A Lost Soul Singing

[lostinshadowsdepth]

I sat down near the Whomping Willow. 'Alone,' I thought. My mother had always sang to me when I felt lonely. She also told me that whenever I was alone and felt lonely to sing, so I began.


Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

[James Smith]

''beautiful.'' i said under my breath

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"Who's there?" I said turning around.

[James Smith]

''A person.'' i said walking out of the shadows

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"Real cute," I hissed, "Who are you and what's your purpose here?"

[James Smith]

''James, and i kinda live here.''

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"You and every other student who is stuck in this hell-hole of a school," I growled.

[James Smith]

''Exactly.'' i agreed. ''But that is what drugs are for.''

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"What-ever," I replied, "Is there a real reason for you spying on me?"

[James Smith]

''I dont have any good excuses today.''

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"Typical guy," I said, "What the hell is your name anyways?"

[James Smith]

''Uhh James.'' i said a little confused since i already said my name

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"I didn't hear you the first time," I replied seeing the confused look on his face, "I'm Aquamarine, but my friends call me Aqua, that least they would if I had any."

[James Smith]

''Can i be your friend?'' i asked sitting down in the grass

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"I am warning you right now that I am not the easiest person to get along with," I said, "Not after the accident."

[James Smith]

''Well ill try not to get on your nerves.'' i said, not puching on the other part she said

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"I bid you good luck," I replied with a smirk.

[James Smith]

''Alrighty then.'

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I smiled for the first time in four days. 'This is going to be interesting,' I thought.

[James Smith]

''So what would you like to do?'' i asked

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"Read, Write, Sing are the basics," I told him.

[James Smith]

''Oh.'' i said. ''okay then.''

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"Why?" I asked him

[James Smith]

''Why?'' i asked. ''I dont know.''

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"Aren't you a logical one," I said with a hint of sarcastism. 'I don't know about this guy,' I thought, 'After all he is a Gryffindor and he could be an Order Member. My father would not approve of that.'

[James Smith]

''Yeah i am.'' i shrugged