|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 9, 2007 12:19:26 GMT
Angel sat close to the willow, but not close enough to be hit by the branches. She'd had a dramatic week and needed some time to reflect over it. Every other place she'd been to she'd ended up being interrupted by something or someone. Now, it was her time to think. The death, Ian, Jason and Jack and all of the other things that haunted her. She sighed, closing her eyes. She knew it was unfair to Maddie to like Ian, but she couldn't help it. She hoped Maddie would understand.
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 12:22:31 GMT
I kick out angerily at the Whomping Williow as I usually did when I was upset and like always it never hit back.
I sscream slightly kicking it again, I was so angry, at what or who I had no fucking clue.
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 9, 2007 12:26:18 GMT
Angel saw someone even closer to the willow than she was so walked over, trying to find out who it was. "Maddie?" She asked when she recognised her.
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 12:27:37 GMT
I look up hearing my name, not paying attention that the tree had started moving.
I glance up too late, being thrown back by a branch,"Sonofabitch." I grumble rubbing my shoulder."No you hit back!" I yell at the tree.
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 9, 2007 12:28:49 GMT
Angel ran over to Maddie, worried. "What happened? Are you okay?"
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 12:36:57 GMT
"Perfect." I snap, rising to my feet,"Fucking tree." I mutter brushing myself off, wiping the blood off my lip.
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 9, 2007 12:40:49 GMT
"You sure you're okay?"
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 12:47:44 GMT
"Just peachy." I mutter, sitting cross legged, brushing dirt off my shirt.
Not like it matter anymore. No fucking baby to worry about...
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 9, 2007 17:13:08 GMT
"Well if you're sure... How've you been?"
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 21:40:37 GMT
"Fucking perfect." I mutter, somewhat more bitterly then I want to sound.
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 9, 2007 21:41:20 GMT
"Um, okay," she said slowly, a little weary of what she should say next. She didn't want Maddie snapping at her again.
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 21:42:14 GMT
"Sorry." I mumble, running a hand though my hair,"Just been really tired lately. Been working three extra shifts at Mungo's lately."
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 9, 2007 21:48:17 GMT
"That sucks. Why? I thought you'd be not working right now. With the baby and all," Angel said softly.
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 21:49:37 GMT
I scoff."What baby? That things been dead for days."
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 9, 2007 21:52:37 GMT
"What?" Angel yelled. "Why?"
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 21:56:32 GMT
"Miscarriage." I shurg,"No big deal, no big loss."
Yeah, fucking liar, you haven't eaten in two weeks that's why it's dead!
Shut up
I tug my jacket closer around me, seeing as it hung off my small frame.
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 9, 2007 22:01:20 GMT
"What? Why? When? How? Huh? Does Ian know?" She asked frantically.
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 22:04:51 GMT
"It's dead Angel." I say simply, no emotion in my voice,"About three days ago, and no he doesn't fucking know. Not like he'll give a fuck."
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 9, 2007 22:05:30 GMT
"What are you saying? Of course he'll care!" Angel almost yelled.
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 22:11:20 GMT
"Fuck him." I snap, not willing to cry over him,"He doesn't give a crap. And I'm done with him anyways."
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 9, 2007 22:17:28 GMT
"What the hell, Maddie?" Angel yelled. "What is with you? Of course he gives a crap and my ass you're done with him. I have no idea why, but you're only annoyed with him. And I know that's probably an understatement, but you still love him. You know you do."
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 9, 2007 22:24:28 GMT
You don't know the half of it,
"Why are you even doing this Angel? Everyone knows you love him. Fuck, you have to be blind not to see it. Ian and I..we're done. We're not as strong as we once were and everyone can see that too." I mutter jamming my hands into his pockets,"I use to be so strong Angel, then he came along. Now look at me. I'm a wreck, I'm falling apart, and it's cos of him. He doesn't want to be with me anymore, why do you think he keeps cheating? He keeps cutting? He wants Erin. Erin. Not me. Erin." I say somewhat bitterly, tearing forming in my eyes.
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 10, 2007 18:19:06 GMT
"Who cares if I love him or not? He certainly doesn't and I am still with Jason. I'm happy with Jason. I'm not leaving him for Ian, or anyone for that matter. One kiss meant nothing. It was nothing at all. Everyone's just confused and stressed at the moment. There's been way too many things going on at the moment. Way way way too many. It's getting to everybody. If you look closely, you'll see that."
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 10, 2007 22:51:31 GMT
"Oh so you kissed him too? That makes it five then. If it meant nothing you wouldn't have done it. And yeah I know everyone's stressed but it's getting to me. I'm gonna crack anyday now Angel."
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 11, 2007 7:13:40 GMT
"I didnt mean to," Angel sighed. "I really didn't. And nothing is going to come of it. Don't crack. You can get through this, I know you can. Just because you have a guy doesn't mean you're not the same, strong Maddie you once were."
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 11, 2007 21:51:36 GMT
"It doesn't matter Angel, it's fine." I mutter waving it off.
"I dunno Angel, you didn't know me before, I was different, real different, then..then everything just started crashing down around me..and Ian..I don't know what to think about him anymore."
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 12, 2007 20:23:01 GMT
"Well, what do you think about Ian now? Do you still love him or are you like Shell and one day you just stop caring for him?" She asked softly. She didn't want to know to make a move or anything, God forbid. She wanted to make things better for them.
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 13, 2007 0:40:33 GMT
"You know what Angel? Stop acting like you care okay? If you want him he's all yours. Just don't come crying to me when he breaks your heart too." I mutter, heading back towards the castle.
|
|
|
|
Post by Angel Simons on Sept 13, 2007 7:13:51 GMT
"I'm not acting like I care!" Angel yelled. "I do care! And I'm not going to do anything to/with him! I have a husband!"
|
|
|
|
Post by Madeline Speare on Sept 13, 2007 21:42:37 GMT
Yeah, I use to care too, look where it landed me.
"Yeah, well i'm just saying." I sigh, leaning against a tree,"You had a husband when you kissed him before."
|
|
