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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 23:17:11 GMT
i sat on teh bleches, leaning on the row behind me. i had to get myself together. i was still crying, but silently and less than before.
there was two guys..
and one me...
two guys that loved me..
and one me that loved them both in a special way...
there's arthur
i've loved arthur ever since i set my eyes on him. he was so wonderful and i knew i wanted to be with him. and after six years of waiting him and i got together, and now i'm having his baby.
then there's onix.
i met onix and there was something between us that i loved every minute of it. he said that loved me right off the bat and i loved him to. he said he didn't mind that i came with two kids.
but both ways ended up with two guys....and one me...
"i never knew that things would get this hard.." i think aloud and hold onto my baby bump. "your lucky. you've got your daddy, who mummy loves, and another man who mummy loves who's willing to be your daddy." i say softly still holding onto it. my owl flys next to me and i take out a piece of parchment and write for onix to come and see me. i had talked to arthur, now i had to talk to him.
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 23:29:25 GMT
At the quidditch field I see Molly by herself in the bleachers. I make my way over to her and say, "I got your message. What did you want to talk about?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 23:34:58 GMT
"what happened in the hospital wing..." i trial off. i was still holding onto my belly, as if i was protecting it from the pain i was in
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 23:37:19 GMT
Confused by the question I ask, "What do you mean?"
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 23:40:56 GMT
"i mean i love you and i love arthur." i say. "i've talked to him now i need to talk to you." i say with tears falling
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 23:45:49 GMT
Wrapping my arm around her and say, "I understand that it is a difficult decision to make, but you're going to have to chose between the two of us sooner or later."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 3, 2007 23:52:46 GMT
i lay my head on his shoulder and nod sadly. "if i choose you what would happen?" i ask softly. "i'm not going to show any kind of love for you if it's going to end in a few weeks." i say, "i've got my son to think about. i don't want him to get attatched to anyone and have them leave. i've already had that happen with bills 'dad'. and if we do last for a long time i'm going to be very pregnant." i say
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Post by onix on Jun 3, 2007 23:56:28 GMT
Wiping the tears from her eyes I say, "Tell me, if you chose Aurthur over me do you think things will be the same knowing that you've kissed me."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 0:03:09 GMT
i shake my head and grab hold of his hand, trying to find some form of comfort. "it would never be the same seeing as i loved every second of it." i sigh, "both of them." i add moving myself closer to him.
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Post by onix on Jun 4, 2007 0:10:51 GMT
Our fingers interlock. Seeing eye to eye with her I say, "Seasons change, day turns to night, old relations fall apart while new ones flourish. Move on from the past and seek the future. If you want to be with me don't let Arthur stand in your way."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 0:20:43 GMT
"why don't you both se that you both deserve much better than me." i sigh moving closer to him seeing asi was getting cold
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Post by onix on Jun 4, 2007 0:25:07 GMT
With frustration in my voice I say, "If we both deserve better than you how come your still torn between us."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 0:30:57 GMT
"i-..you-...he-..." i stutter but just lean foward with my head in my hands as i cried. " i love you, you idiot!" i cry. i loved him and arthur, and as he said, i was still torn between tehm both.
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Post by onix on Jun 4, 2007 0:36:37 GMT
At a loss for words I hug her whole heartedly.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 0:45:52 GMT
i hug him back crying on his shoulder. i had both arms around his neck loosely. once i calm myself down i look up at him. i lean up and kiss his cheek and lay my head on his chest. "you never answered my question." i say softly grabbing his hand again and interlock our fingers again "you never answered me about what would happen between us and my kid, soon to be kids."
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Post by onix on Jun 4, 2007 1:02:40 GMT
"I promise on my life I will not let anything happen to you, your son, or the child that is growing inside you. And if we do happen to break up I still promise the same for as long as I live," I say hoping that the rumble of my chest calms her.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 1:08:14 GMT
i smile weakly and set my head back on his chest ''onix how long do you think we'll last?" i ask, "because i sure as hell don't want to choose you and we only last for a bit."
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Post by onix on Jun 4, 2007 1:13:39 GMT
"I'll try my hardest to keep us together for as long as possible," I say bringing her closer to me.
occ: I g2g
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 1:21:06 GMT
i nod my head and lean up and kiss him, just in case it's the last. i still hadn't choosen but i needed this kiss. i put my hand lightly on his cheek almost saying that i didn't want this one to end.
ooc-ok. bye.
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Post by onix on Jun 4, 2007 10:24:38 GMT
Kissing her back I see out of the corner of my eye that the sun's starting to set. Finishing the kiss I say, "Hey the sun is setting why don't we stay here and watch it set."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 13:14:48 GMT
"i can't see a reason not to." i say softly and lay my head on his chest, waiting for the sun to set.
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Post by onix on Jun 4, 2007 19:50:08 GMT
As the sun meets the sky I say, "The sunset is beautiful just like you."
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 19:53:09 GMT
i smile and kiss him softly on the lips, but only a small kiss. "that's why i love you. you always make me feel better about myself. you make me feel so wonderful." i say moving closer to him
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Post by onix on Jun 4, 2007 20:04:37 GMT
A tear coming to my eye I say, "I don't think I wold ever opened up to anyone if I had not met you," kissing her on her forehead. "I don't think I could see myself with anyone else," I say as I begin to cry.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 20:11:59 GMT
"please don't cry babe.." i say softly looking up at him. "i never thought that i could be happy with anyone but arthur then i meet you." i smile placing my hand softly on his cheek. "everyone is saying that i should choose arthur because i'm having his baby and i'd be happier with him. no one ever thought that i might be happier with you. no one thinks that it's possible that i'm happier with you." i say hugging him. "but they're wrong." i add softly
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Post by onix on Jun 4, 2007 20:15:26 GMT
"So does that mean..." I say with shock.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 20:20:07 GMT
"i think so." i say with a small smile. "i need a bit more time, i mean i made it pretty quick. but i'm pretty sure. just give me another day or two, please." i ask
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Post by onix on Jun 4, 2007 20:25:22 GMT
"That's okay. Besides I need to get back to bed before I get caught," I say with a chuckle.
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Post by Molly Weasley on Jun 4, 2007 20:34:29 GMT
"oh i'm sorry." i smile "can i walk back with you?" i ask
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Post by onix on Jun 4, 2007 20:50:59 GMT
"I would love that," I say kissing her again this time deeper.
ooc: I happen to be listening to Higher by Damn Yankees. It's a love song. I thought it would be appropriate. How bout you?
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