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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 18, 2007 23:11:37 GMT
I stormed angrily down to the Whomping Willow hoping to blow off some steam.
Fuck I didn't even know what I was mad about this time.
Fucking, death eaters trying to kill me, fucking family that's dead and left me alone, fucking friends who don't understand anything I'm going through, fucking boyfriend who's acting like a bigger pain in the ass,fucking baby who will probably hate me when it gets older, fucking life that's not getting any fucking easier!
I let out a screech of frustration kicking out at the tree.
"And fuck this fucking tree! All the other times I've kicked you, you've hit back and know you deiced not to?!"I yell kicking it again.
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Post by Audrina Nicoles on Aug 18, 2007 23:29:50 GMT
"Maddie?" I asked, watching her in surprise. She seemed mad. I kept a distance, seeing as she was near the tree.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 18, 2007 23:40:30 GMT
I hear my name but don't look up.
"Fucking tree, fucking hit me! Fucking hit me!" I screech, kicking it again tears threatening to fall.
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Post by Audrina Nicoles on Aug 18, 2007 23:42:52 GMT
I covered my ears when she screeched and walked up a little. "Maddie.." I said again, hoping she'd look up. 'Look up damnit..'
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 18, 2007 23:47:20 GMT
"Fucking hit me!" I yell again, tears brimming in the corners of my eyes, as I punch the trunk causing my knuckles to spilt open,"Hit me." I sob, sinking to the ground.
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Post by Audrina Nicoles on Aug 18, 2007 23:51:45 GMT
I jumped and watched her sink to the ground. I slowly walked over to her and kneeled down next to her. "Maddie.." I said softly, looking down at the ground. I couldn't stand to see the condition she was in.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 18, 2007 23:53:39 GMT
I sob, hugging my knees to my chest,"Just fucking hit me." I sob hitting the tree again.
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Post by Audrina Nicoles on Aug 18, 2007 23:57:48 GMT
I sat there, trying to think of something. I sighed and looked up again. "Maddie, get away from the tree. You've already split your knuckles open," I said, looking down at the hand she used to punch the tree.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 0:01:00 GMT
I shake my head, tears still rolling down my face."No..no.."
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Post by Audrina Nicoles on Aug 19, 2007 0:03:10 GMT
"Yes Maddie, come on," I said, carefully grabbing her arm and trying to pull her up. 'Damn weak body' I thought. Haha.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 0:07:32 GMT
I reluctantly get up, walking a few steps safely away from the tree then collapsing down on the ground, still crying.
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Post by Audrina Nicoles on Aug 19, 2007 0:11:28 GMT
"Now tell me what's wrong," I said, sitting down beside her.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 0:13:15 GMT
"Fucking everything." I sob,"I fucking hate this, fucking life..."
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Post by Audrina Nicoles on Aug 19, 2007 0:20:37 GMT
I frowned, knowing I couldn't help. All I could do is try and cheer her up. I wrapped an arm around her, looking over at her. "Everything just seems to get worse doesn't it?" I asked quietly. "This can't go on forever."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 0:28:42 GMT
"Forever is a long time, doesn't matter seeing as I'll be dead soon enough. Then no more bad things can happen to me."
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Post by Audrina Nicoles on Aug 19, 2007 0:34:30 GMT
"Don't say that!" I said, not wanting to hear anything about my friends dying.
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 0:38:07 GMT
"Why not? It's true, can't escape the truth anymore. The Cloak's coming for me Audri, I can feel it."
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Post by Audrina Nicoles on Aug 19, 2007 0:39:47 GMT
"The Cloak?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 0:47:04 GMT
"Death." I say simply.
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Post by Audrina Nicoles on Aug 19, 2007 0:50:05 GMT
"Maddie.." I said quietly, looking down at my hands that were in my lap. "Why is everything so fucked up?"
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 0:52:23 GMT
"Cos I fell in love." I whisper quietly,"That's why it's all fucked up for me."
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Post by Audrina Nicoles on Aug 19, 2007 0:55:16 GMT
"My mom said love is the next step to suicide," I said sadly. "Everything will get better soon. I don't want you to die..you're one of the only friends I have in this hell hole."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 0:59:22 GMT
"My mum taught me that love, faith and hope are all we need in this world, if we don't give up on those three things everything will turn out fine,"I scoff,"Big help that was." I sigh brushing my hair out from my face,"I don't want to die either Audri, but...what can I do?"
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Post by Audrina Nicoles on Aug 19, 2007 1:02:14 GMT
I smiled slightly. "Your mum was a smart woman. That's what we do need, but with all the evil, it's overpowering all that." I furrowed my eyebrows together, thinking. "You could always go into hiding or something. I don't know, I'm not used to all this."
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Post by Madeline Speare on Aug 19, 2007 1:08:43 GMT
I shake my head,"That's the cowards way out. I'm not hiding, and I'm not running. I'm gonna face it head on. I've got a pair of strong legs, I'm gonna get up and use them."
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