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Post by xraptorx on May 1, 2007 23:58:30 GMT
I stood there in front of the whomping willow. Thinking if i should walk forward and let it crush me. I deserved it after everything i'ved done. After i left her there. Didn't I?
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Post by Dorcas Meadowes on May 2, 2007 0:00:30 GMT
"You know I've said it many times but no one listens. Walking or walking into things doesn't help." I say.
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 0:03:38 GMT
"What do you want?" I say annoyed I really didnt want to be interupted
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 0:12:13 GMT
I follow Jerami. I needed to say; I was sorry. "Jerami?" I say as I approach "What are you doing?" I ask worried about him.
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 0:13:13 GMT
"Just doing somethign that needed to be done a long time ago." he says eyestowards th ground
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 0:14:15 GMT
I get behind and turn him around. I lift his head up "What Jerami?" I ask again.
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 0:16:02 GMT
He pushes her away "YOU WANT SOME ONE TO HATE ME. WELL WISH GRANTED." he yells "I'VE HATED MY SELF FOR YEARS BECAUSE OF THAT AND NOW I'M GONNA GET WHAT I FUCKING DESERVE" he turns
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 0:17:26 GMT
"Jerami don't" I yell as I stop him. "I'm sorry" I say still holding onto his arm "I was just upset, I don't hate you"
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 0:19:07 GMT
"ARE YOU SURE. BECAUSE I SURE AS HELL HATE ME."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 0:21:39 GMT
I pull him into a hug "Of course I'm sure" I wisper into his ear.
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 0:22:54 GMT
I push her away again "Then why don't i beleave you."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 0:24:29 GMT
"How could I hate you?" I say getting off the ground 'god his strong' and walking towards him again "Jerami, I wanted to hate you" I sigh "I really did, but I just can't It's impossible for me to do so"
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 0:26:10 GMT
A tear goes down his cheek. His back still to her "Then why the hell do i feel like this?"
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 0:29:56 GMT
"Jerami please" I beg "Come back to the caslte with me?" I try and blink back my tears. "I don't know why, but we can figure it out..I promise"
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 0:35:11 GMT
"I don't know." He says looking at the tree "Everything i've done."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 0:36:24 GMT
"I forgive you" I say walking towards him. "I do Jerami" I say in a wisper "And you know I can't lie to you" I touch his shoulder "please"
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 0:37:55 GMT
"I can't keep this up for much longer." i say quietly
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 0:38:46 GMT
"Keep what up?" I ask confussed but still holding onto his shoulder.
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 0:40:49 GMT
"I can't keep this whole i'm alright look on."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 0:42:26 GMT
I sigh "Jerami" I say getting infront of him. I wanted to get as much distance between him and that god forsaken tree as possible. "you don't have to, not around me at least" I say trying to push him back a little.
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 0:44:11 GMT
i turn and walk away from the tree
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 0:45:09 GMT
I sigh in relief and follow him.
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 1:08:24 GMT
i walk back up to the castle cursing myself in my head
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 1:09:30 GMT
"What are you thinking about?" I ask holding his hand.
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 1:12:53 GMT
"I didn't say anything" queitly
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 1:14:13 GMT
I look at him "You didn't have to" I say stopping causing him to stop walking. I figured we were far away enough from the tree to stop. "Your eyes talk for you remember?" I ask trying to lift his head up.
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 1:19:34 GMT
"And what did they say?" looking towards the tree.
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 1:20:36 GMT
"That you wanna die" I say turning his head from the tree and kissing him lightly on his lips. "But would I do if you did?" I ask him.
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Post by xraptorx on May 2, 2007 1:22:52 GMT
"Find someone else. It wouldn't be hard."
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Post by Saphire Amy Lynn on May 2, 2007 1:25:37 GMT
"Why do you say that?" I ask looking into his eyes.
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