, can I?" I say softly, voicing my worries for the first time.
"Passed out on the floor? When was that? What happened?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 22:38:12 GMT
"i know. i know. mia just screams and screams and effin sirius don't give a crap, or he just doesn't hear." i mutter, "i just have to rock her back to sleep because i don't know what to tell her. i can't tell her the truth and i can't lie to her." i sigh
"and it was a bit ago..i-...someone-...i got-.." i say trying to explain but i just pull my hair back showing the cut going across my throat, the three long cuts going across the left side of my face, that i had hidden from him. i couldn't think of a way to explain it, so i just showed him.
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 1, 2007 22:41:15 GMT
"Because the truth is so awful, you can't bear to break their hearts." I agree softly, wishing I could tell Yumi everything as well. Get it off my chest for once, but I couldn't.
Then I stop, looking at the cuts, "Oh God...who? how...? why...?"
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 22:45:56 GMT
"it kills me enough to see her hurt like that..but to add that.." i say "and i don't even think she remebers that she cries like that at night..."
"who did it is not important." i say quickly "how? a lot of curses, a sharp knife and having the advantage of catching me off gaurd, why?" i say and stop and sit there for a minute "i don't know." i say softly and drape my hair over my face again. "already ugly enough without them showing.." i explain softly still triyng to get my hair to cover my face.
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 1, 2007 22:51:45 GMT
"Hey, hey, you're not ugly," I reassure her, "One of the most beautiful girls I've ever met, seriously. And I'm not coming onto you, I swear, I'm being honest, you are."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 22:56:53 GMT
i laugh is disbelief. "ok then.." i chuckle, "after some of the things guys have done...it kinda doesn't help." i chuckle "and it wouldn't matter to me if you were coming onto me or something. get much worse every night, and at least you're not some drunk, ugly, perv. "
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 1, 2007 22:59:30 GMT
"Well, I don't drink. Ever. But I am an ugly perv." I laugh, "But seriously, you're a beautiful girl. You're not ugly, and a few scars don't make you ugly either."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 23:02:07 GMT
i laugh with him. "fine, if i can't call myself an ugly, then niether can you." i chuckle, "'One of the most handsome guys I've ever met, seriously. And I'm not coming onto you, I swear, I'm being honest, you are'..." i say useing his words, give or take a few, just to joke around.
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 1, 2007 23:05:17 GMT
I laugh, "Fine, we're both beautiful/handsome people."
"Liar! You're a scare crow daddy!" Poppy calls over her shoulder.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 23:10:06 GMT
i laugh. "ohh...burn...got called a scare crow by you're one year old daughter..." i chuckle only to joke around with him. "now poppy that' not nice. you're daddys not ugly." i smile down at her the look over at him and try looking him in the eyes again. "but seriously if you ever need help with her, with anything, i'll help you out. anything."
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 1, 2007 23:15:10 GMT
"I know, the shame," I laugh.
"No, daddy's ugly, that's why I don't have a mummy. Because he scares all women away." She giggles.
"What did I tell you about listening to Uncle Chris, eh? He's a liar, remember?" I laugh.
"That's not what you said..." She grins, "You said Uncle Chris was an ass."
"Yeah, and you're not allowed to say it," I remind her, laughing, then smile at Yumi, "Thanks. I really appreciate it. Same goes, I mean I know I'm not the best at this, but I'll try and help you out if you need it."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 23:22:12 GMT
i laugh, "i like her...she's gonn have style when she get's older." i grin
"yum do we have an uncle chris?" mia asks me as brett carrys her piggy back. "umm..you got an uncle peter." i chuckle
"but he's boreing smells funny." mia protests getting off brett then tackles him. "you wanna try poppy?" mia ask her over her shoulder still pinning brett down.
"yeah, thank rowan..." i smile and look back up at him. my face breaks into a wide grin. "i did it!" i laugh "i would soo do a random happy dance if i wouldn't come off as a mad person." i chuckle, the grin still on my face.
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 1, 2007 23:26:07 GMT
"That's what I'm worried about," I laugh.
"You can share my Uncle Chris," Poppy says helpfully, "He's tall and scary and says bad words."
"Poor Chris," I chuckle, then laugh as she attempts to dangle spit over Brett's face but misses and actually spits on the floor above his head.
"Oops."
I laugh, "Well, congratulations. Feel free to do a happy dance, I don't think anyone here would think you madder than we already do."
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 23:35:16 GMT
"nah, don't worry. she'll turn out good." i assure him. "i know these things." i chuckle tapping my temple lightly.
"here..like this.." mia smiles then dangles spit than 'accidently' lets it drop on his forehead. "mia!" brett groans wiping the spit off his forhead. "oops." she says smiling sweetly at him.
"oh and i fel the love rowan. thanks." i laugh "just because of that i'm not gonna do the happy dance." i chuckle
~might have to get off soon~
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 1, 2007 23:40:50 GMT
I smile, "Well, that's good to know."
Poppy leant over him dangling spit over his nose, then sucks it back up, "I did it!"
I laugh, "Insane in a good way, there, that better? I think you should do your happy dance."
[[yeah i'm getting off soon too. nearly 1am here. lol.]]
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 1, 2007 23:46:17 GMT
"yum! poppy did it!" mia laughs looking over at me. "good job." i laugh. "fine i will." i chuckle and stand up and do my little happy dance. "come on." i laugh
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 2, 2007 9:34:42 GMT
Poppy laughs as she dances then get's up and joins in.
"You want me to do that as well?" I laugh.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 2, 2007 12:23:59 GMT
"yeah..." i laugh "come on everyone's doing it." i chuckle still dancing with poppy. mia and brett walk over and each grab one of his hands pulling at him slightly
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 2, 2007 12:37:21 GMT
I laugh and get up, joining in, deciding I might as well.
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Post by Yumi Baker on Sept 2, 2007 21:10:11 GMT
"see...welcome to the crazy side rowan." i chuckle and pick up poppy
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Post by Rowan Hunt on Sept 3, 2007 10:21:56 GMT
"I've decided I like the crazy side," I laugh, still holding onto Mia and Brett's hands.
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